JOSHUA HORIZON
Josh Horizon
Josh Horizon

Male
26 years old
SUSANVILLE/ Sacramento, California
United States



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    JOSHUA HORIZON's Interests
GeneralFirst, Amanda. After that, snowboarding, camping, fast cars, fast bikes, woodworking, wrestling, rock music, reading a good book
MusicTom Petty, Rammstein, Tool
MoviesBlazing Saddles, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, Snatch
BooksAny book by Richard Feyman, Stephen King novels, the Redwall series
Heroes

Do not stand at my grave and weep;
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there. I did not die.



“I am going away with him to an unknown country where I shall have no past and no name, and where I shall be born again with a new face and an untried heart.”

--Sidonie Gabrielle Collette


In memory of Josh Horizon nee Joshua Wallis Horizon, beautiful soul and son of Kathleen Horizon, Linda Zekas and Jeff Zekas, brother of Noël Horizon, Joe Dawson, Sam Dawson and William Zekas. We shall love and remember you always!



     JOSHUA HORIZON's Details
Status:Single
Orientation:Straight
Hometown:Susanville/ Sacramento
Body type:6' 2"
Religion:Catholic
Zodiac Sign:Virgo
Children:Someday
Education:Some college
Occupation:student
Income:Less than $30,000

   JOSHUA HORIZON's Schools
Foothill High
Sacramento,California
Graduated: 2000
Student status: Alumni
Degree: High School Diploma
 

1996 to 2000



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Joshua Horizon was born 10 September 1982 in San Luis Obispo, California and died 20 April 2002 from injuries sustained in a motorbike accident on Auburn Folsom Road, in the mountains of rural Placer County. He was a student at American River College in East Sacramento and worked for The Gap in Citrus Heights and at MillGuard Windows.

Josh will be remembered for his beautiful smile and his ironic sense of humour. He loved the movie "Monty Python and the Holy Grail" and the films "Blazing Saddles" and "Snatch".

Joshua was athletic and lettered in wrestling at Foothill High School. He also was an accomplished snowboarder and inline skater. Josh enjoyed spending summers down at the Susan River with his dad and siblings, jumping from the second bridge and splashing his brothers Joe, Sam and William, and teasing his sister Noel.

He was also skilled at carving wood, and won two ribbons at the State Fair for his sculptures. He played clarinet, loved music (mainly Tool and Rammstein), and was always helping family and neighbours fix their motorcars (especially his dad, who can't even hold a spanner!).

When Josh wasn't installing an alternator or fixing a computer, he read constantly, his favorite authors being Brian Jacques ("Redwall"), Richard Feynman, and Stephen King.

At the memorial held Thursday 25 April 2002 over 370 friends and family recalled Joshua's love of family and love of the outdoors. He spent many hours tent camping with his mum and dad in Mendocino and Sonoma Counties; as a young adult, he camped at the lake with his best friends Mike H. and Tzonu Genov ("Bob") and long-time girlfriend Amanda Mitchell.

When Josh came home from college, the first thing he always did was hug and kiss his mum. And he never forgot, before hanging up on the phone, to say "I love you, Papa". Family and relationships always came first for him, and he came to work every day with a smile.

We will always love and cherish Joshua, and hold him dear to our hearts. We would like to thank all of our friends and neighbours for the flowers, cards, food and condolences we received during the weeks following Josh's passing.

We would also like to thank singer Kate Rusby for dedicating the song "Bold Riley" to Josh at her May 2002 concert in Chico, California. We miss you, our sweet, handsome son.

Godspeed, Joshua.

Who I'd like to meet:
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   JOSHUA HORIZON's Friend Space (Top 13)
JOSHUA HORIZON has 14 friends.
 Papa 


 Laume 


 Zekas 


 *Ky* 


 the Woo 


 Shananagins 


 Macy 


 Michael 


 ♣HIS BABYDOLL♣ 


 Ranger 


 Editor 


 Frank 


 ♥Kat♥ 





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Editor





Dec 5 2008 9:19 PM

He had a lot to say.
He had a lot of nothing to say.
We'll miss him.
We're gonna miss him

So long.
We wish you well.
You told us how you weren't afraid to die.
Well then, so long.
Don't cry.
Or feel too down.
Not all martyrs see divinity.
But at least you tried.

Standing above the crowd,
He had a voice that was strong and loud.
We'll miss him.
Ranting and pointing his finger
At everything but his heart.
We'll miss him.
We're gonna miss him

No way to recall
What it was that you had said to me,
Like I care at all.

But it was so loud.
You sure could yell.
You took a stand on every little thing
And so loud.

Standing above the crowd,
He had a voice so strong and loud and I
Swallowed his facade cuz I'm so
Eager to identify with
Someone above the ground,
Someone who seemed to feel the same,
Someone prepared to lead the way, with
Someone who would die for me.

Will you?
Will you now?
Would you die for me?
Don't you fucking lie.

Don't you step out of line.
Don't you fucking lie.

You've claimed all this time that you would die for me.
Why then are you so surprised when you hear your own eulogy?

You had a lot to say.
You had a lot of nothing to say.

Come down.
Get off your fucking cross.
We need the fucking space to nail the next fool martyr.

To ascend you must die.
You must be crucified
For your sins and your lies.
Goodbye...

(eulogy by tool)

===================
Papa





Sep 5 2008 11:17 PM

Five days until your birthday, I am thinking about you, Joshua... my baby... my son... Joe leaves for Iraq soon... my heart is heavy... miss you always, love, papa

*******
Shananagins





Apr 20 2008 8:43 PM

I miss you!!
♣HIS BABYDOLL♣





Mar 6 2008 10:25 PM

HEY BROTHER FROM ANOTHER MOTHER =0) JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT YOU CROSSED MY MIND TODAY. WE ALL LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH!
Frank





Jan 25 2008 8:47 PM

There is a silence now, beyond the fields

behind the boundary of firs

where the river shudders & smoothes

passed over by herons, troubled by fish


I thought I called your name

with each hard breath

I thought your steps, though you stumbled

would bring you home at last


The woods fill with shadows.

In town I can’t see the stars.

Is there something here still

something forgotten


what bright thing guides us

here where the world keeps ending


*************************
Papa





Nov 20 2007 6:00 PM

Hi Joshua, I was thinking of changing the song on your site... but, it sounds okay. What ever happened to Amanda? Does she ever visit here? love, papa
Editor





Oct 4 2007 12:24 AM

Summer has come and passed,
The innocent
can never last;
wake me up
when September ends.
Like my fathers,
come to pass,
seven years
has gone so fast;
wake me up
when September ends.
Here comes the rain again,
falling from the stars;
drenched in my pain again,
becoming who we are...
As my memory rests
but never forgets
what I lost
wake me up
when September ends.
Summer has come and passed,
the innocent
can never last;
wake me up
when September ends.
Ring out the bells again,
like we did
when spring began;
wake me up
when September ends...

--green day

******************
Shananagins





Sep 11 2007 3:23 AM

Happy Birthday Josh! I have been thinking about you all day, I miss you!! I still have the jellyfish beanie baby I gave you for your 17th birthday it makes me smile everytime I look at at it.
Papa





Sep 10 2007 7:21 PM

Happy Birthday, my dear, sweet son. love always, Papa
Editor





Aug 15 2007 9:13 PM

Speak to me in a language I can hear
Humour me before I have to go
Deep in thought I forgive everyone
As the cluttered streets greet me once again
I know I can't be late, supper's waiting on the table
Tomorrow's just an excuse away
So I pull my collar up and face the cold, on my own
The earth laughs beneath my heavy feet
At the blasphemy in my old jangly walk
Steeple guide me to my heart and home
The sun is out and up and down again
I know I'll make it, love can last forever
Graceful swans of never topple to the earth
And you can make it last, forever you
You can make it last, forever you
And for a moment I lose myself
Wrapped up in the pleasures of the world
I've journeyed here and there and back again
But in the same old haunts I still find my friends
Mysteries not ready to reveal
Sympathies I'm ready to return
I'll make the effort, love can last forever
Graceful swans of never topple to the earth
Tomorrow's just an excuse
And you can make it last, forever you
You can make it last, forever you

--"thirty-three" by the smashing pumpkins

======================
Papa





Aug 7 2007 7:08 PM

“After the first death, there is no other.” That doesn’t mean the ones that come after won’t break your heart. But it’s the first death that stamps your soul’s passport. Welcome, fellow traveller, to a different country, a place different than the one you woke up to this morning. The air is different here. So is the scenery. Your knees don’t work very well. In fact, you may well want to fall down upon them.

For a precious little while, you are allowed to be stunned into silence, or to shriek, or to talk, recounting stories of who he was, what he meant to you,and how it all came to an end. Tell those stories.

Some people may try to enforce “The Rules”: namely, “Enough of This Drama”. Ignore them. Besides, if you treat yourself gently, and take the time you need, you’ll hear the faint but steady voice of your own good sense. Play music you love. Sit in the sunshine (if you can find some). And if anyone offers you a hand, hold onto it. Let them feed the cats, too, because they want to be useful. If your good sense does not kick in on its own, help it along. Scramble some eggs. It will feel strange at first. But, if you pretend that scrambling eggs is normal, eventually, it WILL become normal. Soon, you can squeeze some orange juice, too.

For some of us, the stay i n this new country seems endless. But time passes, and the seasons change. And truly, would those we grieve for, want us to mope? Come with me, back into the world of the living. We’ll return to this other land, someday, all too soon. But, in the meantime, the garden needs weeding, and the bills need paying. Your other loved ones need you. And you, sweet friend, could use a shampoo. --larkin warren
♣HIS BABYDOLL♣





Jul 31 2007 5:31 PM

I JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU THAT YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS. ONE DAY I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN BUT UNTIL THEN WATCH OUT FOR ME UP THERE AND MAKE SURE I DONT DO ANYTHING STUPID. MUCH LOVE BIG GUY. WE MISS YOU SO MUCH.
Editor





Jul 24 2007 3:37 PM

Stay low
soft, dark, and dreamless
far beneath my nightmares and loneliness
I hate me
for breathing without you
I don't want to feel anymore for you

grieving for you
I'm not grieving for you
nothing real love can't undo
and though I may have lost my way
all paths lead straight to you

I long to be like you
lie cold in the ground like you

Halo
blinding wall between us
melt away and leave us alone again
humming, haunted somewhere out there
I believe our love can see us through in death

I long to be like you
lie cold in the ground like you
there's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you
I'm coming for you

You're not alone
no matter what they told you you're not alone
I'll be right beside you forevermore

I long to be like you,
lie cold in the ground like you did
there's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you
and as we lay in silent bliss
I know you remember me
I long to be like you
lie cold in the ground like you
there's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you
I'm coming for you
♣HIS BABYDOLL♣





Jun 10 2007 6:45 AM

everytime i look at your page i think of all the goofy times we all had together...you know i love you like a brother.... we all miss you big guy and we know you are looking down on us.
**JENN**JENN**





Apr 21 2007 1:58 AM

Thinking of you!
Papa





Apr 17 2007 7:24 PM

Tears, idle tears, I know not what they mean,
Tears from the depth of some divine despair
Rise in the heart, and gather to the eyes,
In looking on the happy autumn-fields,
And thinking of the days that are no more.

Fresh as the first beam glittering on a sail,
That brings our friends up from the underworld.
Sad as the last which reddens over one
That sinks with all we love below the verge;
So sad, so fresh, the days that are no more.

Ah, sad and strange as in dark summer dawns
The earliest pipe of half-awakened birds
To dying ears, when unto dying eyes
The casement slowly grows a glimmering square;
So sad, so strange, the days that are no more.

Dear as remembered kisses after death,
And sweet as those by hopeless fancy feigned
On lips that are for others; deep as love,
Deep as first love, and wild with all regret;
O Death in Life, the days that are no more!
Shananagins





Jan 13 2007 4:45 PM

I miss you... your my favorite "ex" boyfriend:)
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