Justmemyownself

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NO ONE falls in love by choice, it is by CHANCE. NO ONE stays in love by chance, it is by WORK. And NO ONE falls out of love by chance, it is by CHOICE

  • Justmemyownself

  • 40 / Female
  • The Palm Springs of....., Washington, US
  • Last Login: 11/24/2009

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Interests

  • General

    “One of the greatest discoveries a man makes, one of his greatest surprises, is to find he can do what he was afraid he couldn't”



  • Music

    All of it... okay... not "music" that sounds like angry noise. But all the rest of it is good.
  • Movies

    The Princess Bride, 50 First Dates, Anything James Bond. True Romance. The Fountain. I like scary, funny, mushy, and those weird ones that make you think.....
  • Television

    We don't have TV. If we did have TV, I would watch Hero's religiously and Chuck, Heroes, My Own Worst Enemy, and House, and Football.
  • Books

    I have currently started reading The Wheel Of Time Series... it's some pretty good stuff. I also love Terry Pratchet. My favorite book of all time though, is Imagica by Clive Barker.... it's not even close to what you think.
  • Heroes

    My father. My Daughter My son.... whether he thinks so or not.

    Campaign to return kidnapped minor Sean Goldman to the United States - BringSeanHome.org


    Flashes of my life:



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Truth Box

Details

  • Status: Single
  • Here for: Networking, Friends
  • Hometown: Is that where you live or where you are from?
  • Orientation: Straight
  • Body type: 5' 8" / Average
  • Ethnicity: White / Caucasian
  • Religion: Christian - other
  • Zodiac Sign: Pisces
  • Children: Proud parent
  • Smoke: No
  • Education: Grad / professional school
  • Occupation: Undecided
  • Income: $30,000 to $45,000

Status and Mood

  • Justmemyownself feels floaty and nauseous...... again......
    Mood: lethargic lethargic
    Posted 15 hours ago from Mobile
  • Justmemyownself Sometimes.... I catch a whiff of you..... and I miss you... for just a little while.
    Posted at 12:34 AM Nov 22
  • Justmemyownself just had lunch alone. what an upplifting experience.
    Mood: weird weird
    Posted at 8:30 PM Nov 19 from Mobile
  • Justmemyownself is having trouble keepin on keepin on this morning..........
    Mood: depressed depressed
    Posted at 3:58 PM Nov 18 from Mobile
  • Justmemyownself why did you have to go and ruin everything by saying the "L" word?
    Mood: rushed rushed
    Posted at 8:12 AM Nov 17 from Mobile

Blurbs

About me:

I am water. Lucid, calm, life giving. Swim in my waters, I embrace you. When your storm crosses over me, I remain lucid and calm beneath the surface. You cannot own me. You cannot control me. For I always always, escape you into the sky, only to rain back down upon you. Your disturbance is erased the moment you pass through me.

I am water. I am Lucid. I am calm. I am life.



I blog the things that are in my head. The person that you find here is the person that I truly am. Ask anyone that knows me... which would be over half the people on my friends list. I do not lie. I do not steal. I don't care about "stuff" and I'm not all about money. I care only to love and be loved. There are people that would lie about me to make themselves look better. I leave these people sad and huddled behind me. Because the eyes of truth always shine through in the end. I know who I am. I know what I am.... and I am proud that my higher power chose to make me this person. Those that I chose to love, I love with my entire being. Those that love me, would say that some of those people did not deserve me. I pray that those who took my love for granted learned a valuable life lesson when we parted ways... and that they carry it into their future. I pray that it makes them a better person.

“The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes "Awww!” ~Jack Kerouac



The most honorable thing a man can do is give everything that he is to the woman who loves him beyond comprehension......


Who I'd like to meet:

Mohandas Karamchand Gandhi, Mother Theresa, God, Buddha, Nelson Mandela, Deepak Chopra, Stuart Leslie Goddard, and everyone else along the way.

Comments

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  • Nov 22 2009 2:59 AM

    Thanks mom, you're a big help.
  • Nov 20 2009 7:03 PM

    Hey girl, Hope all is well with you... Hope you have a great weekend. I know things haven't been easy but stay strong girl..  Hugs
  • Nov 19 2009 2:07 AM

    Well mom, I just don't know. I mean, he gave me a ring..and it was more than I expected from him and now he's gone.
  • Nov 18 2009 11:57 PM

  • Nov 17 2009 8:45 AM

    Take care of yourself.

    You are doing GREAT!!

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  • Nov 14 2009 9:52 PM

    I miss you, Hugs!
  • Nov 10 2009 11:22 PM

    Yea. Thanks mom. I guess I'll give that a try and keep a positive attitude. I know it hurts to see me sad. I've heard that a lot but it's not always easy to smile at life and pretend nothings wrong. It gets hard and lifes just not a joy ride but then again I guess nothing is right?

    Mom,
    what do I do if the guy I was so deeply inloe with just all of a sudden ignores me and just doesn't want me anymore and all he said last was let's take a break? I don't know what to do and crying about it is what I find myself doing at random moments..

    Thanks for your help.
  • Nov 10 2009 7:23 AM


    Just keep smiling and everyone will wonder what you are up to!!  :-)

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  • Nov 10 2009 2:09 AM


     

  • Nov 9 2009 6:49 PM

    Ok sister just remember you asked for it  when your all like that big meany member i like pushy the button
  • Nov 9 2009 12:39 PM

    I know mom. -sigh- things have just been rough these past two months. I was venting and showing my true feelings while writing it. It didn't make me feel better though. My whole life I've been caring of other people and caring of what they thought but I just gave up. I'm sorry :/ I love you mom.
  • Nov 9 2009 5:46 AM

    Hugs hon!

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  • Nov 8 2009 9:59 PM

  • Nov 8 2009 12:23 AM

    I Should'a dressed up as a little boy omg that'd be so hilarious!
  • Nov 7 2009 6:11 PM

    "ya' done good"....much love....
     


     

  • Nov 5 2009 6:17 PM


     

    "I got two hands, but you might need a pro for that"...
    I'm a rank amatuer unless you want to experiment.....
    "you might 'kill' me then".....
    some folks showed me some tricks....
    but, I come no where close.....
    being honest I am....
    now, I need to get just a bit closer....
    "How is that side of the country?"
  • Nov 5 2009 6:07 PM


     

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  • Nov 5 2009 8:50 AM


    YOU are ready for a brighter day!!!

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  • Nov 4 2009 4:41 PM


    Have a beautiful Wednesday!!

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  • Nov 4 2009 12:54 AM

    I miss you too..

    Did you look for a Job today?
    I don't want to be in Yakima.
  • Nov 3 2009 7:30 AM

    Mmmm, strawberry. One of my favorites!
  • Nov 2 2009 8:44 PM

    I love you! It's not that I don't want to live with you mom. It's just I don't want to live in Yakima.
    I hate it there.

    I love love love love you(:
    I'm not going to move in. I would miss you WAY to much.

    Daniel said I could.. but I would miss you.
    Even if I could drive to see you like every weekend.
    I would still miss you on like mondays.
    And tuesdays.
    and Wensdays.
    And Thursdays.
    Oh and Fridays.
  • Nov 2 2009 7:17 AM

    Thank you ma'am, your are pretty much "teh l33t hotness" yo sef. And, you know I did live in Yakima for quite a little while right? The Union Gap Police department is one of my former employers.
  • Oct 31 2009 5:59 PM

  • Oct 31 2009 5:37 PM

    BOO! 
    Have an amazing haunted halloween!!

    Hugs hon!

    XOXOXOXO,

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