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Adam Mathew Stokes. My life My Heart My Soul My Everything. Words can't describe how much I miss you and how much I love you. I still can't fully grasp the idea of you being gone. I still don't fully believe it. I keep thinking I'm going to wake up from this nightmare and you'll be back. The day I see you again is the day I will really be alive again. Each day that goes by is 1 day closer to that day baby. Until then I'll stick it out. Day by day for you. I love you monkey. Shine in Peace. I know it's gotta be better in heaven cause being here ain't living. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER! TRUE LOVE NEVER DIES...
SUNRISE 2-20-1985
SUNSET 4-20-2009
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I'm a homebody and I love it, You wont find me out at the clubs very often. That shit is for the birds
I love buying DVDs I think thats my hobby
I trust only a few people 100%.
My Mother is my very bestfriend.
I'm going back to school in the fall and im excited about it
Im probably one of the most loyal people you'll ever meet. LOYALTY means everything in a city like this.
I have lost what is most important to me, as of April 20th 2009 I am someone completely different. The way I see it, I died as well.
I will go down with this ship.
And I won't put my hands up and surrender.
There will be no white flag above my door.
I'm in love and always will be...
My baby can fly. With the grace of a thousands angels overhead. He's my angel now. I love you Adam
In a dream my baby came to me and made me swear that'd I keep whats sacred to me. And if I get the choice to live through his name, I'd fight my way through the rain singing oh happy day.
Who I'd like to meet:
My Love
I'm going to marry this man.
..To my beloved Adam Mathew Stokes.
"I can't believe that you're really gone now.
Seems like it's all just a dream
How can it be that the world would go on
When something has died within me
Leaves will turn, my heart will burn
With colors of you
Snow will fall, but I'll recall your warmth
Summer wind, breathing in your memory
I'll miss you
But there will be a time
When I'll see your face
And I'll hear your voice
And there we will laugh again
And there will come a day
When I'll hold you close
No More tears to cry
'Cause we'll have forever
But I'll say Goodbye for now
I can't imagine my life without you
You held a place all your own
Just knowing you were beneath the same sky
Oh what a joy I have known
On rainy days, in many ways
You'll water my heart
On starry nights I'll glimpse the light
of your smile
Never far from my heart
You'll stay with me
So I'll wait...for now "
Love always,
Your Jenna Bear....
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I couldn't put on makeup, or shower, for almost 6 months after Jesse died.
That's no exageration either. I could not bring myself to do it. I had no one to impress. I had nothing.
Thank you for being my friend. You have helped me just as much as you say I have helped you.
I wish I could take your pain away. I wish I could turn back the hands of time, and prevent you from having to go through this. If I had the chance to take on the pain of loss, for everyone in the entire world, all by myself, I would. If that meant no one would ever have to hurt the way I have. The way you have. I don't know if this is the work of a God or a devil. But I do know that, we've gotta find a way to get through it. Somehow. We might not have any fuckin' clue how we're gonna do that yet, but If we want to be with Adam and Jesse again....we have to figure it out.
I think they will help guide us in the right direction. I think they will show us how to survive without them. Because we can't do it on our own. They know we need their help.
I have a song for you. You've probably already heard it before, but it reminds me of us. I will post it now.
Do you always trust your first initial feeling Special knowledge holds truth bears believing I turned around And the water was closing all around Like a glove Like the love that had finally, finally found me Then I knew In the crystalline knowledge of you Drove me thru the mountains Thru the crystal-like clear water fountain Drove me like a magnet To the sea
How the faces of love have changed turning the pages And I have changed oh, but you...you remain ageless I turned around And the water was closing all around Like a glove Like the love that had finally, finally found me Then I knew In the crystalline knowledge of you Drove me thru the mountains Thru the crystal-like clear water fountain Drove me like a magnet To the sea
OMG....on sundance channel(i think its like 308) there is a documentary running called young yakuza..... it follows a 20 year old jap who is trying to become yakuza....its kind of bad ass the way they treat the apprentices....you can tell the boss's are straight bad asses
If the road I travel goes bad If the life I live becomes the life I had I close my eyes and I dream Of my butterfly coming down to rescue me
He's my butterfly Ya he's my butterfly
If the wind that guides you pulls you away If the woods that love you ever ask you to stay I still close my eyes and I dream Of my butterfly coming back to rescue me
He's my butterfly Ya he's my butterly Don't you know that he's my butterfly I said he's my butterfly
Thanks for all you've done I've missed you for so long I can't believe you're gone You still live in me I feel you in the wind You guide me constantly
I never knew what it was to be alone, no Cause you were always there for me You were always there waiting And now I come home and I miss your face so Smiling down on me I close my eyes to see
And I know, you're a part of me And it's your song that sets me free I sing it when I feel I can't hold on I sing tonight cause it comforts me
I carry the things that remind me of you In loving memory of The one that was so true You were as kind as you could be And even though you're gone You still mean the world to me
I never knew what it was to be alone, no Cause you were always there for me You were always there waiting But now I come home and it's not the same, no It feels empty and alone I can't believe you're gone
And I know, you're a part of me And it's your song that sets me free I sing it when I feel I can't hold on I sing tonight cause it comforts me
Did he set you free from sorrow? I'll still love you more tomorrow And you'll be here with me still
And what you did, you did with feeling And You always found the meaning And you always will
And I know, you're a part of me And it's your song that sets me free I sing it when I feel I can't hold on I sing tonight cause it comforts me
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Adam Mathew Stokes. My life My Heart My Soul My Everything. Words can't describe how much I miss you and how much I love you. I still can't fully grasp the idea of you being gone. I still don't fully believe it. I keep thinking I'm going to wake up from this nightmare and you'll be back. The day I see you again is the day I will really be alive again. Each day that goes by is 1 day closer to that day baby. Until then I'll stick it out. Day by day for you. I love you monkey. Shine in Peace. I know it's gotta be better in heaven cause being here ain't living. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER! TRUE LOVE NEVER DIES...
My baby can fly. With the grace of a thousands angels overhead. He's my angel now. I love you Adam
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