Ble{ed}ing Mascara

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Counting down the days until I can work out and restrict.Mood: determined Posted at 12:42 AM Nov 28 view more

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Ble{ed}ing Mascara
27 / Female
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Last Login: 11/29/2009

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Status: Single
Zodiac Sign: Libra

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Ble{ed}ing Mascara Counting down the days until I can work out and restrict.
Mood: determined
Posted at 12:42 AM Nov 28
Ble{ed}ing Mascara Sometimes I forget I'm still awake. I fuck up and say these things out loud.
Posted at 5:25 PM Nov 25
Ble{ed}ing Mascara I haven't wanted to cut in a really long time, but today for some reason I think it sounds like a terrific idea.
Mood: annoyed
Posted at 5:54 PM Nov 22
Ble{ed}ing Mascara This is bullshit.
Mood: disgusted
Posted at 10:14 PM Nov 17
Ble{ed}ing Mascara I was going to try to do this 'right' but after I have the baby, I don't think I will be able to do that. The bigger I get, the more angry I get, an
Mood: disgusted
Posted at 1:43 AM Nov 17

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Nov 13
- Ble{ed}ing Mascara added a new profile song:
  DONTTRUSTME
  by 3OH!3
Nov 04
- Ble{ed}ing Mascara posted a new blog entry: 7.
- Ble{ed}ing Mascara joined the group: PaperThinDolls.
Oct 29
- Ble{ed}ing Mascara joined the group: SOBER NOT DEAD.
Oct 26
- Ble{ed}ing Mascara is now friends with ATREYU and The Sleeping
Oct 03
- Ble{ed}ing Mascara is now friends with The Used
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- Ble{ed}ing Mascara added a new profile song:
  Blood On My Hands
  by The Used

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About me:

This is my third attempt at an anonymous profile. My last one was disabled because my thinspo was a bit too risque.

Anonymous means anonymous. Do not ask me for pictures or for anything that would identify me. There is a reason I have it this way and I do not intend to break this rule I have set. Please respect my privacy as I would always respect yours.

I am currently in treatment for several addictions. Once I get myself past all of that I may try to recover from my eating disorder, but I don't know.

My eating disorder is far too complicated to even begin to try to explain. I will do this a little bit at a time via blogs and bulletins or whatever. I tend to only let things out a little bit at a time, but not because I don't want to talk about it. My mind races too much for me to remember everything at once.

I love an inbox and a comment area full of thinspo. It makes me smile.

I am a talker and am very supportive. Please only add me if you do the same.

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s[ed]uce me

Nov 29 2009 7:06 AM

Lol yea he asked me too move in after one night and I mean as weird as it is I do need a place to stay and he actually got me off witch I a plus ... A major one hahaha and I mean three men live there .... I may End up living there for free but I'll be paying for it because one night there and I became the maid " yo make me a long island iced tea with 5 iced cubes and a bendy straw" my first night meeting this guy too lol
never enough (ed)

Nov 29 2009 6:27 AM

oh hun ... whats wrong =(
mire...si.edPixie Twixt

Nov 29 2009 5:19 AM

i hope ur feeling beter hun... ik things hav been hard... all my lov
Ɛɱаϲᴉɐ†{3D}Chevelle Monteclaire

Nov 28 2009 4:13 PM

hmmm. . .i never thought of approaching her thta way. . .maybe ill sit her down and explain. im not sure how she'll take it, but i just hope she doesnt react in a way that will harm her later down the road. . .xx ty hun
LISA LOVE (ED) (SI)Lisa Hudson

Nov 28 2009 3:19 PM

hey hey
how are you
s[ed]uce me

Nov 28 2009 11:20 AM

So I have somewhere to go now although I'm not to exited about it seeing as it's going to be with my on again if again boyfriend who likes to jump. In to relationships way to fast he's a year older then me and has been married twice once it was. Anulled once divorced how crazy is that. But I suppose it's me that's useing him for a change lol
Ɛɱаϲᴉɐ†{3D}Chevelle Monteclaire

Nov 28 2009 3:31 AM

wow. . .i mean, i just dont know about having a heart-to-heart about it with her. . .i just dont know how to approach it with her without explaining my eating disorder. im not sure she's old enough to understand, without wanting to be thin-- only to be more like me. when i explained religion, which was when she was about three years old; i had to explain Christianity, catholicism, Mormonism, and Wicca-- because we have 4 different religions in my moms household. she said that she wanted to become Wiccan, because it sounded like it made more sense to her, especially the bit about energies and the elements. i'm the only person in my family who is Wiccan, and she even told my mother that when she gets old enough to decide that she no longer wishes to be Christian, she will be Wiccan. she isn't into it for the right reasons, she only becomes interested because it's something i hold interest in.

i wish she just understood, in her own way-- without my explanation, or my personal views. i want her to be unbiased, but to understand. i want her to know, but not to become interested in the sense that she wants to become anorexic. i dont want her to wish to look like me. i dont want her to wish to be skinny. ..
mire...si.edPixie Twixt

Nov 26 2009 3:52 PM

i dream of being so light..to blow away..sending lov..to you and yours...x
never enough (ed)

Nov 26 2009 6:32 AM

oh hun, im sorry, im here if you need me ...
s[ed]uce me

Nov 24 2009 12:13 AM

Lol aw <3 And now to make it worse now I'm so soso sick joy
Ɛɱаϲᴉɐ†{3D}Chevelle Monteclaire

Nov 23 2009 9:09 PM

im glad to hear you girls are doing well. . .stay strong, gorgeous <3
you know, i made this page separately from my reg page to avoid being judged. . .to get reported for my views? idk, doesnt quite make sense to me, but i guess someone just got offended. . .poor "them", so ignorant. . . :p
Ɛɱаϲᴉɐ†{3D}Chevelle Monteclaire

Nov 23 2009 4:23 PM

lol idk o.O i think my profile may have just been reported or something. . . had to restart and everything :/

but how are you doing? i hope baby-love isn't giving you too hard of a time :p
never enough (ed)

Nov 23 2009 6:25 AM

yeah i hear that one!! so whats all going on?!
s[ed]uce me

Nov 21 2009 9:50 PM

I can only get the Internet on my iPod and tit doesent read htm so I have no clue what you sent me lol
never enough (ed)

Nov 21 2009 9:15 AM

Hey, havent neard from ya in a while... miss ya!!!!
s[ed]uce me

Nov 21 2009 6:30 AM

Not really mike lives with then in the room that would have been my room when she offered to let me stay there a while ago
s[ed]uce me

Nov 21 2009 12:58 AM

Thanks for your bulliten comment I don't get to go on much now that they put a password on the wifi but if I sit on the window in my room I can steal nextdoors wifi lol But it not because of my Ed lol they deciced now that I'm eighteen they don't have to pay for anything He even started shutting the electric off in my room at nine and he knows i'm terrfyed if the dark so I was going in to the bacement and turning it back on and you know what he does now?? He put a fuckin pad lock on the door to the little electricc box But o told him to just give me the money his parents gave me for my birthday and I'll go back to ny and live with my best friend and he won't do it Wich disentangle make any sence to me at all do I'm stuck here with nothing bacause fuckface won't give me MY fuckin money
LOVE STON[ED]™

Nov 17 2009 4:39 PM

sometimes what i hate about being cold is that it feels like it sinks into your bones & you can't get rid of it. but aside from that i love winter, & snow, & winter clothes a lot more than summer fashion. i love layering & big jackets & boots. & getting hot drinks-- some hot tea would be really nice right about now.
LOVE STON[ED]™

Nov 17 2009 4:27 PM

lol texas gets cold sometimes. it was 44 degrees this morning!! & yeah i might be colder when i get out but i'm really looking forward to a bubble bath, i could seriously just sit & soak for hours. or until the water gets cold. i hate being cold but i also hate being too hot too.
LOVE STON[ED]™

Nov 17 2009 4:19 PM

i'm doing alright. it's really cold here today in texas & my mom is weird & doesn't use the heater so i'm pretty much freezing right now. i think i'm going to take a warm bath to defrost. lol.
LOVE STON[ED]™

Nov 17 2009 4:16 PM

hey gorgeous,
i hope you are doing good! how are you?
<3
Manderz

Nov 17 2009 3:19 AM

:( Are you serious? That sucks!! Gaahh retarded myspace wont let me have what I want on my bday! Haha, but thanks :)
♥ Anna ♥

Nov 16 2009 1:13 AM

Oh my goodness-I am so sorry to hear that you are in pain and not doing well. I cannot even imagine what that is like. How are you dealing with with it?
Maggie♡Maggie Schroepfer

Nov 15 2009 8:40 PM

hah.im so sick of the drama about every minute detail of someones life.
AbandonED SIlence

Nov 15 2009 4:25 AM

Hi my name's kaili
Nice to meet you
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