I tried so hard not to do this to myself,
To lose myself inside of you.
I thought I had made it perfectly clear to my heart
"We will not surrender these walls under no circumstance".
And I see that all is left of me are trails of endless tears
The silent echo of your laughter is all that I can hear.
The sheets still smell of your cologne from when you were here;
You were more than just here, you were a part of me.
I tried so hard not to let one tear fall,
Not one while we discussed our differences.
But looking into your eyes I remembered what love felt like
And how all in the same breath it could come crumbling down.
Now I'm not saying I'm gonna beg for your love
Because I want you to love me for me, just because,
I love all of you - completely and whole-heartedly -
Unconditionally, more than I can put into words.
I honestly tried to just hate every part of you,
You are the reason for my distress in the first place.
But my hate is only manifested because I love you so much
And I honestly don't have a clue as to what my life will be like without - you.
I'm scared no one will love me the way you did
And make me feel beautiful all over again.
I'm afraid there are no more Prince's turned Kings for me,
Afraid that slimy toads are all I'll meet.
I tried to reason with clarity of the situation,
And not become biased because I love you so dearly.
I tried to tell you as a friend the best advice I could
I tried with all my might not to run into your arms and scream.
I tried not to look too deeply in your eyes,
I tried to believe you were a dog, but that's a lie.
I tried to tell myself I was already over you,
I lie, I lie to myself, because you are me, too.
Heroes
my God, my brother james! my mommy 2Can you name 5 people?
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welcome to my attiude!HELP's Details
Status:
Divorced
Here for:
Friends
Orientation:
Straight
Hometown:
whatever townstyle>
Body type:
5' 9" / Slim / Slender
Ethnicity:
Other
Religion:
Christian - other
Zodiac Sign:
Aquarius
Children:
Someday
Education:
Some college
Occupation:
dont need to know
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About me: HELLO, MY NAME IS JUDY.. AND IM 20 YEARS OLD, AND I HAVEA MYSPACE YUP I SURE DO WELL IF U WANT 2 KNOW MORE BOUT ME HOLLA AT ME GOT IT!!T
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