Jaymes Garden

Bio:

Satisfaction comes from the action of being satisfied...Wrote down all the things I love about you and I didn't even lie... The reaction of my attraction is driving me insane.. I have no choice but to choose what is chosen. But still I am to blame. Fat, capitalist bastard- Living in the suburbs...... My life is obsurd-but you sure do look bored. Two men made out of wind breeze right through me on never ending roads - The mind doesn't work as fast as the soul.......Spent all day in the shower but couldn't get clean - I rubbed my skin raw till it started to bleed...... The cool, calm breeze carries your scent just like a transmission does for radio...... I knew that it'd be over soon- Just thought I'd let you know that I dont want to let you go.....Just like the sunrise illuminates the night sky- that is the brightness of your eyes... You are my salt, you enhance the flavor- You are the hang up which I'm hung up on...... Four faces for two beings flying high above the trees... Lower yourself and that horse before you both get nose bleeds..... Just like being beheaded - I had no idea where I was headed... My sweet flower in bloom occupies all the room and stokes the fire in my heart ....Dander is so sudden - Build a tower - take a shower - drink some water from the hour glass- but make it last.....With such a powerful center, you rival the ways of a quasar...... With what you have shown through the prism- it stifles no rays with no days off...... Girl you heat me up like at the World Trade - Burning , burning like two airplanes - one September morning.......You hand me all your love and drugs to help create my mood - In my circle of friends, I've become an alien.....There came a time to smile and point the finger....... Ripped away from the placenta - I've slipped into this cancerous material called air and world.......Never had to question wether she was the answer...... All was said and done and my mood was kind of bum - everything served just right for me...... United we stand - divided I'll fall without leaning on her cell walls.....There is this little boy who harbors hatred for the world - He can't be blamed for depending on psycho-active drugs......Woman , climb aboard my little spaceship - show me the world the way I'd love to see it....... I've been estranged because I'm selfish and a lush......When I die, i'm gonna come back as a wrecking ball- the one that knocks clean into your house.... I always knew I wouldn't get into heaven - cause' every favor I ask of you is gonna be a sin......These girls- they are my shovels that dig whole deep as my height....I'll assure you that I'm miserable just so you'll have a good night..... I wonder what they'll come up with next... Witchburning never gets old.... Quick to shed her threads and hover to the bed - there she goes again.... Zombie joins the red meat team - the struggles ends in one death...... Eat my brains - I wont complain- I cant explain cause' I'm insane.... I'm on a roll and I cant stop - I'd cross the oceans and the seas.... The thought of you with your hair down would make me weak to my knees...... Dont be alarmed if I fall down or if I choking in my sleep...... I dont swim so I cant drown - But I'd fit perfect in your wings......Through these timid balls in my head, I've stared at you... Your south and my north - I cant learn to ignore ........ A million degrees makes a hot steam - our skin bubbles in unison......... You are every alpha signpost star..... The very heart of your constellation........And if we must play, I will teach you a game... I 'll be the towers and you- the airplanes - together, we will come down in flames.... Fit me for my collar- honey, I hope it chokes me... She had two months to make the right decision but instead : 1982, my mom was the ass - life's a strong toilet that pulls her shit down the drain..... Democratic one do follow me tonight for the sleep of a godly mother.....Save me, keep me from all whom would cause and do me harm... Grade me like they did in school - teach me to love the world.... Illuminated in the clouds - the bright lonely star up in the sky- deep in my heart I know you'll strive - nieth' the dark cumulous clouds, you will shine - I know you'll shine - I know you will - I just know you will..... Couldn't get away much this afternoon - Every minute alone, I thought of you... Yesterday did seem like it'd never end - we could always get high off of something.... Caught under the spell of a sunless set- the air is fine so walk me - I am your pet..Bluest blue of eyes make my heavy heart race - ten foot long tall legs could not keep it's pace.... Little girl, I said don't you cry - We both know that the sun will rise..... Over my jeans - up to my knees, I am in shit to say.. Still I have trouble writing off what should go and what should stay... I am from hell - I am the smell - I am what you just ate - I can't be the one you love so I guess I'll just be the one you hate....... As she breaks under the crown of thorns - there's nothing left to sell so she sells herself.... Street made promise is a glass made dream - but not much like it seems - once it's shattered to hell..... When I was a young boy- I used to wet my bed... Now I'm almost a man- I use a woman more than my hand.. But I'm always depressed because I'm looking for something that's hard to find...... I'm in love with me in love with loving you - we're a pair and if we pair then we'll make two- I'm just doing what I dont know how to do- who is who? Cause I'm not me when I'm with you..... I'm intoxicated there's no use for my eyes- I fell in love and broke my thigh..... This is a story about my soul - the controlled machine with a brain of it's own.... I'm scarred tissue - you're the superficial tendon - that keep my mind from flexing and bending.... Another day goes by as proof that I'm dumb - I'm being jerked around but I can't cum...... The runner up is so run down......We sleep in the afterbirth - and it's worth it's weight in gold.......I'm lazy against my thoughts - counter- production function on...... Behind this mask , she whispers so he can not hear her singing...... My dear, look at our new sky- it belongs to just you and I - we shall watch the twin suns rise - the rays blaze your mixed matched eyes.... Tuesday morning, alcohol for breakfast is a done deal - my tongue can't express the feelings I feel - you are not here but you're real.... Fuck being a slave.... Crucified to a boxspring - sheets as nails - and they never washed her feet.....In the early morning she feels up to whoring - time grew shorter but she still couldn't keep from longing - Inside the alien , she'll sit with herself again...... Meloncoly inner dreams - outter doorways - enter please.....Deutschland angel, you got me girl - you got to my heart - crank me baby - crank me like the keys do a car......Stick with me on the way back - I'm feeling home sick.... Our pet voices - stuck on play back - for I dont know how long..... I've not got much to eat - I'm craving your heat - I'm hungry for your warmth..... Honey I ain't got no money but if you learn to please me - I will treat you right.......No god can promise you a perfect heaven - hell is on the only planet that suits life as we know.........Since they're supposedly not enclosing intentionally - it wouldn't be criminal - go ahead and bash my skull and stop the softest parts from fusing evenly....With a rock, she beats the bitches who told her how to be and how to dress - Even fifty-million stitches could not fix or mend the macabre mess..... Her attitude is consistent with one who shoots through schools and cuts themselves - The problem is she always switches- that's why her hand is almost never held... Aside from being fixed inside your gravitational pull..... In orbit to be locked beside my primary love.......But then she'll rise up like a pheonix - bringing the ashes to altitudes that could block out the sunlight - she reads minds - she read mine - she'll read yours - so dont lie - when she swoops down for you.....When I get down - boy do I feel like shooting myself dead.. I'm a sad clown - but you only laugh at me when I'm not around... She said she dont know what she wants but she knows it ain't me.... I said it's time to kick what's been kicking me... It's just a lonely war between me and these drinks - It's just a lonely lonely war between me and my dreams.........The sooner we begin the longer it will last.. I only want to borrow the seat that's in your heart and the heat that's in your soul........I might call late - so keep your phone on vibrate- I drink heavy everyday so I might just act a fool.... I remember one time she said to me - there's no such thing as tomorrow because no matter what day today should be - there will always be tomorrow..... The alcohol makes me you proof - that's got to be so true - It's definately you... You know, I really haven't been sober since the day we split in two...........Do you think you'll run out of excuses soon - cause I'm running out of rocks to throw at your window and I know you're up there cause I see your silhouette in the window.... Sofie is a good girl - but she's got some things on her mind and sometimes they make her feel ashamed...... Here's another verse - where I tell you that I'm still on the search to find the words to make you feel how my heart burns and to get a chance to show you what I have learned...... Suburbanites love to build bombs out of lost souls - Owned belongings will own the belonging but that's what they pay for........A safe set speed helps them live well - promise to not leave your shell - promise you wont - promise you wont - promise you'll judge all the ones you're too good for..... I like my brain it's my uniform...... Through the stratosphere, we're floating- hand in hand, on our way back to the ground - once again, I'm eroding - I cant shake the plight of coming down....... You remind me of something I'd create to rid myself of my self hate.... A queen to me though I am no king...... Can you get away for a while so I can hold down by the bridge....... Surrounded by the waterfall surrounded in your arms again...... My broken heart was open maybe that's how you found your way in..... It's my fear my dear that I might start to lose the nerve......... And now she's waiting on the airplane to leave - He wont let her go cause' he loves her so........ Biggest blue eyes -brighter than the clear sky on the day that you could see forever.... Spend forever with your hand in mine - with your body close to mine -- It's just you and me under the blanket of stars tonight..... A cataclysmic variable of our binary love............................... ..

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If by being on the run - you mean that your mind somehow escaped your past - What would it mean if you meant you would wind up last.. Please believe that the truth is coming to you.... The fact of the matter remains to be inevitable... The only way to fool yourself is to down right turn a blind eye... But just as in the beginning, the action of the end must genuinely justify the means.... Were you there when the first bells of the requiem rang?? The mere intonation of the notes used in the arrangement almost manipulated the melody in such a way that it seemed as if I had died and was given the choice to have my wings and become an angel or instead- stay in limbo. I chose the latter... As sure as the sun rises and fixes in it's azimuth to the horizon, I was still haunted by the very demons that fed off my brittle soul in any event just to insure their own existence.. Everything needs a pillow and everything needs a crutch... I promised myself that I would not fail.. Nothing can stop me..... So dont ever let anything stop you...

Member Since:

October 27, 2007

Members:

Jaymes Garden - Guitar/ Vocals ________________________________________________________________ She was sitting on the airplane.. Looking out the window as thoughts of her soon to be abandoned love squeezed tears from her ocean tinted mirror eyes. Memories manifested themselves as a time when she was held so tightly on the bridge. While the brilliant moonlight beamed down to strike the natural beauty that blessed her face.. Hand in Hand - Arms in Arms - Eye contact locked in place.... There they were.. But here they are - Two souls separated by Earth and circumstance... But forever entwined in the Wasteland.

Influences:

Fire Me Up
It Kills to Love
____ Ordinary Star
My Heart is a Wasteland

Sounds Like:

Sweet Fine Strands - Lounge Version
Zoe - Slow Adirondack Version
It Kills to Love - Slow Version
Light My Way

Record Label:

Ovarian Arts Music