Constant state of evolution and this is one of my many stages.
This is just one of my many social evolutions. I do believe in Jesus, Yeshua, Isho, but I do not believe in Christianity or religion.
I am still learning to "Hear" from my Higher Power versus listening to "words" of mere men. It is not easy when people, like haters, always have something to say
I'm wondering if I'm not genderqueer since I feel a bit of both genders sometimes. It's a new thing I'm kind of exploring I suppose.
I was watching a thing on Logo about genderqueer girls and for some reason I found them attractive, and some FTMs, I just think we need to do away with hardcore masculinity or femininity in this culture cuz it keeps reinforcing so many stereotypical roles.
Like why can't I, as a guy, say that I'm a housewife and I don't quite mind it???
I think gender is honestly stupid, I'm starting to think that and it's new for me and kinda freaks me out cuz idk....just new to me, I guess.
I don't even consider myself gay anymore, or like inside...I don't consider myself male or female just like I don't consider myself to be 23 inside, either. I'm just....me....and I don't really think age should define people either.
Definitions are stupid. People aren't satisfied unless things are black and white. And it kinda pisses me off.
So like...yeah idk. I watch lots of stuff on YouTube about genderqueers and it's soooo interesting!!!
And it's new to me. So idk. Kinda wondering how I should feel now lol.
How are you Baby Z???
I'm happy for you guys ...... it pisses me off just because i said i didn't feel like fucking he got mad at me but swore he wasn't but i as a smart woman know when he's mad at me so I've been texting him all day not to mention seeing his face all fucking day hes nice to me but yet he cant text me @ all and some of the things i texted him was heartfelt shit and he just looks at it and deletes it yet i see him texting a friend about FUCKING FOOTBALL so i texted him saying that he could reply about football but he couldnt reply to me and i called him a asshole and went forr a walk when i got back he was still sitting in my grandmothers house lookin @ me so i pretend to make a fake phone call about me talking to another man and about me going for a visit to florida and he gets up and go's home to take a shower likes hes all mad n shit god he's such a fucking duchebag
i love you too and i wish i were there with you maybe you would love me the way i need to be loved I'm so tired of bullshit and drama men and sex its soo fucking overated
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