hihihihihiiii its soooo hot here im eating ice cream all day xD been working like 25hours in 2 days now im relaxing my feet :D how are u??? MERRY CHRISTMASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hahah you are that excited??! That's Great!!! :D you should be tekko's gonna be so much fun this year ^.^
Ohhh nice paycheck! $$$ <3 hahah About school? I didn't start just yet, i start Feb. 1st. Hopefully anyways,, my mom still like: "Are you sure you wanna do this?" "You sure about this course..maybe wait more..?" "You should think about it more" XD Abit frustrating, but im prolly gonna just end up doing it anyways [:
Ah i wanna see Fantastic Mr. fox tooooo!! and Avatar!! everyone's telling me to go see it ~ So hows you school year going?? anything knew about your ideas for college? - <3
Yeah xDD Only problem is I know she is on my facebook somewhereee Since she was telling my boyfriend I dont love him and information from my FB==;;;;;;; On facebook I have A LOT of added people x-x;;;;; I won't be able to find her in that, Dx;; AHH~ SO IRRITATING~~~ I know she lives in NewJersey now, so I need to keep watch of people from NewJersey ==;;
YEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS OMFGG xDD I CANT WAAAAIT LAPTOP I WAAAAAAAANT xDD!
ahaha, it shows, you got this sweet vibe thing goin' on ;)♥ Is your real name personal? >//>
Photography? That sounds really exciting, artsy xD What kinda photo things do you do? lol, actully alot of people are like that. durning the summer I stay home ALL the time but I just love out doors in the winter :D and for some reason I get restless aswell. oh? a dorm? thats exciting, I guess its gonna be a HUGE change for you? I think, it will be a nice change though...? Im gonna apply to work at starbucks, while I deside what I wanna go to college for, im thinking to be some sorta really awesome chef xDD P.s. Dont be nervous, I can tell, your awesome <3
We've been going out about three or four months, I'll have to ask him. We actully are both rebounds.. but I think the fact that I met him right after breaking up with a jackass was good <3 He treats me really good, He tries his best to make me happy too. Like I told him I needed more attention from him.. I know whiny~ish but I felt I needed to be open with him.. And he tried but he gave me the wrong kinda attention.. maybe I am just execpting to much. But no matter what we go throw I always feel his love and I hope he can feel mine, like I believe we are soul mates, ive known it since I first spoke to him... well like the second-third time I spoke to him.. The first time I was just REALLY atrracted to him x///x we desided not to move into together but to stay in a house together for alittle while and then if it works to move into together :D I think.... we both love eachother anough to give one another up if need be.. but I also think we love eachother anough.....that we wont have to give eachother up :')
Long distance is no fun but if you love eachother, it will be worth it. I understand how not wanting to lose a friendship can be a big thing in not starting a relationship but what you could gain is much more than a friendship... ahh~ I honestly feel for your situtation...
YEESS trueee XD Need to cheerup~ haha Yeah I feel a lot better nowww. Sometimes I have a feeling I wanna go back, but need to ignore, breaking up is for the better, and I think for both of uss. He doesn't seem to wanna talk to me anymore. xD;;;;; I feel badd
buuut need to move on~ xD
YEEESH TRUE. xD
OMFG SO LUCCKYY D: Tamagotchi? XDDD WUAAH~ SO COOL~
woo~ thank-you. One person down, the world to go xD Actully, I have like 4 people who now only call me "sawa" which I find sweet of them :D Your on my sweet list now <3
I was sneezing and talking about myself in the thrid person xD It just felt so right :) lol. Oh, I was saying it wrong x.x I said it like "key-i" I dunno why.. I should probably go back to school >//> Its actully cooler your way <3 so where did you come up with "kei"?
College! eeek, I am not even there yet... hard eh? whacha studying for? o.o Yes, x-mas has me pretty busy too. Hopefully all the rush will pay off :D If not, theres still next year ;)
Well, I think the bottom line is.. I over think everything he says and he under thinks everything I say.. Which is stressful for both of us. We do really love eachother and I hope we last forever, but god, we really get at eachother sometimes. We actully broke up the other day, I cried and slept for like two days.. and then I told him I missed him.. and then he asked me to be his gf again :'D Were crazy, we hurt eachother with are love :/ its complicated. Were moving in together in march D: Im scared and excited <3 we both need to grow up alittle more.. but.. I hate being without him.. so. woo~ Basically, right now were doing well. :)
What about you? whats your relationship problem? ;x;
Aww >< that sucks D: Yeah >< Really hard to delete the stuff Yesterday I was sorting out my pictures on my computer And I found a video. I CRRRIEEED watching it. Dx
It was a video saying "HIII~ YUTAA~~ I hope you cheerup soon I know things are not really going the way you waant to, but you need to stay happy for me! make sure you eat everyday [he wasn't eating -_-;] and make sure you get lots of rest, um~ Not much else to say but I lovelovelove youuu~!" I CRRRRRIEEEEEEEEEEEEEED Dx I never even showed him ; _ ; kjasgfkajgfkja Because that was like just before all the dramaaa Dx
YEEP~ :D I better get one haha Not sure what type I might get stuck with though. ; - ; Might get a cheap $500-%600 one LOL ; ___ ;
LOLLL Yeeep Broke up with my bf~ xD Still wondering if I should delete everything on my other myspace... I tried to get around to doing it last night but I ended up crying. Dx;;
Awww that sucks D: That happened to me once with a album LOLLL
Omg lucky >< haha I've wanted a laptop for awhile And since my computer is acting weird, best to get a new computer fast. xD;;
LOLLLL Well that isn't the only reaaason xDD Also a stalker, they are making fake profiles and messaging mee, might also be added on my other myspace, and sending messages to friends to make them mad at me Like SUPER STALKER = A=
HAHAHA TUMBLR = <3333 Aww xDD Luckyy I wish I could go xmas shopping but I have no money ; _ ; I wanna laptoppp this yeaaarr~ LOLL
YESH! YOU!! hehe! You are gorgeous ♥ *^* Aww, well, I hope that this weekend works out for you! :D Its the Holiday season so I'm sure everything will workout nicely, since everything just seems to go nicely for me during the holidays (maybe I'm just weird? haha!) I'm so ecstatic for christmas, what about you? I hope you have a wonderful day! ♪ xoxo
LOLLL incase I want to delete my myspace after I finally breakup ; A ; RELATIONSHIP STRESS = ljsgfkajgskfjasgfjkagkfjag Dx I need to get out of the relationship I'm in ; _ ; kgjafkjagkfjgaj I think using my other myspace will be depressing if I breakup = A =; But I really can't stand him = A =;; omfg so much drama LOLL
ANYWAAYY~ LONG-ISH TIME NO TALKKK~ HOW HAVE YOU BEEEN? :D
