K Poole

About me:

I have come to some major conclusions about myself. I'm an idiot when it comes to being in love, thinking that things are possible when all the signs point to the fact that I'm being lied to, yet I still want to believe in the inherent goodness of people & to truly believe in someone (Dustin, if you only knew what that took out of me!) & I damn sure can't seem to find the person that I'm meant to be with. I keep getting hurt because as my Mother & Aunt Ruth use to say I tend to use the "Little Head" & not the "Big Head"! At least there are people who seem to care. Thanks to Melissa, Steph, Debbie, Randy, Devan, Roxy,{They're the Huddle House Gang, & you won't find a better bunch of people!}, Branden, Eric, Jon, Joe,& Chris of Chaos, along with Ash, Cher, Mariah, Jennifer, Billiam, Luis, Shecausa Ruckus, & Rowdy Binks. You people are absolutely the BEST!!! I'm a loyal friend to those that I trust (Which here lately is getting to be a much shorter list!), even though most of them have no idea what I'm really all about. I seem to be very good at putting on a wonderful charade that everything is just great (you wouldn't believe what I've had to endure over the last 6 months!), when in actuality it's going to Hell in a Handbag for me, like right now (Will I ever stop crying? Will this godawful pain ever go away!). Life is for living, so I want to enjoy it from now on. Just wish I could find some really good drugs to eliminate the pain! I try to make everyone else happy, or at least feel better about themselves, without a care to my own well-being. It usually gets me through the rough times, but at this particular time, it's just not working for me. I've lost my home & my job, & prospects are looking bleak at best! Fortunately, I'm quite healthy, & for the most part, I love life. I have been blessed by God for allowing me to overcome the obstacles that Life has placed before me. Believe me. I would not wish my current circumstance upon anyone, even that idiotic dimwitted goat-brained neanderthal demon spawn of Hell that is my ex (Griff Griffey, for those that want to know who the Hell to avoid at all cost in LIFE!) or Dustin Smith, who has proven to be the world's biggest gameplayer/liar!!! I'm finally getting a handle on it all. Just wish I weren't so slow on the upswing of things. I continue to work on improving myself, & finally I figured out that I need to grow up, take responsibility (Egads! Did I just say that?!?), & stop expecting others to always meet my expectations. Just doesn't work that way. I lost 69 pounds, I started school again, & I'm really looking forward to it, although it has been a while since I were a student. Still hate algebra!!! I'll figure out something. Maybe I can convince President Obama to add a few more hours to the days, & tell him it's so we can hunt down jobs that actually pay a decent wage. Hey, it's the only time he never gets any arguments from both houses. Now if I can just find the right person to share all the special aspects of my life. There's someone that stands a chance of being what I need, but I'm still afraid to take a damn chance, because I damn sure don't want to go through the pain (Not to mention the expense!) of finding out it's all wrong!Oh well, I keep looking. Who knows, maybe I'll find them through this particular method, or maybe I'll just stay single! Either way, I intend to have fun, & I do hope that others will join me!!! I have now lost faith in "Church", but I will always maintain my faith in God!!!

Framing Hanley - Lollipop (Cover Remix)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uF1fVmpO5JU

HH Gang in "action"

Something tells me I really do need to get a life!!!