Isabella Dias

About me:

I am a simple person. I get happy with few things, you have no idea.

I am quiet and shy. I can look serious at first sight, but just a time to be used to the new people. I don't like to be this way, but sometimes that helps a lot! But I am friendly, for sure, you don't need to be afraid.

I prefer to walk by the city during the week, because there are many things to see and many people on streets. On weekends my city looks like the Old West hehehe :D Just the wind blows and touch the dust on the ground... I don't like that. Maybe the city is with more movement, but I really don't go out on weekends anymore, so I don't really know...

I continue to love art, literature, photography music and many more. But my love for art and photography is bigger! I decided that I want to be a photographer. How? I don't know really, but I wanna be. I need some classes, of course. And exercise my creativity. But as Pakko Idea says " ideas are everywhere...just keep on experimenting.." I can't forget this sentence.

Lomography has caught my attention and love. I love those colors of the oldest days [read oldest days as 70's and 80's]. And you don't even need photoshop! That's the amazing thing, makes me remember great things to be more exact!

I don't play much video games anymore, but who knows :D Need for Speed Underground continues being my favorite.... I prefer to watch my brothers playing. That's a good way to laugh together and share a good moment!

I want to visit USA since I was 11 years old, as well as Japan. My love for Turkey came later, 2002. I still wanna visit those places, but I want to go to others. South Korea, German...

I love flowers, especially tulips. Roses too, but they come in second :p together with any kind of other flowers. The beauty is the diversity, right? But tulips capture my attention, even though I've never had one. I found a place in my city where I can buy them! But as here is so hot, I've heard I need to let them on the refrigerator :S anyway, they need some sun :)

The light of the sun... I love you :D I can take many pictures of a sun set in a kind of 'where's wally/waldo' because there are so small things that makes all the difference. That is the things that amazes me!!!

I love languages, but I've found out that when I think in two different languages that not my mother language + other, my head hurts :D I think well in English and Portuguese, but to think in English and Spanish... ouch. Even though that happens, doesn't matter. I need to keep thinking about them. Turkish I still like it, but it's being a bit hard to think about that lately. I believe I'll let it when I can find a good teacher around here so I can take classes. Maybe my fear is the one that happened to English.. I can write and read well, but I have no practice on Speaking.... sometimes watching those people from CNN speaking in light speed doesn't let me understand almost anything. Maybe I need to be thrown into a place where just English is spoken... yeah, that's it. So if I say ~uhhh?~ please don't mind... it's just you to speak slowly so I can understand better. By the way I wanna go to States, I have a plan. Praying about that :))

- I HATE carnival, really. It's the worst party Brazil can have. It shows to the world like it's the one thing we have here and it isn't. I hate it because many things but mainly because it depreciate very much brazilian women... and sometimes it appears to the world that every brazilian woman are too easy because they appear dancing naked or almost naked. I say that because the disrespectful messages I get sometimes and because comments people I know hear around the world.

I love music! But lately I wasn't listening to music very often. Today I got some cds and listened to them as I was preparing the lunch... While cutting potatoes, I could notice that my mind started again to plan the video clips for those songs. I had this dream some years ago, but after many things happened, I forgot it, it was quiet. Today I got many ideas. I like to think about that. Someday I'm going to prepare a video for sure. I need a cam, people, etc. Just to be with the right people to make this. I thought about ~Papercup~, by Riley Armstrong. But I need people and places, plus a camera. Let's see... the good thing is that dreams never die, they can just be hidden inside us :)

I think it's important to make a difference in other's lives. To help with a word, support, being friend. To serve and to love... I really hope to do my best in this part. I am not perfect and if I hurt you, I ask your forgiveness... But never forget about my love. Even if I've never seen your face, or if I never will see, I wish you have the best. I won't be happy knowing bad things are happening to you.

Anything you need me, I am here :) That's what God wants from us, to love others as if was Him! And talking about Him.... Jesus is my everything. How can someone makes me feel so happy? Even in my problems, I feel happy. I can't complain. I need some things, of course, but I have peace inside my heart.

I think I haven't changed much. Just added some things to my life and let others go. But the essence of me is that.

I can change about everything, but I pray that God just makes my love and compassion for others to be greater daily. Compassion for me means to have part in other's suffering, exactly as Jesus did. That makes me remember to support the persecuted christians around the world. That's something that is in my heart very strong lately.

- Things I plan to do in my life: Travel to the countries I've mentioned, learn how to paint, learn photography and how to make music videos. I like music videos too and sometimes I have good ideas for it! Other thing I want to do is to help as many people as I can, especially with my words and my friendship. If you need me, I'm here.
God bless you, Isabella