....tattoos loud music art for the sake of art not sleeping inflicting pain receiving pain anything involving needles and pain, really disturbing porn i mean really sick shit driving way too fast sleeping on bathroom floors inciting riots drinking entirely too much coffee perfecting the art of misanthropy proving to religious nut jobs that they're nuts generally being better than you. because that's what i do.
Музыка
......metal.
Фильмы
....Fight Club. Fear & Loathing. Saw trilogy. I dunno, i don't watch t.v. at all anymore.....not even dvds.
ТВ
.....will rot your brain.
Книги
....Chuck Palahniuk, Nietzsche, Douglas Adams, 'Lords of Chaos', Franz Kafka, Kurt Vonnegut, Anton LaVey, Henry Rollins, Hunter S. Thompson, Dalton Trumbo, 'The Heroin Diaries', William Burroughs, Stephen King (mainstream, I know, but 'The Stand' and the 'Dark Tower' were fucking amazing), other obscure things you've never heard of.....
Кумиры
...."All my heroes, they let me down. And I'm not the same no more.....when I said I prayed I'd die before you.....I MEANT 'in front of...'" Horror Pictures at satanspace.com
О себе: "If I let you, you would make me destroy myself, in order to survive you, I must first survive myself. I can sink no further and I cannot forgive you. There's no choice but to confront you, to engage you, to erase you. I've gone to great lengths to expand my threshold for pain. I'll use my mistakes against you. There's no other choice. Shameless now, nameless now. Nothing now, no one now."-Rollins
"Violent and proud. My disillusion is an epidemic...."-F.R.
"I feel better with the medicine, but it won't make me well again"-Solumun Grundy
"On a long enough timeline, the survival rate for everyone drops to zero" -Chuck P.
So, anything you do, you better do it with everything you've fucking got.... Like it's the last thing you'll ever do. I mean, fuck, anything worth doing is worth overdoing. I thrive on pain and hurt and anger. I'm a tattoo artist. I enjoy creating beautiful (or ugly, evil, and wicked) things through pain. Music is my lifeblood. I'm primarily a drummer. There is no better outlet for anger than absolutley pummeling things. I'm currently playing with a BADASS band called Solumun Grundy. We're a three piece.....and you'll be amazed at the sounds the three of us can make. You can also hear my drumming on the denythefallout. and DivineBlackenPath tracks on my player. I also play guitar and bass, mostly for songwriting purposes I'm cynical. I'm bitter. I genuinley believe that if you love some thing, you should set it free. Just don't be surprised if it comes back with herpes. "Fuck" is my favorite word in the entire english language. I'm too sarcastic for your own good. I'm the fucking poster child for self-destruction. I'll fix anything with duct tape and a hammer. Anything. Tattooed, gothic, strung out looking women are my biggest weakness. Although, to quote Nikki Sixx: "chicks = trouble". I've proved the theory that marijuana tastes better when traveling over 150 mph. More than once. I generaly make horrible descions in any given situation. I am an ex-heroin addict. I'm writing a book about the time i spent as a junkie. Check out my "Dope Fiend Chronicles" blogs..... They are part of what's going into the book. I'm a fucking deviant freak, and i make no excuses about it. I have no need to. I do not righteously give a flying blue FUCK what you think of me. I'm a nihilist. With overtones of the thoeries of LaVey Satanism. I'm a nomad. I'll pick up and move 2000 miles away on a day's notice. Where ever i lay my head is home.
I'm
fucking impatient. I don't eat enough. I don't sleep enough. And when I do, all too often it's on someone else's bathroom floor. I smoke waaay too much. I don't eat anything that didn't have parents. I'm kind of anti-social. Sometimes even shy. Or maybe it's just that I view misanthropy as an art form. I'm actually deeper than I look, if you take the time to scratch beneath the surface.
"Hate burns inside me. No strength in numbers. My guilt means nothing, but it drags me under."
people who don't make my head hurt while talking to them. other artists. sadists. masochists. crooked pharmacists. drunx, junx, and gutterpunx. anyone i can learn something useful from. anyone with the strength to really be themselves, and willing victims. well....just victims in general, i guess.
One of my favorite albums of all time i honestly dont think any other vocalist could compare... whats good justin where are you living now? are you still working at a shop?
watching SVU...too bad it's the episode that starts with a junkie shooting up in the car....spoon pour lighter cotton pull tourniquet main line...my mom was like "what was that it looked like a ball of something is that what heroin looks like" (talking about the cotton)...haha...the rig was full of amber-colored goodness...damn did i not need to see that right now...fuck
"sick of being sick and tired. sick of understanding. tired of feeling sick to my stomach. demons inside command me. they're saying crush it break it smash it fucking kill em all laugh as it falls away. i won't dodge another silver bullet just to save a little face...how many people really care? how many will be standing?..." fuck this fucking family bullshit...
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