IIA College
Mesa,AZ
Graduated: N/A
Degree: In Progress
Major: Business
2009 to Present
Mountain View High School
Mesa,AZ
Graduated: 2008
Student status: Alumni
Degree: High School Diploma
Clubs: Skills U.S.A.- Regional Gold Medal Winner for Extemporaneous Speaking; State Silver Medal Winner for Extemporaneous Speaking
2005 to 2008
JebusGuy If you're on Facebook, that's where I am mostly now, so add me on there. Posted at 4:26 AM Nov 25 view more
i'm sorry to hear this...and yes it makes sense to me well what do you have going on tomorrow? if not to much you should try chilling with friends or something or taking a day to yourself.
:) welcome,yeah that is true,but i have to get some sleep haven't slept in like 2 days i think i'm going to die jk but it was nice talking with you and ttyl,night and sweet dreams.
i like that saying,well i find writing poems kinda helps,and painting something to keep my hands moving,and my mind on thinkg about what i'm doing then on cutting but it is diff for everyone.
yeah i know,my sis is a past cutter and she is kinda getting back into it but she gives me hell for me cutting but she is doing it too so i don't get it,its just down right wrong for her to do that,but i'm trying to stop but it's not easy,so i hate this line"why don't you stop it is easy just get rid of the stuff you cut with" ugh i hate when ppl tell me that.or why don't you just stop,oh yeah that will do it. lol
omg i know i think and think and think about things all the time and i say i am going to cut but i have to wait 15 mins after i say i am going to cut.and i can only do it at night cuz everyone is asleep and i know no one will come one and try to stop me,and my bf says he was a cutter "once" but i don't believe him cuz everytime i talk about when i cut he flips out on me and then that gets me upset it sucks really.
oh yeah,i don't know if i'm the only one that feels like this but for me i feel kinda upset when i cuts fade and then so do my scars i feel like i want more idk i think i'm just weird.
oh wow,i know that feeling i cut on my left arm,inner thighs and outer,stomach and it hurts like fuck when i take a shower and they r not closed up.it sucks in the summer time i kinda calm down alittle but once fall-spring it gets bad cuz i can hide them with pants and long sleeved shirts.
welcome,yeah i find it so much easier to talk to cutters or selfharmers then non selfharmers but it is hard to find ppl that cut cuz they hide it,so no one ever asked about your leg?thats kinda weird eh.but yeah i have to keep all of my probs to myself and it kinda sucks.
well i am a die hard fan of the series too i mean, nothing beats original transformers. but that's just me, lol. but all the reviews i've read what everyone says, it's pretty bad. so my excitment with it went down. i asked antonio if he wanted to go see it but he sais he didnt even wanted to see the first one, we just went with his uncle because it was a free movie. lol so we are gunna wait for it to come out on DVD. but i cant do many movies though, maybe like 1 or 2 a month. i am really really tight on cash. my car is in the auto shop getting a fixen and i still have an eye exam and glasses to pay for rent and another doctor appt. :( but i misses you guys lots!!!! :( i misses my besties!
yeah alot of ppl think i have stopped,awww i'm sorry to hear that.well ppl say i'm a good person to talk to about anything so if you feel like you need to talk about anything don't be shy.my longest i have ever went with out cutting was i think 3 months and then i messed up and my last cut was like 2 weeks ago.so kinda upset about that,but w/e
yeah i don't cut to deep anymore,so i take it ppl know about your cutting and you don't have to hide it? i wish i could just say yeah i cut and move on with it. but i guess that will never happen.i'm helena btw.
awwww!!! it looks awesome!!! and i figured out i can just comment you from my page because your page is TOO DAMN CONFUSING!! WHY!! it's 7:15! why for make it hard! haha, but what i was telling tara and ben, we need to like set a regular date(s) to hang out as poor kids and occationaly "rich" kids. hahaha, but also! antonio and i are going to north carolina for a week from the 13th-19th. i am TERRIFIED! not for the visiting his family part, i LOVE his family. it's the flying part that gets me. (shutters)
I don't know howt to make a link, but heres the address. Watch-movies. net Quality on some of the movies aren't all that great, but better than not seeing the movie at all, I think. :D