photography, film, hooping, saving the world one thought at a time.
Music
knocks me over if it's any good. the beatles and their derivatives.
Movies
happiness, donnie darko, secretary, ghost world, panic, grave of the fireflies, south park: bigger, longer, and uncut, wild things, the 5,000 fingers of dr. t, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, i heart huckabees, tarnation, little miss sunshine, etc.
Television
buffy the vampire slayer, greg the bunny, veronica mars, my so-called life, twin peaks, six feet under
Books
too many to contemplate.
Heroes
i used to have them... emma goldman, maya angelou, um... oh right: jon stewart, stephen colbert, al franken, al gore.
Jenna thinks it rocks being in a vegan bipolar bisexual buffy-worshipping coven on facebook packed w/beautiful women mostly in arkansas. Posted at 2:48 AM Jan 11 view more
About me: i always have a camera with me. i live alone and i like it that way. i'm kind of a loner but the friends i have are incredibly cool. i'm not good at describing myself.
cosmic love, why are you melancholy?? :( tell me if there's any way i can help! actually i have quite a few things to send you...they've been waiting long enough, and perhaps unpatiently! LOVE YOU!! maybe this year (and this is on my very hopeful new years goal list... LISTS LISTS LISTS yay!) you can visit me, or WAY WAY better yet, jess and i can visit YOU! maybe shanna too!! she's vegetarian and considering veganism...you should friend her on here :) she's not bipolar but she's, in her own words, a "depressive faggot" :P oh, and she jokes about burning down walmart, ha! excellent. so, there's yet another bisexual feminist beautiful veg-grrl for our coven!! an east coast trip is in order! FUCK do i miss the east coast!!! aaaaaeee!!
it really IS weird how many beautiful girls there are in arkansas. how the hell did that happen in this biblesucking anti-dental-work state???? of course, these lovely girls are mostly in LR and fayetteville tho. maybe there are some in batesville too?
i need to apply at a grad school in the east coast. that's where i'd apply anyway, but there's the added bonus of being near YOU!!! i miss you and our frenzied duo-ness!!!
OMG!!! i LOVE the hooping video!!! you kick ass my love! jess and i were talkin yesterday about how insanely divine it would be to visit you!! LOVE LOVE LOVE xoxoxoxoxo your czech girl on the eagle "sculpture"
saw my new therapist today. turns out my dr is one of few here who does shock treatment. i could have it done soon.
so, why does everyone say no to this? nothing else has worked. isn't that all i can do now? isn't the memory loss temporary? and maybe i don't want to remember much anyway? i love you...i know you are deeply in tune with me, my cosmic twin.
The sitting in darkness that Terrence McKenna describes doesn't seem to work for me, although I know he swears by it. For me it becomes just like dreaming. I'd rather have eyes open and see the world change. But one thing about this stuff - everyone reacts differently!
I see that you don't login to myspace daily. Not that I'm being a stalker. It's just that the "last logged in" thing glares at everyone rudely & insistently. So I can't help but know when someone logs in or does not. But not logging in daily-this is a good thing & I should probably make it a goal of mine. I sometimes wonder at this strange cyberlife most of us lead. When we don't have computer access for a time ( we move, go away on a trip, the intarwebz go down due to technical difficulties) I, personally, find my life richer & full of brighter colors & I find different things to do. You know, things that I'd not do with the convenience of the net tempting me. It's so easy. Log on, surf. But I'm rambling on, as I often do. I have not yet left a comment on your page, so I thought it was high time that I do so. I'm so utterly fascinated by you (from afar in that myspace/facebook/and-oooh-the-vegan-bus!! kind of way) & seeing as we now have a proxy friendship, it is only right that I throw some words out onto the playing field. Human interaction does so often feel like a playing field. One person makes a move, then another, & then it's your turn again. It's frustrating most of the time, but it seems I have happened upon a motley group of women--kindred spirits, neurologically diverse, real (as opposed to "Stepford"), & so interesting it causes me to hold my breath (but not for too long, so I don't die). So, Jenna-friend-by-proxy, I have now made a comment in writing which must mean something, although I don't know what. At any rate (obligatory cliched colloquialism inserted--I'm playing by the standard rule of conduct for a moment), it is lovely to meet you and I do hope that I will eventually get to meet you in person, but if not that's ok, too, because many (ok, most) of my friends live in my computer where I'm not quite as tempted to hide from them behind bookshelves or under beds.
i will always adore you, i wear my cosmic twin flapper tat w/ pride (ha, double-meaning there!)...damn i wish we were closer, geographically, physically...ah, you know! i was reading miranda july's "no one belongs here more than you" and it TOTALLY reminded me of YOU, the way you talk and think...and it reminded me also of ME, due to the cosmic-ness, and also of my dear friend of 10 years, brandi... basically it reminded me of the way we bipolar kooky ladies talk, think, feel!! you MUST read it!! i love you!!! xoxoxo ali
