OK it's time to get down to business.
THE SPIRIT:
the spirit in the wind and in my bones.
the voice of the spirit. the love and grace of the spirit. the sovereignty of the spirit.
NATURE:
bodies of water. jungles and forrests. thunderstorms. sunshine.
I want to live somewhere beautiful; where nature is fully alive.
I want to live somewhere the ecosystem can thrive.
Somewhere without fumes and noise.
Somewhere with lots of boys.
MUSIC:
Music is in the spirit and in nature. Music gives me the right eyes to see the world.
FAMILY:
Nothing could come between us.
They are the building blocks of my life.
FRIENDS:
They keep me abreast to life's curve balls.
IN GENERAL:
I am thankful for all of the above.
I have issues. THAT WHICH I LOVE: my man, music, family and friends, sunflower seeds, Mysteries of the Bible A&E documentaries, when Luke makes me mix c.d.s, kitties, the sun, gut-wrenching laughter, euphoria, a good revelation, men that have strong hands, men that know how to use their hands, watching people be creative, witnessing every day miracles of people being unselfish, movies that move me, granny's goody bags, jumping on the trampoline with my brothers, eye contact, roller coasters, popping really big bubbles, climbing trees, pouring my heart out, chemistry, bonding with my cousins, awkward moments, strange people, the beach and getting all sandy, peace and quiet, finding out what makes you tick. I am a hopeless consumer of anything that provokes me, feels good, and tastes good. I am currently trying to budget my intake. I think I am a fruit cake. I like to eat the cartilidge off chicken bones. I like eating raw noodles while I am driving. It helps me not to smoke. rhythm. And last but not least for now anyway is getting lost and found in music. THAT WHICH I HATE: vienna sausages. mother's that spank their kids in grocery stores, people that can't be wrong, cowards, really strong perfume, a man who has a better manicure than me, people that are content to be afraid, soap operas, SCI FI (except for Stargate Atlantis), when I feel apathetic, when I feel stifled, Walmart at Christmas time, when I blush in front of everyone and you can always tell, when my lisp is really bad on certain words, men who can't protect what they love, spite, when someone asks you a long-ended question and while you are trying to break it down, looks everywhere but at you. Pushy people. Religious promotion. counterfeit. my weakness is envy. i envy people that never make messes and can abandon themselves in humor. I envy people who are content to just be. I scare myself when i am on my period. I jump from interest to interest way too often. It's hard for me to follow through. I like the beginning, the phase of newness. I don't like being taken for granted or misunderstood. Who does?
I'm reminded of a profound hit-single by the Brady Bunch clan: "When it's time to change, you've got to rearrange who you are and what you're gonna be. Shanananananananana shanananananana"
A few things: This past year has been a doozy. I thought I was going nowhere, and just then I walked right into my fate. I am here with the man of my dreams and plans for the future are infinitely promising. I am with Child, due August 17th, and I can't wait to be initiated into motherhood.
So that's what I'm all about these days, preparing myself by runes of readiness. "An understanding heart is everything in a teacher and cannot be esteemed highly enough. One looks back with appreciation to the brilliant teachers, but with gratitude to those who touched our human feeling. The curriculum is so much necessary raw material, but warmth is the vital element for the growing plant and for the soul of the child." – Carl Jung
I found the best videos of us acting crazy at the AGLOW conference! And when you came to visit, plus me visiting you - could you email me your address and I will mail you DVDs of them. I can't believe how long ago they were from! Also, send me your email address :)
Helloo..Just dropping by to say hi and to check and see if Achilles got anything in the mail from his Uncle and Aunt in Vermont for his 1st birthday :-) Let us know if you received it, hopefully it arrived okay.
jack is back home this weekend, we have a birthday party to go to on sat afternoon (get ready for those) but we could definitely plan something for afterwards...let me know
not a problem... I try'd to message you but some kind of block is on your stuff. Well, let me know if you still have my email address. go to my website and you can get my number or email.
