I love my family more than anything. My husband is so wonderful to me...I can be very stubborn and hard headed...but he loves me and sees the best in me and that makes me want to be a better person. And our son Austin- I can't even describe how deep my love is for him. I literally cry sometimes when I watch him sleep b/c he is so precious and such an inspiration- yes, babies can inspire us!!! :O) We also have three cats (Hannah, Punky, and Cotton Candy) -- they bring us lots of entertainment and joy...they keep us company when hubby is working! I am also VERY passionate about Pro-Life (rights for babies), and Breast Cancer Awareness.
When this commercial came out, I laughed and laughed and laughed and laughed...it's simple humor for a simple gal :O) i want to pinch...maybe little pinch...why no pinch?
Everything by Kelly Clarkson. She (IMO) is the best female vocalist that I've heard. Newcomer Colbie Caillat is also awesome- I just love her soulful voice!! And Feist- wow, so neat and cozy sounding.
I hardly ever listen to the radio. I honestly can't stand the radio. So I never know what is on the top 20 list...I mainly listen to the same CD's over and over b/c I love to sing along, over and over...
Other music I like are songs here and there from different singers, genres...past and present. Most that I love are soulful, strong voices that sing with a passion you can feel.
I am the PROUD AUNT of 10 awesome NIECES AND NEPHEWS! THERE ARE PHOTOS OF THEM THRU THE YEARS IN MY PIC ALBUM!!
Movies
I.LOVE.SPIDEY !! Peter Parker is so cool! Tobey Maguire, you rock!
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Television
American Idol, House MD, Days of Our Lives (terrible, I know :O) a soap opera. Most shows on TLC my husband and I like to watch
Still love Three's Company, Cosby Show, and other oldies that are sometimes shown like Dick Van Dyke show, I Love Lucy, and there's one show that I loved growing up that sometimes will come on "Are you Being Served?" It's a British comedy from the 70's that used to come on PBS...very funny.
Of course Austin and I have our faves. Right now, he loves Thomas the Train, Spongebob ("Bob Bob"), and CARS!!
A TRIBUTE TO MY BRO'S PAST PRO SKATING CAREER...HE'S STILL AWESOME!!
Books
My husband's the reader in this house...Sadly, I've never been much of an avid reader. I started a Nora Roberts book and thought it was really great, but it's been over a year and I haven't finished it :O) It's hard to make time for reading with my busy bee always buzzing around the house :O)
Heroes: my mom. she is an amazing woman who has been fighting inflammatory breast cancer since April 2005. she is a strong warrior who I love very much and is definitely my hero and my best friend. my dad for being there as my dad... my husband for being so wonderful to me always. and all of those who fight for what they believe in- those who are passionate about spreading good in this world. Those who have a kind heart who can't help but bring warmth to wherever they are. Those who put their lives on the line for the good of man.
Bless all the soldiers out there and may all those who died, remain alive in all of the hearts of Americans.
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In memory of Lance Corp. Johnathan Kirk (5-1-07), my cousin who I remember growing up as a sweet one with a cute smile. Thank you for fighting for our country.
A few of my pink ribbon designs- check 'em out on my online retail website!
So...I am updating this at the worst possible time...and I'm not updating everything...my life was wonderful up until mid-June...I was beaming...My boys were awesome, my graphic design/stationery site was doing great business, the new restaurant opened in May in Washington and that was exciting and fun, I was still spending time with my mom and then she became very sick and was put into the hospital...I'll post more about the hospital and all of that once I'm ready but right now...I'm a little bipolar. Mom passed away the day before my 30th birthday (May 4th, 1945-June 24, 2009)...I told her before it happened that I would celebrate her being my mom for 30 years b/c she did not want to die on or near anyone's birthday. BUT 30 years is better than 29 years and she was an amazing, beautiful, loving, devoted and caring mama. So, the birthday thing doesn't bother me too much...and it wasn't until recently that this whole thing started to sink in as reality. My mom was a lifestyle for me. I depended on her so much as my best friend...I told her everything and talked to her every single day. It was very rare that I didn't and I saw her several times a week and Austin (my 3.5 year old) stayed with her, usually a couple of weekends a month and had done so since he was 2...sometimes with me and sometimes without. My whole world has been changed and I'm trying hard to not let my grief rule my life b/c that is not what mom wanted...she was ready and tired and weary so I know it's selfishness wanting to have her stay b/c she was in so much pain but she was an amazing person!! I'm so happy she was a huge part of my life...but sad b/c that makes it harder to let go...I want to hug her and kiss her cheek and tell her I love her bunches and bunches...right now...life sucks. I still have a wonderful husband, 2 amazing sons and a great family so it's still a great life but it also...sucks.
for those of you (mainly young ones) who may think your mom gets on your nerves right now...look at yourself and ask, "Is she trying to help me grow into a better person..." Many times, that is the goal of moms, and they love you so much, they never want to see you hurt...If you have a caring, loving mama....you are very blessed...show ya mama some love!!! EVERYDAY, not just on mother's day!!!
I am very very passionate and one sided about PRO LIFE! Children are beautiful and anyone who harms them will definitely have something coming back to them. No judgment here, that's just truth. There is forgiveness...I thank God for forgiveness b/c I know we are all human and just for that reason alone, we can make mistakes. I'm FAR from perfect, believe me I know. It is really difficult for me to undersatnd why there are two sides of the matter...abortion. Know the facts, do the research on when a baby starts breathing and feeling pain. If you didn't know already, you will be surprised, it's a lot sooner than you think.
Babies are so precious and helpless. We should do everything in our power to defend such an innocent soul. They have so much they can teach us if we just listen. They just want and need us (parents/adults) and want to be like us, so how we "be" is usually who they will become. Some may not be ready to become parents and some children are abused emotionally, mentally, and physically b/c of people who do not know how to grasp the fact that children are not little adults. They only learn to do what they are taught. And if you never teach them, do not take out anger on them b/c they might frustrate you. Patience is a definite must with kids. Love children. It's important that we give them every opportunity to become a wonderful, caring, kind, compassionate, and loving person. It is up to us.......... *hugs* to all of the children in the world. I daily think about all of you who feel helpless and alone and it makes me heartbroken and saddened.
Who I'd like to meet: Jesus. Seriously and humbly said. Hopefully I'll be ready when I do...I'm working on it!
Relatives that I never got chance to meet or get to know. After all, knowing where you come from gives you a deeper sense of family and belonging.
Kelly Clarkson. She is such an amazing, talented singer. I'm not really a star struck person, but she's just awesome.
It was GREAT to finally meet you! You have such a beautiful family! I'm going to send you those pix before we leave for Texas for the birth announcement, and take your time, because I know you're a busy lady! Good luck to your mom too, I hope everything works out for the best!
Hey Janel! How are you! I think Patrick, Austin & I are going to try to come visit next week. I can't wait to meet ya'll & see the boys! Well I definitely hope all is going well for ya'll! Hope to ttys!
Hey Janel thanks for adding me I was beginning to think you didn't know who I was. Angie and I just had our baby, Taylor Grace (Gracie). I found your baby products online and was wanting some more info on some of them price where to order and so forth. If you could message me and i'll give you my e-mail or whatever that would be great. Hope all is well with you and I would like to chat with you sometime when you get the chance. Peace
Thanks Aunt Nelly!!!! LOL!!! WE ARE FAMILY!!! (singin' that song) :) I miss you girl! Feels like I haven't seen you in for-ev-a...how's Austin and Sean? How's Austin as a big brother? How are YOU??? I can't believe you're a mommy to 2 boys! I thought for sure you'd have girls! I love you and miss you very much! Take care!!! and keep in touch!
Hmmm...guess what arrived at my door??? A gift from you...a very good one too, might I add!!! Thanks so much Aunt Neli!!! That was incredibly sweet of you! You are so amazing!
Hey! Yea...my cat (DC) got very very sick and almost died...but I prayed A LOOOOOOOOOT and just like that he got better (with some antibiotics too), but I know it was really God! I didn't know that you didn't know Nathan was in Iraq???? Wow, I'm sorry. He left Oct. 5th and it's been sooooo lonely here without him, it's been tough, and it's really changed our relationship for the better. I think the distance actually made us appreciate each other so much more, especially Nathan...he realized how "dependent" he became on me...he calls me almost every single day and we talk for an hour (if we can't he writes me an email). He's been working his butt off nonstop since he's been there b/c he doesn't get any days off, not allowed, so he's been sick most of the time off and on antibiotics, poor thing. I've sent him so many goody boxes! That's been kinda fun! I miss him so much though. I cry all the time. Even now, I cry even when I talk to him. It really hasn't gotten much easier. I'm so ready for him to come home. He should be coming home in February sometime, so I'm just trying to keep my head up until then! It's been so long since I've heard from you, I just assumed your two little ones have been keeping you very busy!!! How does that feel? Having 2??? and boys at that?!!! They're just so cute! I'm not coming home this Christmas, I'm gonna stay here with Nathan's mom, she doesn't have any family here, so she'd be all alone this Christmas if I didn't stay...plus I went home last year...and the plan was to go home every other year anyways. I miss you and everyone so much! I love you dearly. I hope you are doing fabulous! Well, I'm gonna go take Sadie for a walk, I promised her I'd get off my lazy behind and take her today (I'm sure she remembers-lol) but I should, we could use the fresh air!
I hope to hear from you again soon! Love you bunch
hey janel how r u guys doin? i just thought id stop by your page and say hello. i miss you guys and i hope that yall are doin good. i try to tex fred every now and then when i get a chance to. i just recently started a new job and i been really broke lol. i would love to come see you guys but its been really hard. my lil man should be here really soon and im really excited. how r your boys doin? well i guess hit me back when ever you can hun. hope to hear from ya soon.
Thanks on the comment. I wanted something different. If you wanna come to my next baby shower let me know it's going to be at Jasmine house. You remember her?
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