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Writing, Poetry, Music, Singing, Parenting inspired and aware children, deep conversations, Conscious People, Theatre, laughing, walking, making profound discoveries, the transcendentalists, spirituality, reading, learning, growing.
Now why am I interested in Writing, Poetry, Music, Raising Consciousness, Spirituality, Learning and Growing?
Three names, especially.
Samuel
Emma
and Katherine.
If you want to love me, first you have to understand my deep love for my children.
“Singing is like praying twice”
The “Real” Maria Von Trapp
There is something sacred in experiencing the lush sweetness of a heart-filled voice traveling up and down a string of pearl-like-notes, simultaneously filling the body and being birthed from the body.
When we sing, we take the words and notes of a scribe and fill the words with our soul..
Maria Von Trapp got it right. Singing IS like praying twice.
It is like communion, it is like love-making, it is like a couple, dancing across the stage as they effortlessly connect on a soul level. Singing is like the delicate awakening of chiarascuoro of the heart.
Yes, “Singing is like praying twice.”
When we sing we breathe in, deeply – and when we are conscious singers – our breath is deliberate, treated with utmost care. What happens to your body when you take a deep breath?
It expands – it fills – it signifies plenty.
As the singer, you can do anything you want with your song – you can make it loud and intense or make your song small and equally intense.. You can make it more airy and filled with pockets of breath or you can fill it with your very essence so that its punch is more powerful than steel.
You may choose to sing-pray when you are delighted and you may choose to sing-pray when you are devastated. You may sing-pray as a beginning or invocation and you may sing-pray as a moment of closure or benediction.
I remember reading of famed opera singer Maria Callas who shared that we sing when words alone, without music, can’t communicate meaning adequately. It needs to be amplified – which is what happens when we sing-pray.
Yes, Yes, Yes.
“Singing is like praying twice”
I enjoy singing almost any sort of music - from campy musicals to classical music to the occasional country tune. I have been known to hang out at this eclectic hole-in-the-wall bar called "The Junction" where I sing rock-n-roll, lots of 80's music, sometimes country and once I even sang "Somewhere Over the Rainbow."
I don't like being put into a box in any category - too much like a coffin.
I publish two ezines and write tons of creative non fiction, mostly inthe area of personal development and spirituality. I also blog....
Don't even attempt to drag me out of The Theatre - at any given time, I will soon arrive at SOME theatre in Bakersfield - if I am especially blessed.
Katherine once said... it was several years ago... "You just have to admit it, Bakersfield is beautiful...." when I see photos like this one, I would have to agree...
My son, Samuel - that cutie in the Lightning McQueen shirt, has been diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome. He is going to be just fine, he IS just fine.
Just unique and quirky, like me.
'Tis the Season for that one!
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I love self portraits. Here are some recent ones I especially like.
So, that's it for the new things here. Just trying to stay even tempered and authentic, honest and fruitful. Even though my main computer just died.
My life goes on.
This makes me laugh so much!!

My life in a nutshell? Lately?
Sometimes it feels like I am at constant battle with circumstance.
This past year my brother died, My Mom was diagnosed with cancer (she is doing ok, now, thankfully) and then my son was diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome - not sure, actually, from my seat that it is Asperger's, but I do know it is something on the Autism Spectrum.
He went through hell last year in Kindergarten... smarter than anything so I didn't suspect a Developmental Disability... argh.. so now I am fighting for his education and have been homeschooling him for the past 83 days but who is counting?!
There were other losses along the way... but for now, I want to focus on what is working, what is right, what I want to create....
I want to do more poetry performance. Check out this photo of a recent performance at Burn the Witch... and thanks to my friend, Todd Powers for the photo...
I am not sure who took this one, but I love it!!
I want more space for my writing... both the process and the publishing...
and more time just hanging out with friends.
I want more time to snuggle...
I would like to meet people who understand this poem:
The sun is rising so clear today
A textbook beautiful
Technically adept sunrise
I wanted it to be a sloppy
A clanging “You must be joking!”
Cluttered sunrise today.
But sometimes we don’t get what
We think we want –
We think we want clanging chaos,
“More cacophony!” We shout, banging
Our chests like a confused Tarzan choir –
And what we receive instead is a
Quiet, hissing whisper, air releasing
Air filling… slowly… intentionally…
Ever-so-sure-and-deliberate
So we pause, shock denial anger back to
“a-ha” shock and step into the question
The curvy loop,
Itself a fascination…..
We, no… I…. miss so much through stubborn insistence
When the treasure waits, peacefully, gracefully
So I said “Good morning” aloud, across the miles
And pointed my heart towards you…….
I receive an internal snuggle in return
And I smiled
Inside
Out
My friend, Ginn Williams, has a book coming out - check out her links -
I am also happy whenever I meet open-minded, open-hearted souls who are artists-in-life.
Every day I meet Rainer Rilke, in his words. Listen now to some of them....
"Being an artist means: not numbering and counting, but ripening like a tree, which doesn't force its sap, and stands confidently in the storms of spring, not afraid that afterward summer may not come. It does come. But it comes only to those who are patient, who are there as if eternity lay before them, so unconcernedly silent and vast."
I would also like to meet subscribers for my ezines, including Daily Passion Activator.
Subscribe now, there is noo fee...
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May 26 2009 3:36 AM
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MAY ALL YOUR DREAMS BE YOUR LIFE.
May 19 2009 7:01 PM
A CALL TO ALL VISUAL ARTISTS IN BAKERSFIELD ... sculptors, photographers, painters, assemblage artists ... "Fields and Foreclosures" is for you!
ARTIST'S STATEMENTS AND PHOTOS DUE JUNE 5TH!
ARTWORK DROP IS JUNE 7, 8, 9!
CLICK THE PHOTO BELOW; it will take you straight to the BECA blog, where you can get all the details on how to write your artist's statement; you can get the full submission requirements; and there's even a show consignment form for you to download!
May 16 2009 11:14 AM
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May 9 2009 6:56 AM
The first picture is of me and Carlos Mencia, and the second as well. The third one is Johnny and June Cash's gravesite and the last one, I am performing with The Dempsey's from the movie Walk the Line with Joaquin Pheonix in Memphis, TN. Talk to you later!!
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Real Mothers don't eat quiche;
They don't have time to make it.
Real Mothers know that their kitchen utensils
Are probably in the sandbox.
Real Mothers often have sticky floors,
Filthy ovens and happy kids.
Real Mothers know that dried play dough
Doesn't come out of carpets.
Real Mothers don't want to know what
The vacuum just sucked up.
Real Mothers sometimes ask 'Why me?'
And get their answer when a little
Voice says, 'Because I love you best.'
Real Mothers know that a child's growth
Is not measured by height or years or grade...
It is marked by the progression of Mommy to Mom to Mother...
The Images of Mother
4 YEARS OF AGE - My Mommy can do anything!
8 YEARS OF AGE - My Mom knows a lot! A whole lot!
12 YEARS OF AGE - My Mother doesn't really know quite everything.
14 YEARS OF AGE - Naturally, Mother doesn't know that, either.
16 YEARS OF AGE - Mother? She's hopelessly old-fashioned.
18 YEARS OF AGE - That old woman? She's way out of date!
25 YEARS OF AGE - Well, she might know a little bit a bout it!
35 YEARS OF AGE - Before we decide, let's get Mom's opinion.
45 YEARS OF AGE - Wonder what Mom would have thought about it?
65 YEARS OF AGE - Wish I could talk it over with Mom.
The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure she carries, or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes,
Because that is the doorway to her heart,
The place where love resides.
The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole,
But true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul.
It is the caring that she lovingly gives, the passion that she
Shows, and the beauty of a woman with passing years only grows!
Plea se send this to 5 Moms today.
If you don't, nothing bad will happen,
But if you do, something good
Will:
You'll boost a Mother's spirits
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more of my Shaman Strings music is at
http://www.myspace.com/ShamanStrings ...
for our journey, Scot Aaron
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Apr 17 2009 8:56 AM
How goes it? The drop is May 3rd-6th (1--5pm). I look forward to seeing/reading your work. Thanks.
Apr 12 2009 4:34 PM
Here is my new Shaman Strings video 'holding the breath.'
if you like this new music, download songs at
http://www.myspace.com/ShamanStrings
Apr 12 2009 5:00 AM