My father,
President Barak Obama
Todd Beamer (the guy who said, "Are you guys ready? Let's roll!" on flight 93,
Bruce Lee,
Kwai Chang Cain (the Character not David Carradine),
that guy carrying his shopping bags who stopped a column of tanks at Tienanmen Square,
Buddha (the guy inside),
J.C.
Ghengis Khan (though I understand that sometimes he was a real jerk),
and of coarse...my wife
And speaking of heroes...
STILL
still here
still sincere
still haven't lost my hair
still Asian
still brazen
still the Big baller
still the shot caller
still the road not taken
still the foresaken
still willing to take a stand,
still bluffing a losing hand,
still up,
still fucked up,
still put up,
still man up,
still haven't grown up,
still living out my destiny
still ain't seen the best of me
still want to know what's up,
still look at life like a half full cup,
still open (24/7),
still wide open
still polite (but it's KELVIN not kevin),
still proud,
still passionate,
still trashin' it
still too loud,
still impatient,
still draw a crowd
still ain't done yet,
still representing my set,
still don't kow-tow,
still don't know how
still won't bow,
still the token (Asian),
still blazin'
still ain't chokin',
still amazing,
I left my heart in San Francisco
but I let those painted ladies go
"made" as they say
in the city by the bay
not quite, almost famous
land owner, had status
but we must grow
so...
we just had to go
we burned the village down
laid low in the crack
hit the road and got on down
the fault of the San Andreas
landed in the Valley of the Dolls and players.
...still calling for bookings
up there. they been looking
for me. but i been low key
they can’t even find me.
I went away
I'm gone to stay
I'm in L.A.
still an "actor",
still a fool,
still in the "Business",
still in the talent pool,
still hate being late,
still SAG
still getting my day rate,
still living the dream,
still harder than it seems,
still working on my craft
still can hear them laugh
still got more to say,
still finding the way,
still can't find the words,
still just acting out the verbs,
still have a vision,
still spitting game,
still got that ambition,
still making a name,
still have to audition,
still hit the concrete,
still on a mission,
still stand on my own two feet,
still punking the competition,
still life of an artist,
still what's hardest,
(wasted so much time never made a dime.
always down for my Asian brothers
still ain't sold out like all the others.)
still don't get respect,
still get rejected,
still fearless (fools better gimme some room),
still weak,
still sweet,
still a freak (in the bed room),
still fierce (I'm street),
still won't back down,
still put the mack down,
still take you down
still take you downtown
still take you downtown to Chinatown
(when we left chinatown for that white picket fence.
my Dad knew I had to learn selfdefense)
but you can't take Chinatown out of the kid.
growing up in the fog dictated everything I did.
Fantasy in Flesh had me doing security
on the payroll of Al B. the whole street feared me
I was working for the mob but I loved that job.
pimp, baller and shot caller
“talk to a live nude girl for a dollar” that’s what I used to hollar
posting on the corner of turk and taylor
the tenderloin got served the asian flavor
after hours spots in the SoMa
9th and Howard was my corner
fronting the door yeah, I'm soldiering. I'm the bouncer
smackin' fools to the floor
smoking ‘em by by the ounce
the thug all the ladies adore
oh, you want more?
That's it, you're out the door
That was before
Still live with it.
still feel it in my bones,
still fuckin with it,
still feed a jones,
still learning from my mistakes,
still willing to do what it takes,
still could be thinner,
still keeping it real,
still a sinner,
still feel,
still seek revenge to this day,
still want to make them pay ,
still lookin for the payback
still taking care of that
still go back to the same refrains,
still live with the same pains,
still living with the loss,
still paying the cost,
still working harder,
still a martyr
still seeking redemption,
still get divine intervention
(yet in the depths of my greeving, I still stop believing),
still from the old school
still remember cool
still don't suffer fools
still breakin the rules
still work out everyday
still doing it my way
still got a lot to say
still hungry
still angry ,
still suma cum laude allumni of Hard Knocks Preparetory
still never had any schooling
Still learned it from doing...
packing talent I didn't even know before Marc Hayashi told me so. I
still remember "Life in the Fast Lane" (Black Jap raps in my brain).
Still remember all the cokaine
(I never really got high, too young to try. But I scored for M Butterfly)
Bart trains in the rain, San Francisco in flames, Miss Burks debutatants tasting some strange.
Live Onstage or out in the alley
changing lanes, Fast frames,
Improv games,
The National Theater of the Deranged.
I was still young, almost a minor
The first American feature film in China
It was called a Great Wall I played Paul
When it broke I was recognized at the mall.
still recall the stage of the Geary
(the first time on it was scary)
the Conservatory
a little bit of glory
Both ACT and Asian American had companies
My career was in front of me
Once upon a time...
backstage in a daze.
I met a girl almost half my age.
After 10 years it was on the real
(I kneel to say how I feel
to be what we can be...
to make you family)
that was six years ago
a love that few are blessed to know
still love blond hair
still doing what used to hang us, (Asian invasian just like Ghengiz),
still getting stares
still doing interracial,
still with a white girl (still the same one),
still making toes curl (still having fun),
still love it
still ain't felt the half of it.
still ain't even seen the rest of it
still saving the best of it
still crazy,
still in love,
still lazy,
still lost (in mi vida loco) ,
still mota
still locomotive,
still on the train,
still insane
still vain,
still undeniable
still viable,
still coming,
still on,
still coming on
still strong,
still long
now I'm branding
and I'm...
still standing...
...up for something.
Still
ain't easy (ain't fair).
Still
ain't there.

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Lets work together again soon!
-Armani
Apr 12 2009 7:40 PM
I Love You for Being So Sweet tho, to stand up for me. :)
Hope Your Easter is Happy Sweetie! Love You Always, Mwuah!
Apr 22 2009 4:51 PM
So I need to go get my license changed over. I am fine. Really. I'm just sick of being with someone who doesn't care. That's all. How are you?
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Apr 17 2009 8:58 AM
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