um.. lets see... doodling(hah thats a funny word), reading(amazingly i can), uh hanging out with friends,atempting to play guitar, horseback riding, OH! and i love my music id fucking die without it! so yeah im basically fucking brutal like that. lol.
oh and fishies are cool.
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Music
uh lots of stuff...disturbed, bullet for my valentine, behemoth, eve6, evanescence, flyleaf, godsmack, good charlotte, green day, HIM, job for a cowboy, lamb of god, arch enemy, marilyn manson, mastodon, dragon force, metallica, puddle of mud, pearl jam, old my chemical romance, testament, rise against, shadows fall, sixx a.m., slipknot, three days grace, the used, three doors down, 30 seconds to mars, all that remains, amon amarth, seether, ludo, finger 11, breaking benjamin, black sabbath, ozzy, the black dahlia murder, children of bodom, hatebreed, cradle of filth, iron maiden, machine head, dethklok, deep purple, system of a down, darkest hour, devil driver, guns 'n roses, tool, pantera, slayer, drowning pool, opeth, suicide silence, gwarr, cannibal corpse, seether, flogging molly, alice in chains,as i lay dying, mindless self indulgence, and other stuff...i dont feel like typing anymore.
danni:(aka danuk)my fellow Project Reject member! she is like totally amazing and doesnt even realize it. i'm fortunate enough to have her as my closest friend. i owe her so much.
aaron: my BFF(just because he hates that word)
he basically thinks he is the shit(cuz he's jewish.lol.)
yeah he is kinda cool though. in his awesome tu-tu,his coffee,fairy wand, and tiara!
my other close friends. there is so many, you know who you
are.
just a few: matt,cynthia,spotz,christian,kelly,wilcox, zach, and so many others
my brother(i guess he counts).
most of all my dad, he's been through so much shit and is still standin strong.
i love you all so fucking much, you have no idea.
i just wish the world didn't treat the good peolpe like shit. i love you all, though i'll make mistakes i'll try to stay with all of you the best i can.
so...im eliSabeth. with an S cause i was made weird like that. i hate being called beth, but i deal cuz no one can pronounce my name without fucking it up. im really not good at explaining myself because i dont really know who i am yet, and like most people probably never will.
my friends mean the fucking world to me. my bestest friend danni is the shit. i will beat your fucking ass if you mess with them, especially her. i'll love them all to the cold bitter end. XD. i dont think id be here if it werent for them, music, and, as corny as it sounds, my animal friend things. critters tend to be much more intelligent then homo sapiens. im kind of like a gothic hippi, metal head, nature girl all in one...anyway, and like a combination of outgoingness and wallflowerness; it depends on how low my self esteem and confidence levels are at that moment. i've also made many mistakes in my life and will always continue to do so and not get over the guilt of it. its how we improve ourselves. i've hurt people that i've loved, and been hurt by people that i love. i'll always forgive, when others forget. but you just have to learn to cope. i really don't think i'm much of a good person, but you can tear me to pieces, take advantage of our friendship, and utterly destroy me, and chances are if you come crawling back i'd still be there for you. what happens happens, people move on.
i hate all of lifes drama but somehow manage to get sucked in anyway. im usually the mediater/therapist but i just try to help others makes the best of everything.
so yeah i suck at this describing myself shit. <3
and there's also this freak i know - aaron dash. he's kinda amazing.<3
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Who I'd like to meet: someone that is worth knowing and won't stab me in the back. nor make mockery of my freakish ways. and someone that will help me show everyone who i am and what im made of without being completely shy and self concious.
im doing good :) just very very tired! lol Hows everything with you and at work?? Deanna told me that Dr. Lee hired her sister at the front desk too now lol
hi beth! i just wanted to say thank u for the baby gifts, my dad just gave them to me..............whats ur address??? i asked Andrea and Deanna to text me it but they never did.