I've been through a lot in my life. And unfortunately I still am going through a lot.
I'm trying to get through college and keep my head above water. Thank god I love school.
There are quite a few people who would love nothing more then to see me fail. It's those people that make me fight harder.
I strongly believe in Karma. And while it angers me that I can't do more against some of the people that have hurt me, I know that all they have done will catch up with them someday. While I sleep good at night knowing I did the right thing, they can't. And that's their problem.
I'm not exactly sure what I want out of life right now. But I definitely want to help people, and hopefully stop all the things that I have been through from happening again to anyone else.
I will never lie. If I am asked something and I feel the answer will hurt someone's feelings, then I think of a way to break it to them easier. But I will still tell them the truth, because in the end - that's all that matters.
I've sworn off guys. I've hated them. I've not trusted them. And I've realized that it isn't right. I no longer hate them (unless they truly are jerks!). I will not date and/or be close friends with anyone older then myself though.
I have extreme trust issues. Which has lead me to having no close friends. I am on a mission to change that though
I have questioned what I am living for - more than once. And I have finally figured it out - I am living to prove to all the people that don't want me to be, that they can't stop me.
I lost my job and despite the fact that I was a gud worker,they didnt hire me back because they found somebody that was more qualified,and the deal was I had got laid off and they interviewed me for another posistion.So since they wana pull that bullshit,after 2 year of busting my ass for thore fukholes,I filed a complaint with the regional office
so i swear i saw you at walmart the other day... or your twin! either way im thinkin about you and i would love to maybe see ya sometime if your still up at tc3 i go up there sometime for tutoring with my online class and i gotta head up there to meet with my advisor... hit me up so maybe i can stop to see ya and catch up!!!? STAY BEAUTIFUL
im doing really good! i hear you go to tc3 soo do i but i my last class is online then im done with my two year... i work and live in cortland! i cant believe i havent seen you at all... i can honestly say i miss you and you were like my best friend growing up! ahhh tell me tons of intresting stuff
lol that's okay. She is currently in the process of moving, so when she settles in we'll shoot for another date. Of course you can do one for me anytime you like ^_^ How's life? I got a new cell phone today, I'm going to text everyone my number later, considering it's 1am right now lol
I talked to her. She's on pretty much everyday. If you want to try for tomorrow that would be fine. I probably won't be on until 4pmish. We can use yahoo or my chat room, which ever is most convenient for you. Matt says he's not giving my phone back tomorrow, so try texting me if you want.
awwwww i will always luv u my kaysidoo!! i can never forget ur birthday - i saw u being brought into the world - and that meant the world to me!! and it made my day that i made ur day :) & ur looking more beautiful as the years go by.
also, i am living back upstate again - only an hour and a half away - i may be visiting cortland in the next 2 weeks - maybe we can get together then? i hope so :)
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