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jennifer

		I may not be perfect, but parts of me are EXCELLENT!!! Female 33 years old grayson, Kentucky United States Last Login: 5/14/2007

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jennifer's Interests

General	Spending time with my children, outdoor activities, camping, boating, anything to do with water. Relaxing with friends and family on my days off work.
Music	I have a wide range of musical interest, It kind of depends on the mood of the day, varies from good ol'bluegrass to the hardest of metal. I enjoy any music that has a good beat and means something to me.
Movies	Dirty Dancing is my favorite movie of all time. The Notebook is perhaps one of the absolute best movies made because it is such a love story and shows us all how are lives could play out, and that sometimes you must do whatever it takes to keep the love alive. I like comedy, romance of course, action and thriller, but rarely horror, partly because I am too big a chicken to watch it. My over active imagination would run wild. Haha
Television	My ultimate favorite show, Dancing with the Stars, America's Funniest Videos, Extreme Home Makeover
Books	Romance,James Patterson Novels, anything pretty much.
Heroes	My mom, what would I ever do without her. She has been through so much and has triumphed over it all. She is my rock, my best friend, my confidant, and most importantly of all My MOTHER!!!! Thank you!!

jennifer's Details

Status:	Divorced
Here for:	Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends
Orientation:	Straight
Hometown:	grayson
Body type:	5' 6" / More to love!
Ethnicity:	White / Caucasian
Religion:	Christian - other
Zodiac Sign:	Taurus
Smoke / Drink:	No / Yes
Children:	Proud parent
Education:	College graduate
Occupation:	registered nurse
Income:	$45,000 to $60,000

jennifer's Schools

Ashland Community College Ashland, KY Graduated: 2000 Student status: Alumni Degree: Associate's Degree Major: nursing	1998 to 2000
Hilliard Davidson High School Hilliard, OH Graduated: 1994 Student status: Alumni Degree: High School Diploma Major: general education Clubs: who's who among american high school students	1990 to 1994

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Who I'd like to meet:
Please I am looking for a friend, confidant,someone to make me happy, make me smile. Someone who will appreciate an educated hard working woman who knows what she wants out of life, how to go about getting it..I want someone to have fun with!! Someone who enjoys life, love, and all the inbetween stuff. For so long my life was full of sadness, lonliness and pain. I have found the strength and courge to change all of those things, so now I need to learn to be me, and what my life can be like without all of the hurtfull negativity of the past. This is all new too me and I look forward to meeting exciting new people... But please be professional, clean, hard working and honest, as I am and want the person I am with to be so also. So please someone show me how to have some fun..

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jennifer has 38 friends.

***Dawn***

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~Meg~

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~Meg~	Oct 18 2009 3:44 AM Hey Jengie, Mom started to get on myspace again after a little over two years, I'm so proud of her. She has come along way, each day she seems to get better, altough I know inside she still is hearting with the same pain. She gets out more and is always wanting to do something, sometimes I don't know if I can keep up...lol. I just wish you were here so you could see her do it. I just saw Dawn's myspace a few minutes ago, and I'm so happy for her and I know you are too. She's engaged! I'm proud of her as well, she has come along way also! As for me it still hurts but as each day goes by it gets a just a little bit easier to handle. I still think about you and the girls each day no matter what, and I'm so thankful for the memories that I have of you guys. I know they are what keeps me going. I'm doing really good in school right now, I know you would be and are so proud of me. I may have missed a few days but I'm pulling out of it. I have a B in three of my classes and an A in another. =) As far as any guys go, I don't know... I have actually started to come around, I still find it hard to trust them but I'm learning. Like I told one of my really good friends 'Talia' the other day, I know I'm ready for a guy if one comes along. I wish you were here so bad so I could tell you this in person, like old times...the times when I would tell you everything. I know in my heart that you already know but it still just doesn't seem the same... I Love You Jengie, and I Love Shannah and Marissa too!
vickie	Oct 13 2009 6:01 AM Dear Sister this is the frist time I have been here since everything happenend. We miss you and the girls so much. LOVE LOVE YOU dearly more than words can say. We go to court everytime that we are told to be there they delay on and on but we go and we support each other sometimes we cry. All the while if looks could ** we would drop him ** and so would alot of other people. You girls are so LOVED and MISSED not just by us by all. I get up some days and think lets go to Jens and see the Shan and Rissy, then It hit's me like a brick, If I start to think about things I have to say ,Vickie Stop or I think I will go crazy. I, We miss you all so much. I ask God to give you hugs and kisses for us each night I hope you fill them. Love big sister '
*Dawn*	Jul 10 2009 4:57 PM He's wonderful Jennifer, you'd love him. He's so respectful of me and he loves me.He really loves me. Somehow I feel you all around me everyday. I miss you dear sister so much more than I can say in words.We go back to court on the 20th. His fourth attorney has quit.I will never quit, never, until some kind of justice is served. I just miss you so much.I miss the girls.I miss our talks for hours and the way we laughed about things that other people just didn't get.I can close my eyes and see your face and hear your laugh.I know that you are in a better place, but it's the selfish part of me that wants you back here with us.I know you feel no pain or sorrow, I just hurt missing you.they said it would be easier, they lied.....I love you , sis
*Dawn*	May 10 2009 9:21 PM I called your mother today..there is nothing happy about this day for her.It's Mother's Day and I always call her and I will see her on tuesday for another hearing. My faith in the Lord tells me that you are celebrating in Heaven with the angels and your babies.I hope you don't know the pain we're in here.I hope you're spending your mother's day singing with the angels.. I love you and miss you, sis
*Dawn*	May 9 2009 2:42 PM I dont' rememeber very much about the morning your mother called me. two years ago..and every year I recall the disbelief, the unbearable pain, feeling like it was a nightmare that I couldnt' wake from. I remember sitting with my knees to my chest, hugging your shoes, sobbing, praying asking god to just let me wake up from this horrible nightmare.I remeber telling Brittany and Joe that you and the girls must have gotten out of the house and I thought you were in the woods and you'd call soon.I lost total control of my mind that day.The day I lost you.The next few days, I remember family coming to see me, but I dont' remember details.I was off work for 30 days, I dont 'remember alot about those days other than seeing it all over the news, the papers. I remember feeling like a part of me had died.I still feel that way.I miss your smile, I miss your laugh, I miss your hugs, I miss the girls.nothing we can do can bring you back and you wouldn't like me the way I am now.I've been sad for so long.I really want to be me again. People tell me that you wouldnt' want me to be that way and I know that.I will continue to fight for you and the girls for justice.I wont' ever give up.I'm so blessed to have my family and yours.Tomorrow is Mother's day. you were the best mother.I know how much you loved your girls.I know how much they loved you.happy Mothers Day Jennifer, I love you and I miss you..sis
*Dawn*	May 8 2009 5:04 AM two years ago tonight, I wish I hadn't let you go, I wish we would have stayed at home, I wish I could turn back the clock, I wish I wasn't here alone...I love you and I miss you
~Meg~	Apr 28 2009 3:18 AM Hey Jengie, Happy Birthday! I wish you were still here so we could have a party like it should be. I love you very much! Meg
*Dawn*	Apr 14 2009 7:39 PM It's raining outside and I miss you.the trial was delayed again.I will never give up , no matter how many hearings I have to go to , no matter how many times I have to testify, no matter how many more years of nightmares, I will not give up, I will fight for you , shannah and Marissa. I love you and miss you so much. sis
*Dawn*	Mar 30 2009 8:51 PM Well, I held your mothers hand again today in the courtroom, we sat and watched him come into the room, my mother held my hand.We held our breath as they told us that we would have yet another hearing on friday. It's getting close Jen, they promise to start the trial in May.I wore your shoes again, I wear them to every hearing and I will wear them everyday in trial.I wish your feet had been one size larger..but I will wear them.Someone anonimous had your name and the girls name put on the murder wall that goes around the world.The representative from Parents of murdered children told us today.I still wear my ribbon, for two years I have worn your shoes that are too small for me and tried to give your mother some little bit of comfort, I just wish there was something I could do to bring you and the girls back, I would do anything, anything.this is going to be so hard for all of us, the details, pictures and testimonies, but we have waited for this time to fight for you, and we will fight for you, never ceasing, never stopping.I love you, kiss the girls for me, I miss you sis.
*Dawn*	Mar 24 2009 11:59 PM I hear the birds chirping outside my bedroom window and I see the blooms on the dogwood trees.this is the season when we sat on my glider on the balcony and talked for hours.We talked about our relationships, our family, our dreams our goals, our kids , our work.We talked about silly things, and serious things, we talked about everything.I can't bring myself to sit in that swing anymore.You and I sat in it the last time I saw you, you were wearing a white top with a grey tank top under it and white capri pants, you were wearing the sandals that I had bought us both a pair.we sat with our feet propped up on the little green table and swang and talked and made plans for the next day.I can't believe it's been almost 2 years, I still remember so much. I think it's because I can't let go of any memory, not one. I can't take the chance of forgetting anything.I've played so many of them over and over in my mind for so many months, they are so fresh to me.I remember the day I went back to work, a month after you were murdered and I opened our locker and took out your lab coat and put it on, I saw your hair fall from the shoulder, I crawled on the floor and cried looking for that hair, carol helped me look, we never found it.It just seemed like a part of you.chasing that strand of your hair is how I feel right now, chasing the end.the trial will not bring you back or undo the torture you and Marissa and Shannah went through, nothing will.I'm just so tired....You were the one who held me up when things were rough and you're not here.I dont know why I write and cry,it just comes out.
*Dawn*	Mar 24 2009 11:56 PM They promise the trial in may.I will continue to fight for you and the girls with everything in me.I will wear your shoes and hold your mother, I will remind Megan how much you loved her, I will think of you everytime I look at vickie, it comforts me.I wish I could somehow comfort them.I promise to never let a mother's day pass without a card, call, or a gift . I know that if it had been me, you would do that for my mother.I pray for peace for your mother, peace for the family, friends.There were people you never even knew who were touched by you in some way.My heart hurts , there is nothing to make it better.The children in Shannah's class still have nightmares.So many people have been hurt by this unbelievable hell.we will see him again,maybe twice before the trial.I don't know how much longer we can hold ourselves together, but we will, until it's over.I love you and I miss you sister..
*Dawn*	Mar 16 2009 4:45 PM Once again , the hearing has been postponed.I miss you so bad, I remember things that we did, that you said, places we went.they say he has to have time to prepare, but youand the girls weren't given any time to prepare.Jennifer, I never knew somuch of me would have died when you died.I knew I loved you like my sister, I knew you were the best friend I'd ever had in my life, I knew that you were the only one I could ever trust with my secrets.I knew that we were going to grow old together and watch our girls grow up and make us Grandmothers.Now Ihave to do that alone.I remember things like 3 days before you were killed and you grabbed my hand in the car and said"I'm so glad you're my sister"it made me cry.I told you how much it meant to me to have you as my best friend.I'm so glad we had the chance to have those talks. I will never forget.This would have been so different if you had died in a car accident, not an intentional, planned, tourture and murder. I miss your babies.I see little girls wearing Belle and I see Marissa, I see 10 yr old brunette little girls, shy and with so much promise in their future and I see Shannah.I feel you around me.I do.I still carry the keychain you bought for me the week before you died, I still wear our nailpolish, I still wear our kind of deodorant, I feel like I can still be close to you somehow that way. I still wear your shoes to every hearing, They are still too small and hurt my feet, but I will wear them until this is over.I know that if it had been me that he murdered, you would be with my mother at every hearing, that you would fight for me.I know that. So I will continue to fight for you and the girls until the end. I miss you, I love you sis,Dawn
*Dawn*	Mar 5 2009 6:21 PM I miss you so much my sister..yesterday at work , me, Pam, linda f., susan, benita and a couple of others were talking about you and the girls and the trial and the monster who took you from us. we laughed and cried, I'm still crying....I just can't let go ...Monday they cancelled your hearing again, until the 16th,we were talking about how much we missed you and everyone was saying a memory. I said that I loved you and I feel you around me sometimes and the electronic paper towel dispenserpushed out a paper towel, everyone looked at me, I said see? I'm sitting here talking to Joe about you and how much we miss you, I just never knew so much of me would die when you died.The trial starts in May, 2 yrs from the day he murdered you and the girls, I will be strong, I will wear your shoes and stand for you the way I have always. I would given my last breath if it would bring you back and I will use the rest of my life to try to help protect other women and children from being tortured and murdered in your honor.they are telling me at work that I won't be paid while i'm at the trial. I know God will provide for me someway.Iwill be there everyday, the detectives said that they never know when I will be called, but I will be there, I will be ready to fight for you.I still can't get close to any friends, I just feel so alone sometimes. Megan is beautiful and she is growing up . I'm so proud of her and I know you would be too, she loves you so much. I don'tn know why I'm writing here, I usually write in my notebooks. I wll be there on mar 16th wearing your shoes just like I always do,I love you and I will never, ever give up, Imiss you , girls the girls,,,Dawn
*Dawn*	Jan 26 2009 4:41 PM http://viewmorepics. myspace. com/index. cfm?fuseaction=viewImage&friendID=65511295&albumID=2282514&imageID=42335944
~Meg~	Jan 14 2009 1:37 AM Hey Jengie, I miss you so much! We went to court today, again. I'm like Dawn, I've lost count of how many times we have been. Another delay again, because they are not ready. Ugghhh, it makes me so irritated, mad! I Love you and the girls so much! Derek is my next door neighbor now, It seems strange. I mean he is one of my ex's. However he is the only one that I still talk to. He told me to come over sometime and BS with him, or if I ever got scared that he was there. Sweet and strange, I know. I started my second semester of college yesterday. I have online and night classes this semester. So far so good, I will make you proud, I promise! Oh yeah, guess what! I am on the waiting list to take classes to get my SRNA license. Mom is so excited, and I am too. I hope I do well, I know I will, because you will be there helping me. Well I have to go, I'll be writing back again soon. I love you and the girls with all my heart and soul! Give them a hug and kiss for me. Love You! Meg
*Dawn*	Jan 13 2009 11:46 PM I held your mother's hand today, I hugged your sister and kissed your niece.I looked at the monster who murdered you and your beautiful children.I wore your shoes.I love you and I felt you all around us.I miss you so much.I will stand, I will never give up until he is punished. There will never be justice, nothing will bring you back. I would do anything to have one more day with you. As I sit here alone, crying, I think I feel you next to me, comforting me.I just dont 'know when all this is supposed to end.Somedays it feels just like I saw you yesterday and others, I struggle to hold on to all my memories. I love you sister and I won't give up.
*Dawn*	Dec 31 2008 11:40 PM I miss you and love you, I'm missing you so much right now, I hope next year will be easier..kiss the girls for me
♥Susanna ♥	Dec 24 2008 3:54 AM MERRY CHIRTMAS SIS AND THE GRILS I LOVE AND MISS YOU ALL I JUST WISH EVER THING WAS THE SOME NOW AS IT WAS WHEN YOU WAS HERE I THINK I MIGHT HAVE GOOD MAN I THINK THAT YOU WOULD BE VERY POUND OF ME I AM STILL WORK WHERE YOU LEFT ME AT I STILL LOVE MY JOB I MISS YOU ON MY 21 B-DAY I NO THAT IF YOU WAS HERE U WOULD HAVE DASCE WITH I NO THAT YOU DACE IN HEVELY WITH MAWA
*Dawn*	Dec 21 2008 6:57 AM Just when I wish you were here, I feel you all around me. I love and miss you
*Dawn*	Dec 19 2008 2:46 AM i missed you so much today....
~Meg~	Dec 11 2008 5:11 PM Hey Jengie, I'm doing better now. I have met someone new. He seems really nice. Mom and Dad both like him. I'm just scared because of so many things that have happened. I found out that Brandon cheated on me. That was pretty hard. I don't need him. I don't need someone who is going to do me the way he did. Daddy was happy the other day when he heard me laugh. He told mom that he hasn't heard me laugh like that in a very long time. It made me want to cry, when he said it. It felt good to laugh. I have some really good news. Jaime and Bill are getting married! I'm so happy for her. I know that you and the girls are too! I take my last final tonight for school. It doesn't seem real. I'm done with my first semester of college. It went by so fast. I have to say though...I had so much fun. I look forward to all the semesters ahead. It's almost Christmas! Your favorite time of the year. I wish you guys could be hear with us. It isn't the same without you all. I miss you guys even more and more everyday! Everytime it snows I think about all the times the girls and I went sleding and even the times when you went too. So many happy memories, I hold on to them so tight! No one is going to take those away from me! I have to go for now! I will be back later. I Love you guys so much!!!!
*Dawn*	Dec 10 2008 4:26 AM I miss you most of all.I miss our christmas shopping, our new years resolutions that we never kept. I miss picking up the phone to say hi. I miss talking to my best friend everyday.I still can't believe you're gone. I can hear your voice when I close my eyes and I can see your smile. My heart breaks when I hear a christmas carole.I wonder how many christmas's are going to be so sad?I thought this year would be easier, but it's not.I see things that remind me of you and I see things that remind me of the girls. Everytime I see Belle, I think of Marissa and everytime I see a young girl, I think of Shannah.I wish you were here to see Madilyn.I just wish you were here....I love you
*Dawn*	Nov 30 2008 7:46 PM I miss you and the girls, Thanksgiving is hard, we went to the festival of trees and I cried the entire time. I know Christmas eve is your favorite time of the year. It's strange, we took alot of pictures at mom's this year and there are these spots, over my shoulder from different cameras and little spots by mom's leg when she is playing charades and holding the baby.I know it's just me grasping on, but I am convienced that you and the girls were there with us. I loveyou and I miss you so much everyday.I've been having a really hard time without you lately.I know that you know that, but I feel you around me sometimes, I know you're here.I'm just selfish and I want to hug you again. I love you , Sis
~Meg~	Nov 17 2008 1:49 AM Hey Jengie, I Love You! I Love the girls too! I wish you were here now. I'm doing so well in school. I passed all of my midterms and my lowest grade is a C. Every time I go to class I think of how proud of me you would be. I'm not so sure that I want to be a nurse any more. I don't know what I want to be. I was thinking of something along the lines of social work, or counseling. It is still a feild that helps people. You know me, just like you always wanting to help people. I really like Dawn. She reminds me so much of you. If she even knows something is wrong with me she talks to me, just like you always did. My boyfriend the one that I wrote about on here, well we broke up yesterday. We were together for 1 year and 4 days. I don't even know if I can handle being without him. I know you said the same thing to me about Chris. You told me that it would be ago, and other guys would come along. But Brandon, there is just something about him. I thought he was the one. I don't think I will ever find someone else like him, I can't even bear the thought of someone else. I miss you and Shannah, and Marissa so much. Thanksgiving is next week. My second one without you guys. I miss me and you always being the first to dig into the desserts, boy was it fun. I miss Shan helping me butter the roles, and I miss Rissy always having a story to tell. I miss hearing the sweet voices call me Meggie. I miss everything. Well I have to go. I Love You guys so much! Megan
*Dawn*	Oct 11 2008 8:13 PM I sang today, it's the first time I've sang since your funeral.I cried and couldn't make it through a couple of your favorite songs,and I rocked out to Sin Wagon, our favorite. I can still see you dancing when I'd sing. I've been asked to sing at a few places, but I just can't do it yet.I sang Over the Rainbow for you.I hadn't had those soundtracks out since your funeral.I know you wouldn't want me to not go on with my life the way it was, but it's impossible when part of it is gone.I took off the headphones and just lay back on my head with my eyes closed and I could still see Marissa singing "ABCDEFG,All God's children of the world..."as I held the mic, I remember how big it looked in her little hands as she sang to the top of her lungs and announced over and over that she was going to be a singer when she grew up.I'm so sorry that I didnt' stop you when you wanted to go out that night to the brithday party to sing,I should have said no, maybe I could have talked you into staying at home with me, if I had just tried harder.I knew I wasn't going to let you go alone, instead of going with you , I should have just insisted that we stay home, then the monster would never have met you and you and the girls would still be here.Everyone says, you were 31, a grown woman and would have done what you wanted to do,but the guilt I feel is unbearable sometimes.You know he said on tv that he met you and 10 minutes later he was at my house with you, such a pathalogical liar.anyone who was there knew that we were there listening to kareoke, eating homecooked food and he approached you. Anyway, you and I know the truth and so does he and everyone who was there.i promise I will never give up, I will be at everyhearing, I will wear your shoes, I will hold your mother's hand and I will have my arm around vickie and Megan.I don't know what I'll do if I ever sign on here and your profile is gone.I love you..Sis

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