MORGANS PASS REPRESENT!. I LOVE MUSIC. I'll listen to country, hip-hop, rock, you name it. I love and miss the music from the 90's. I'm 22 going on 30, I look 17 and I guess that's a good thing. I believe everything happens for a reason, so even though my past isn't the greatest, I wouldn't change a thing. Sometimes I'm detached and I'd rather be alone. I never call anyone it's just not something I've ever made a habit of. I believe that fate and destiny are two different things. Fate is the small things that have to happen in order for destiny to be fulfilled. I feel that destiny cannot be changed. I feel that our lives are already written out, we just haven't lived the future yet. It's like music....we know all the notes that can ever be created with any instrument...it's like math...the possibilities for songs has already been created we just don't know which band will discover it first. I think people want to believe in being able to change fate but in the end they can't change what is already to be. Some days I feel that there is no afterlife, and therefore, no ultimate consequences. That's not to say I agree with doing evil just because there might not be a hell. Everything we do affects future generations. I wish there was a definitive set of proof with religion...so that there is no more "you're wrong, i'm right". In the end if you live a life and die....and don't get to heaven or don't get reincarnated...who cares? What was the point of living your life hating others? I guess it's in our nature as human beings to wonder and to be curious and to make up reasons for everything in the world. That could be our downfall or our greatest trait as mammals. I don't think anyone knows or will ever know what the universe is and why it is here and how it was made and for what purpose. We can say, "big bang" all we want, but the truth is it's still and always will be a theory. I love how scientists say with bone evidence that people in Jesus' time were five foot tall at the most, yet religious people make him six feet tall in pictures and movies. Which is it? Also, and maybe i'm incorrect here, but if Jesus was a Jew in the middle east....shouldn't he look like the dark skinned Arabs we see nowadays? And not a white, blonde haired guy? And another thing, *cough* catholics, if you know that the Catholic church was feeling pressured by the people and so made up a middle ground for after life (purgatory)...why believe it? And teach it to your children? And go on living your lives, preaching a well-known lie? Just wondering...how you can live by something you know to be false. Well maybe you don't believe it's false...whatever. Once again, we will never know the truth because we will never accept one another's opinions, and hell, maybe we're just not worthy of knowing anything. Did anyone ever think of that? When they were high and saw visions and called themselves a prophet? Hell, get me a bowl and see if I don't come up with some crazy shit for why the snake "lost his legs" or how the "elephant got his trunk". Another thing that urks me...people in like whatever B.C. were not as intelligent as we are now, and they made up things to explain how the world worked based on what they knew at the time...yet religious freaks take them seriously word for word like it's gold...even though we KNOW the world is not flat, we KNOW our world revolves around the SUN not the EARTH, we know about gravity and so on yet i'm supposed to live my life by their concept of truth? No thanks. Maybe i'm in denial about why and how but atleast I can see both sides. Ok that was a very long rant and I think I spilled my soul out onto my keyboard. Ok since I expect it of myself, "if I have a soul."