JEsSikA™
JeSs IKa
JeSs IKa I end up trapped behind words with secret meanings, so I'm waiting for the day when you ask me what I truly meant.

Donna
19 anni
CHESHIRE, Connecticut
Stati Uniti



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Stato:Single
Cerco:Amici
Orientamento:Incerto/a
Corporatura:166cm / Abbondante
Etnia:Bianca/caucasica
Religione:Ateismo
Segno zodiacale:Scorpione
Fumo/alcool:No / Sì
Figli:Un giorno
Istruzione:Scuola superiore



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1 It's funny how quickly people change. One minute, you're the best of friends. The next minute, you don't exist to them.

2 I know I'm not easy to understand. I know I keep a lot inside, and I know I'm not the easiest person to read. But thats okay you know, because even though theres a lot about me you'll never know. There's a lot of more of me you can learn to love.

3 I'd prefer to be remembered as a smiling face, Not this fucking wreck that's taken its place.

4 i hate my daily routine: putting on make up, wearing uncomfortable clothes, going out to the world to let people think what they see is me. i want to look in the mirror with no makeup on or cute clothes and hear someone say they think im b e a u t i f u l

5 Eventually everything falls into place. until then--laugh at the confusion. live for the moment and remember that everything happens for a reason.

6 maybe some people aren't meant to be in our lives forever. maybe some are just passing through to teach us a lesson.

7 take a look at what you have think of all you did to get it remember it only takes one second to lose.

8 we don't like what we don't understand. in fact, it scares us.

9 friendship is as delicate as a glass once broken it can be fixed but there will always be cracks.

10 the problem with guys: they make you believe they love you when they don't. the problem with girls: they make you believe they don't love you when they do.

11 I make mistakes. I have regrets. I hate being alone. I'm always late. I hate school. I don't like being wrong. I'm a huge procrastinator. I hate being ignored. I cry. I'm shy. I have enemies. I can't sing. I laugh way too loud. I can't look anyone in the eye. Many things just seem to get to me. I'm not perfect.

12 friendship means understanding, not agreement. it means forgiveness, not forgetting. it means the memories last, even if contact is lost.

13 me & her, we’ve been through it all from our dilemmas big & small. no matter what happens you’re my best friend because nothing & no one could make our friendship end.

14 my heart is yours to fill or burst to break or bury or wear as jewelery whichever you prefer.

15 I'm not wishing terrible things on you. I hope you stay safe,
and I hope that the people you are with care about you. I want
you to be happy, and I want you to be doing what you 
love. but I'd like you to never forget me.

16 You may see me struggle, but you will never see me fall.

17 Sometimes I feel like I’m wasting all my time waiting for my life to start. I’d rather trip and fall then never try. I don’t want to waste another day while the world goes by. I wanna live it, I wanna breathe it, I wanna feel it for myself.

18 I know how it feels to be on the edge of your bed. Your head buried between you hands, wishing everything would end

19 I have all these feelings, these weird feelings, And I've had this burning desire to express them, But I can't. I just can't. And these feelings, they're trapped. They're like stuck in my heart, and I just feel so lonely.

20 And I wonder if I'm the only one who feels this way. Lost, confused, heart-broken, and insecure. I look around at everyone in the halls and they all seem so... Okay, alright, happy even. I wonder if they're all using fake smiles. Maybe high school is one big soap opera, and all the students are actors.

22 I've changed so much lately. Every single day I wake up different. I feel like I'm fading with each step. All everyone else sees are smiles. They say I'm doing much better. I know I'm doing much worse.

23 I've learned that things change and people change. It doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that accepting that some things just aren't meant to be.

24 Crushed but still living, ignored but still dreaming, hated but still loving, broken but still breathing, tired but still trying, hurt but still just won't give up

25 There are these two sides of me constantly at war. One side wants to be happy and loving while the other wants to curl up and die. And they push each other and shove each other tearing me apart inside and the sad part is no one will ever win.

26 Friends have their fights. Sometimes don..t talk for days, weeks, months or even years. During those times they say things they don..t mean, & lose trust by the second. For a while, they hate each other. But before you know it, someone has the strength & dignity to apologize. Before you know it, no matter how long it has been, you..re talking on the phone. First time in almost a year.. it..s not even weird, it actually feels like you pick up right where you left off. & it feels good, like a part of you is put back, a part that..s been lost for a long time

i'm Jessika. i can be a bitch. and i am most of the time. i speak my mind and most people don't like it but if they can't handle it their not worth my time. sometimes i say FUCK THE WORLD. sometimes i love everyone. i'm addicted to diet pepsi. my family means everything to me and i constantly hurt them. music=life. most people don't understand me. i like being alone. i hate the way i look even though people say i'm pretty. i can be crazy at times. i like to spray myself with various perfumes. i hate talking on the phone even though i couldn't live without my cell phone. i hate drama and try to avoid it at any cost. I have a disability called Spina Bifida. If you don't know what it is, google it. I only ask one thing of people. Don't pity me. it's fucking annoying. I'm pretty laid back and don't worry about too much. I love taking long bubble baths. ;) I like to meet new people and get to know them, I'm real friendly. I have two tattoos, each one on both of my forearms and I'm planning on more. I'm a lover, not a fighter. I always make a wish at 11:11. I hate the sound of motorcycles. My biggest fear in life is that i'll never find anyone to spend the rest of my life with. I'm very outspoken which a good thing most of the time. Not alot of people understand me but it doesn't bother me.


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11.set.2009 22:52


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09.set.2009 20:53


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14.ago.2009 20:21

Yea im gd but the kids really needed to nap. There was no way I was going to be able to do everything that day. So when we come over it has to be the only thing I plan  I saw u babysat Meghan again
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13.ago.2009 01:57

Wow its because schools are broke so they need the parents to supply the shit for them
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Brianne C. Papa



27.lug.2009 17:42

the mom in law has a pool
DAHNA

DAHNA



27.lug.2009 17:42

Told you I was gonna send the storms your way. Well, maybe it will cool things off for ya
DAHNA

DAHNA



26.lug.2009 21:45

THANKS, JESS. IT'S RAINING CATS & DOGS, WITH SOME THUNDER & LIGHTNING THROWN IN. I'LL SEND SOME YOUR WAY. HA HA

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25.lug.2009 01:40

So why did you have to babysit meghan yesterday?
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Brianne C. Papa



21.lug.2009 15:30

ill have to let u know. ants cousin is coming in from washington on friday. he is staying at our place for the week so i gotta make sure everything is all ready

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16.lug.2009 12:32



they were pretty funny
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09.lug.2009 00:48

DAddY YANkEE yO!*

lOl WhEN wE ChilliN???
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30.gio.2009 15:22


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03.lug.2009 13:54


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22.gio.2009 15:38





I had these made just for u!!
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20.gio.2009 15:54


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29.mag.2009 12:53

no im not having the baby yet....i was havin contractions but it wasnt doing anything to my body. im not even 1CM and i have to get to 5CM before i even go into the hospital...then 10CM till the babay comes....contractions are gone now. so still a few weeks till the baby comes....oh well. trust you'll know when she's on her way!
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28.mag.2009 21:56


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25.mag.2009 14:07


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19.mag.2009 17:25

haha...your welcome
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18.mag.2009 00:27




HAHAHAHA!
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14.mag.2009 15:01


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14.mag.2009 03:41


Jen

Jen



03.mag.2009 20:07

SOOOOOOO How was it?????
♥Brianne♥

Brianne C. Papa



29.apr.2009 00:24


Memories & Jersey (On iTunes!)

Memories & Jersey (On iTunes!)



26.apr.2009 01:45

Hey Hey! So let me start off with a joke....

"I tried to walk into Target but I missed,"

Coughh...

Now that I have horrible broken the ice I would like to thank you for accepting the friend request.. It honestly means so much to me. I am aware that other bands and what have you say this but they lie.

Ha but honestly thank you for your time and giving the music a change and being a part of it.

Please keep in touch, and if you ever need to talk just shoot me a message!

Love,
Steven
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