Dawn Reinas

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My name is Dawn and I am a christian woman indebted to Jesus for LIFE for what He has done for me. Back in 2003 I was an escort, which is just another fancy name for a prostitute. The one major difference was that my clients ("johns") were usually wealthy professional men, businessmen who were respected by the community and loved by their families. I was paid anywhere from $200-$500 or more per hour for what was called a "girlfriend experience." It's funny in this industry how many alternate names we come up with. A girlfriend experience was just a fancy name for "sexual experience." I got into the business not really knowing what was expected of me. I just figured I would go on dates with wealthy men and that sex was optional. This was not the case, but the ever-powerful lure of money is what got me hooked. I made lots of it too. And I spent it faster than I could hold on to it. Makeup, clothes, shoes -- if I saw it and wanted it, I bought it. The world of escorting, looking from the outside, seems glamourous and exciting, but that's a lie. I ended up hating everything about it, I would drink regularly and do drugs just to cope with the fact that I was just a high priced whore. I desperately wanted to be loved and accepted, especially by men. The men I had relationships with up until then always hurt me, they either cheated on me or looked and lusted after every other woman around them but me. I felt rejected, ugly, and good-for-nothing. So escorting made me feel good at first. I felt desired, sexy, and loved. But that fantasy fades very quickly and soon reality smacks you in the face. The reality that these men don't love you, you are nothing to them but a body to be used for their perverse sexual desires. Day after day of pushing down my feelings, convincing myself that I had no emotions and that I was in control of my life. Meanwhile, my life was spiralling out of control rapidly. I was drinking more and more, doing drugs more often and acting more reckless than ever. I contemplated suicide and almost went thru with it had it not been for God's hand on my life. The whole sex industry is nothing but an industry designed to kill souls day by day. Don't believe the lie that Satan has sold the world. Jesus Christ is who saved me. He loved me when no one else would. He forgave me for my wicked sins and washed me clean and made me whole. He gave me a wonderful husband who loves me in a pure way and does not lust or desire other women, nor does he cheat. My husband, Curtis, loves Jesus Christ and we chose to honor HIM in our marriage. God has given me 2 beautiful healthy children. And most of all, God has given me life where before all I had was death. You can read my blogs for more details of my life. Please message me if you need prayer or someone to talk to, or if you want to ask me anything. I am very transparent. God bless you!! THANK YOU JESUS FOR SAVING ME!!! If you don't know Jesus Christ, get a bible, open it up and start with the New Testament, and read the Gospel of John. Ask God to reveal the hidden spiritual truths contained in the bible. He will if you truly desire to know what the REAL TRUTH is in this dark world. Remember the days of Noah? There was wickedness all over the earth that God killed everyone except Noah and 7 family members. Jesus said that when He returns again, the world will be just like it was in the days of Noah. When Jesus Christ returns to judge the world -- will you be ready?