~**~Kay~**~

About me:

IF YOU CAN'T HANDLE ME AT MY WORST...THEN YOU DONT DESERVE ME AT MY BEST!!!!!!!!!


..The Girl Behind The Pictures..

Im ...Just Anotha Butterfly Floating Around In This Chaotic Void... I've realized just in the past year that life can change dramatically right before your eyes. Everything happens for a reason, so live every moment to the fullest, trust your gut feelings, and don't stress the small stuff. Things will always fall into place.Most of you don't PERSONALLY know me.. so I'm gonna give you an idea of who I am and where I'm at in my mind right now. I'm breaking free of the chains that had my soul for a while, and I'm writing about it.A year ago I was a different person.. in fact everyday I come to more and more realizations and epiphanies.. so I suppose I change everyday. But it feels right.. once I realized that I was free to make life what I wanted, the way I see EVERYTHING has changed. Basically, I went from thinking life would never stop being painful.. to appreciating the struggle and pain. I know at this point my childhood is over, and everything in the past is imprinted in my heart forever. The good and the ugly. But it's okay, because it didn't kill me.. I'm still here.. I don't know when I'll be gone, but I cherish every breath I take. You don't know what you have until it's gone. There is no changing until you've suffered. The strong survive. The weak fall away into the endless cycle of pain. I get it, I fucking get it now. I'm extremely happy to say that I won't be held back by anything, or anyone ever again. It's actually fucking life changing. I've healed and I've blossomed.. I'll face the challenges head on, no fear and no bullshitting. I'm alive, and I'm free.. and now it feels so good to step outside and appreciate the sky I'm so lucky to see everyday I wake up. And my fucking awesome family, nothing makes me happier. So basically, most of you are probably confused about wtf I'm talking about. But those that know ME, know what I'm talking about in some way.. I'm truely happy.. and more passionate than ever.. BUT if you fuck with my friends or family, game over. :] So the moral of the story is,Kaydence grew up, and she knows what she wants. I do what I want, say what I want, and I keep striving everyday for my life to be what it is meant to be.. fucking awesome. No matter the obstacle.


"If by chance we meet, it's beautiful".