I am into a lot of things. Mainly I enjoy roleplaying online and on paper. I listen to rock music. Play lacrosse and golf. I do swordplay and just starting martial arts. I am a simple guy with simple internest and a complicated brain.
About me: I am a blunt honest motherf#cker. I say what is on my mind and the truth no matter what. I live life like I want to so I am not one of those guys that says, "Dam I wish I did that." I hate that sh!t. I swear a lot and dont give a f*ck.
Who I'd like to meet: I would like to met a girl that is herself. No I live for what some magizine says or what MTV says is cool. I want a girl that is confident in her own surroundings but not afraid to try new things. Or take a chance. She has to be witty and smart or she just wont make the cut. A real no bullsh*t attitude. And she has to make me stop in my tracks when I see her.
Hey sweetie, Just wanted to say thank you for the way you lived and died as a soldier. Without you and others like you we would not be as safe as we are today. Love you and miss you!
Miss you babe and have been thinking a lot about you lately. I hope you can help me with the dilemma I am facing right now. Keep watching over Cadence and I. I will be watching for your signs. Love you!
Hey Brother its been a year and we miss you somethen fierce. We know your up there in a better place waiting for all of us. We miss ya and love ya. Talk at ya soon.
I find it hard to believe that a year has gone by since you were called home. But then other times it seems like forever. I know that you are now in peace and that is the most important thing. Thank you so much for all that you gave to me and this country. Know this you will always have a special place in my heart...
Remembering today one year ago is hard, but thinking that you aren't around to be in each of our daily lives is even harder. Not a moment goes by that I don't think about, talk to you, dream about you and sometimes feel you around. Although this day last year was one of the hardest of my life, it has also made me an even stronger woman, so for that I am grateful. I love you and will forever miss you babe.
I heard this song on my way home (never heard it before) I had to pull over and smile, yet a few tears ran down my face. I miss you very much. Look down and watch over me as I move. *you were such a remarkable man* You are forever in my heart and thoughts ♥
I came by today to see you I just had to let you know If I knew the last time that I held you was the last time I'd have held you, and never let go
Oh, it's kept me awake nights, wondering I lie in the dark, just asking why I've always been told You won't be called home Until it's your time
I guess heaven was needing a hero Somebody just like you Brave enough to stand up For what you believe And follow it through When I try to make it make sense in my mind The only conclusion I come to Is heaven was needing a hero Like you
I remember the last time I saw you Oh, you held your head up proud I laughed inside When I saw how you were standing out in the crowd Your such a part of who I am Now that part will just be void No matter how much I need you now Heaven needed you more
Cause heaven was needing a hero Somebody just like you Brave enough to stand up For what you believe And follow it through When I try to make it make sense in my mind The only conclusion I come to Is heaven was needing a hero Like you
As the nights grow closer to the one year mark I find myself crying randomly all over again. I feel your touch on my face while I'm sleeping and will the feeling of loss to go away. My heart still not healed I'm still lost without you in my life. Many sleepless nights this month as my brain forever wanders to you.
Miss you babe. Ran across some of the news articles I kept from Cali yesterday cleaning. Its been hard to remain strong but I know I must because its what you would have wanted. I miss the phone calls I would get this time last year, the 4 hour conversations during down time. It all is very fresh on my mind still. Love you and miss you.
I really miss you babe. This month seems to be getting close as we near the one year mark of your death. One years time and the pain is still so real I can barely breathe when I think about it. Stay by my side as I continue to heal and walk through this life. Love you and miss you.
I can't believe it's almost a year. I thank the lord you are one of mine and Cadence's angels. Without you there is no telling how hard my life would have been this past year. Love you and miss you babe.
The day you died you left me behind. The day you died in this so called war you gave me flowers to remember you by. As if I needed remembering. At the time you were passing away from an IED, I was getting flowers from a man I was falling in love with. Now I sit, wishing I was looking into your eyes, wishing I could be with you. Whoever I am with, its not you, its not your arms holding me tight and whispering, "this thing called life will be ok." The day you died a part of my heart left my body, my soul whispering to find yours. These pieces of me I will never get back, forever waiting for us to be together again. The day you died I gave up hope in all that is love, the word sickens me as your memory passes through my mind. Moving on is what you would want, almost a year has passed now since that horrible day and I still find myself grasping for what will never be. The day you died, a part of me died too...
Miss you and am thinking about you sweetie. Never will a day go by that you will not pass across my mind and bring a smile to my face. Love you and miss you.
