kiemi

love...laugh...liberate

I'm sooooooooooo grateful you stopped by to visit me!  I've laid my heart and life out on these pages so it means a lot to me that you're spending your time reading my thoughts and listening to my music!  I pray that God will use something here to deeply touch you and truly bless you today!  The reason why I am here is because of my life’s purpose, which is ...

I have so much compassion for the broken because I was a captive for most of my life and as a result, I can deeply empathize with them.  Over the years, as I made myself vulnerable to God and deeply connected with him, he revealed his LOVE, compassion, grace, mercy, patience, kindness and everything good in him to me, and it is those revelations that have set me free!  My passion now is to be used by God to reveal his LOVE to the world through music because music bypasses our minds and goes straight into our hearts! 

I'd like to share my testimony with you since it is the foundation of my calling.  Here is my condensed story.

·   Separated from my mom when I was seven

·   Felt forgotten, unimportant, rejected, abandoned

·   Took on the mindset of an orphan

·   Believed that no one cared about me

·   Shut down, closed my heart, too afraid to reveal what was really in it, alone, unapproachable

·   Moved from Indonesia to USA, experienced culture shock, felt like I didn't belong anywhere, became a target of racism, laughed at, teased, called names, hated myself and my own race

·   Molested, victimized, abused

·   Insecure, low self-esteem, no self worth

·   Lived in lies and illusions

·   No close friends, couldn't make myself vulnerable to anyone, sabotaged all my friendships before they could hurt me, pushed everyone away including my own family

·   Afraid of women and stayed away from them

·   Stopped and controlled by fear

·   Criticized repeatedly, felt like I was never good enough, became a perfectionist, regularly beat myself up with how bad of a person I am negative self-talk

·   Developed an eating disorder

·   Controlled by what others said about me

·   Wore a smile mask but lived in sorrow

For most of my life, I was imprisoned by all of the above but JESUS HEALED and SET ME FREE from it ALL!  That is why I am driven now to tell the world about my freedom and show others HOW to get free and stay free!  This is God's call on my life and I believe that my music will open doors to venues worldwide and enable me to complete the work he gave me to do.  Please help me serve and affect the world for good by revealing God's LOVE to the nations and see his LOVE liberate the broken!

If you would like to join in this mission, please pray that God will open hundreds of doors for us to churches/venues worldwide and send an e-mail to your friends/family with a link to my page here.  Your support means soooooooooooooooo much to me!!!

I want to leave you with this, the more I get to know my best friend Jesus, the more my heart desperately longs for the simplicity of what he said in Matthew 22:37–40 ...

“‘Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.’  This is the first and greatest commandment.  And the second is like it: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’  All the Law and the Prophets hang on these two commandments.”

Love you!

kiemi

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