About me:
I've begun to notice that I am different in many ways. Not in a sense where people say "I'm original." Well I am not original. Neither am I special, and not even close to ordinary. I'm just "different." And it's something I've recently come to realize, and changed my whole opinion on myself. And so with this new realization, I will give you a legit "About Me."
To tell you about myself, I have to dig deep inside of myself to find it. But to tell you the truth, I am without a shovel. I stand above the burial of my presence, looking down but not at me, but at the dirt that covers it. My name is Josh, that I can tell you. And to be honest, I believe I have lost myself. I have gone back and forth between the realm of the positives and the negatives that I now remain in the middle, not aware of where I should be. I am not blinded, but I do not see the point of self awareness. I know I exist, and I live myself, and...even though I may not know the aspects of who I really am....I like it like that. With this...I'm okay with life. I'm satisfied with who I MIGHT be, but not who I am. I just know...that I don't, I guess.
I guess the reasons with this blog, or, note, is because I have contradicted myself sooo many times that now I don't know where I stand in the world. I can never take one side of any story. I want to play both.
So maybe I am two people, maybe one, or maybe none. I don't know, I don't like to label myself.
Who I'd like to meet:
Anyone really. I'm a people person :)
MistyHackedYou:)
Joshua what is there to say about you?
Not much besides you are awesomee.
You fuck peoples minds, like for real,
Also, everytime I have a problem with Corbin you are always there to help me figure out what to do.
You make awesome guesstimations.. It's like you are psychic.
Your my brother.
Your my best friend and I wouldn't have it any other way.