I'm not going to lie. I don't know exactly who I am every second of the day. I do know what I stand for. I do know what I believe in. I do know that I love my family. I know that I've been hurt and I dont fit in with the "crowd." I know that I get judged before I get one word in edge wise. I know that I am good at what I do. I am confident. But I am shy. I know I am easily intimidated, but I am strong. I am scared to move into the future, but I'm excited to do new things. I am many emotions mixed into one, but I am kind and loving. I don't believe in war, and I want peace. I dont want to see people die for reasons they dont even really know, or more so for lies they are told. I'm not a radicalist. I'm a realist. I'm tired of being stabbed in the back by people who are supposed to mean something to me. Its not worth it to me anymore. I am an individual, but I want to be accepted. I want to find someone to accept me for everything that i am and nothing that i am not. This is me. I don't know exactly who I am all of the time. But at different times, this is me.
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Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate,
but that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us.
We ask ourselves,
Who am I to be brilliant,gorgeous, handsome, talented and fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We were born to make manifest the glory of God within us.
It is not just in some, it is in everyone.
And, as we let our own light shine,
we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our fear, our presence automatically liberates others.
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People don't play sports because its fun. ask any athlete, most of them hate it, but they couldnt imagine their life without it. its part of them, the hate/love relationship. its what they live for. they live for the practices, parties, cheers, long bus rides, invitationals, countless pairs of different types of shoes, water, gatorade, &; coaches you hate but appreciate. they live for the way it feels when you beat the team next to you by one point in overtime, &; you know those two extra sprints you ran in practice were worth it. they live for the way you become a family with your team, they live for the countless songs you sing in your head when your running ALL those gassers. they live for the competition, they live for the friends, the practices, the memories, the pain, its who they are. it's who we are. WE ARE ATHLETES
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Hey Janine! Yes you did in the forums. But nobody knows that on myspace :P jk lol. Anyways, thanks for sharing it cuz my friends and I are really into punk and savage rock n roll. Just look at the pics in my music album :)
May 17th sounds like a deal...IB testing will be done and over with...just came back from Berkeley...it was fun but I saw hipies....lol...can't wait to see you play!!!!!
iTS GUNNA BE REALLY FUN BUT i JUST D0N'T WANT T0 PAY ALL THAT M0NEY
II 0RiGiNALY HAD T0 PAY 160 F0R THE TICKETS BUT i DiDN'T KN0W THEY WENT UP AFTER SPRiNG BREAK. & GUESS WHAT,,,iTS SPRiNG BREAK. I THiNK i'M JUST GUNNA HAVE HiM PAY F0R HiS TICKET AND i'LL PAY F0R HiS LEM0 SEAT CAUZE i'M N0T A FREAKEN BANK
Y0UR FRiENDS ARE WACK WHEN iT C0MES T0 MAKiNG PLANS.L0L.. Y0U SH0ULD 0F JUST C0ME T0 CENTENNiAL AND Y0U'D BE ALL SET ; )
i really wanna go....i'm not sure if i can make it becuase ucla has a visit thing for like four days from like the 17th to the 21st or something....what's your next one??????...grr...i really wanna come to one...if i can't go the the ucla thingy then i'll be ble to make it
thanks you soo much...i'm gunna have to go to one of your touneys for reazillll.....lol...omg...so I got a partial schaolrhip there for about 70%of the cost...that's col i guess...they said it was good...so how are you doing??...how is mom and dad???...tell them I said hi and give them a hug for me...how is AP???...and VOLLEYBALL?????????????????HOW IS MY FAVORITE THING TO DO IN THE WORLD????????
hey girl! post those az pics so everyone knows just how amazing our team is...and umm i think we need to bring our theme song to practice tonight so we can listen to it hahahahaha cya at practice hopefully if my rents let me go...because at the moment i am still very sick : ( tell fam bam i say HI
