I'm a girl!
I have an age :)
MESA, ARIZONA
United States
And the world's got me dizzy again.
You'd think after 17 years I'd be used to the spin,
and it only feels worse when I stay in one place.
So I'm always pacing around or walking away.
I keep drinking the ink from my pen,
and I'm balancing history books up on my head.
But it all boils down to one quotable phrase:
"If you love something give it away".
The world around you falls away and I will still be there.
"Darling, we could change the world"
I'm Megan.
I'm A Triplet.
I love:
*Butterfingers
*my friends and family
*My Pets
*Dinosaurs
*Good Movies/Music
*Love
*So much more.
I want something good out of my life.
I live every day to its fullest. So Should You.
And all that I remember is the feeling of waking up.
When we were kids, you were the sun to which my eyes could not adjust
We were kids - I was a fountain.
Come one, come all; all eyes and ears, come hither; come to me:
The man on stage who shouts and sings as if he could prove something.
A falling leaf sat upon my neck, and whispered in my ear,
"Dying is half the fun of living, if the living's not in fear.
You can sing your days away, but they may never quite get why,
It is most sensible to smile and cry at the same time,
To wrap around your sorrow in a warm, welcome hug.
"Hate," is a strong word, but, darling, so is, "Love."
The red rose whispers of passion,
And the white rose breathes of love;
Oh, the red rose is a falcon,
And the white rose is a dove.
Sit down that I may tell thee.
The thirst for love, without love of learning, sinks into fondness.
Love of Knowledge, withought love of learning, Sinks into Presumption.
Love of truth, without love of learning, sinks into cruelty.
I must have blown a fuse or something cause its been so dark in my mind.
There are so many words that I just cant seem to find.
All the colors of the rainbow have turned to green, brown, and black.
My head keeps returning to this meaning that I lack.
I dialed your number just to hear the sound of your voice when you said hello.
Your breath on the receiver as you waited for a reply was enough for me to realize...
You must make a killing, yeah a killing, every heart you steal means less then the last.
Are you listening to them beat? Its the pulse of the American Machine.
Life, Liberty, and the pursuit of happiness a dream we were all chasing.
Well I walked right out of my dream and into the street and the cars all swerved right around my body.
I was one with the air, and the metal, and the ground.
I was everything. I was swirling around.
I am an amorphous being of sound, and sight, taste, touch, and smell.
Truthful, blunt, a run on sentence at best.
I can do what I want when I'm missing that essential piece from this cavity in my chest.
It feels like its been so long since my last confession.
I write them all on paper napkins, elaborate scenes of what was but wont be anymore.
Oh i'll wash my sins away with a simple song of regret and a bar of soap.
The truth will set me free.
Free to listen.
Free to stare.
Free to just leave myself hanging there on that thin little rope that i've been swinging on.
My voicebox collapsed and I refuse to build it back up,
I'll do my best to talk through A paper cup.
A loss of perspective caused by a little bit of thinking has left me teetering between tired...
And really, really tired, I'm wiped but im wired.
Let me just say, A little dose of love goes a long, long way.
You've got the best of both worlds
You're the kind of guy who can take down a girl,
And lift her back up again
You are strong but you're needy,
Humble but you're greedy
Based on your body language,
your shouted cursive I've been reading
You're style is quite selective,
though your mind is rather reckless
Well I guess it just suggests
that this is just what happiness is
Hey, what a beautiful mess this is
It's like picking up trash in dresses
Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you write
Kind of turn themselves into knives
And don't mind my nerve you can call it fiction
'Cause I like being submerged in your contradictions dear
'Cause here we are, here we are
Although you were biased I love your advice
Your comebacks they're quick
And probably have to do with your insecurities
There's no shame in being crazy,
Depending on how you take these
Words that paraphrasing this relationship we're staging
And it's a beautiful mess, yes it is
It's like, we are picking up trash in dresses
Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you say
Kind of turn themselves into blades
And the kind and courteous is a life I've heard
But it's nice to say that we played in the dirt
Cause here, here we are, Here we are
Here we are
Calm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling all your threads saying
Breaking yourself up
If it's a broken part, replace it
But, if it's a broken heart then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it
And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your own name
And go your own way
And everything will be fine
Everything will be fine
Hang on
Help is on the way
Stay strong
I'm doing everything
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
And everything, everything will be fine
Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling?
Are the things that make you blow
Hell, no reason, go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault
Of faulty manufacturing.
Yeah everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Hold your own
And know your name
And go your own way
Everytime i see your smile it makes my hear beat fast.
And though it's much too soon to tell, i'm hoping this will last.
Cuz i just always wanna have you right here by my side.
The future's near,
But never certain.
At least stay here for just tonight.
I must've done something right to deserve you in my life.
I must've done something right along the way.
I just can't get you off my mind, and why would i even try?
Even when i close my eyes, I dream about you all the time.
I just always wanna have you right here by my side.
The future's near,
But never certain,
So please stay here for just tonight.
Even if the moon fell down tonight,
There'd be nothing to worry about at all,
Because you make the whole world shine.
As long as you're here everything will be alright
I bare my windowed self untamed and untrained
Dreams that hardly touch our complexions truest faults
If room enough for both my drowsy spirit shall fall
Bold waves tumble oh to the season of my heart
And you have offended my faith and my trust
Until all is lost into the beauty of the day
Until all is lost, until all is lost
But there's something in the way you laugh
And it makes me feel like a child
Aspects of life they confuse me
You and your thesis amuse me
Oh, after and afternoon with you
All my life, I waited for something great,
Here I am with nothing showing.
And all I want, yes it is all I wanted- it's us
I lost my chance maybe a month ago.
I waited long but I got to thinking
I waste my time because I'm always thinking I'm wrong.
And it's tough being alone when you're naive
And you just want to believe everything everyone says.
Oh, it would be great if I could just deal with it.
I'm packing up almost everything,
I'm moving out and starting over.
And all I want, maybe it's all I want, is love.
If that was it, then it would all be great,
But I can't walk without feeling lost.
And I don't know, I'm thinking it's all I know is us.
And it's tough being alone when you're naive.
And you just want to believe everything everyone says.
oh, it would be great if I could just deal...
Im a coward.
I hide behind all of these delicate lies that i sing;
But im trying to come clean.
Im so lonely
Surronded by people who know me but dont know a thing,
so im trying to come clean.
And every relationship ive ever been in,
has fallen apart at the seems.
And im just afraid ive been singing about love,
But ill never find out what it means.
And if I was honest about what the problem is
Id have to admit that its me.
Im just trying to live up to all that you want me to be.
Im a liar
I sing pretty things but i never quite say what i mean.
So im trying to come clean.
Im so sorry.
I know that i cant take it back no i cant change a thing.
So im trying to come clean
yeah i woulda been peesed if they didnt, i wanted handcuffs and limousine so bahaad. maybe ill just follow them around state to state till i hear the songs i wanna hear then ill be content haha
ohh i dont know her personally, she added me on her and confirmed she was going. just remember seeing her around school. ohhh yeah the first band was really good! somethin about their music made me wanna move my feet haha, but yeah i didnt reall pay any attention to manchester, at that point i was pretty much just aching to see brand new. i wish they woulda played more off your favorite weapon though :[
haha yeah i was too busy in a conversation when i finally recognized you and marisa out of the corner of my eye but by that time you guys were already getting up and leaving. so what did oyu think of the concert, besides brand new being amazing?
yeah well tomorrow me and my bestfriend we gonna see what we can do haha will see haha..well megan im gonna let you go haha im going to bed!! talk to you tomorrow!! take care..and have a good night sleep!! bye