When I find myself in times of trouble Mother Mary comforts me singing words of wisdom, Let It Be. And in my hour of darkness she is standing right in front of me speaking words of wisdom, Let It Be. There Must Be An Answer, Let It Be, Let It Be.
Female
45 years old
LANCASTER, California
United States
I'm into intelligent conversation, humor, eighty degree days with lazy puffy clouds, a good football game, summer nights looking into the stars in the sky, riding my horses, hanging out with my horses, trailering my horses anywhere and riding, and spending time with my kids.
Music
When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be
And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right in front of me
-Lennon/McCartney
Movies
It has to be Finding Nemo - because, I'm Dori. I'm forgetful, I'm happy, I like meeting new people, I am suspicious, I am paranoid, I'm helpful, I want to feel included - I'm Dori, who said that?
Books
Stephen King, Dean Koontz, Tom Clancy,
Heroes
Brandi Lea Fox - my source of inspiration.
Elenda Sue - who finds strength for me when I have none left. Who has beat them all. Who taught me to question everything because answers should not be foregone conclusions.
Sandy - who was brave enough to give others what she desperately needed most.
Rosie - whose pain was never uttered while it could be seen all around her.
Lauren - who saw with clarity where love and comfort always was.
Jeremy - always the boss man, never the worker man.
Alyssa - for fearing no competition.
Kendra - who unconditionally loves and accepts all of us.
Every special needs Mom on this planet because I too know how hard it can be and how the pain is all ours to bear.
About me: We're Together Even When We're All Apart
You're never far away from me. You're always in my thoughts. You're always in my heart.
I want this to put a smile on your face.
I want it to remind you that you have been on my mind.
I want it to tell you that I think you're wonderful.
I want it to help you remember - every time you see it in the days yet to be -
that this was given to you...
Just because you're very special to me.
Somebody I love once read that to me and I memorized it. Today I wanted to say it to somebody I love.
All my babies. I miss you all.
The path I intended to walk down was different from the road God led me on. My idea of success was selfish. His idea of success was my children. They bring me pride, hope, praise, comfort, and companionship. They are - and all will be - great adults and people I would be proud to be allowed to be friends with. Raising them has been my pleasure.
I am my kids mom and the proud parent of FIVE beautiful people - all individual in their own right. My first born, Jeremy Alan Fox, is serving our Country in the United States Navy and just returned from duty in Iraq. Jeremy's expert art of debate and oral communication keeps my mind working. Upon his return from duty in Iraq, Jeremy married his long-time girlfriend and made me a mother-in-law. Brandi Lea Fox is now 21, in college and lives life fully while overcoming more obstacles than ten people put together. She is my hero, my strength and continuing constant companion. I have the privilege of sharing parenting with my husband and his three beautiful children. I have helped raise our oldest, Lauren Ashley Aguilar, since she was three. She is now a senior in high school, beautiful, interesting, intelligent and my buddy. Our son, Matthew, is 15, into football, girls, partying, girls, clothes, girls...He is 15 - that says it all. My youngest, Alyssa Marie, is my constant source of thought provoking comment, dialogue, humor, beauty, intellect, athleticism and grace.
My love, my husband Joe, brings a truthfulness to my life and keeps me grounded when I want to reach too far out.
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Who I'd like to meet: My guiding angel.
My higher power.
I'd like to sit down and have a long heart to heart with my conscience and ask her who and why we're meant to be.
I want to know why God has such an odd sense of humor.
All 75 devils that surround us each day.
I want to meet the man that should have been the father of my children, and meet his children, and see how they turned out.
I want to meet the woman, who was the dancer in that life with sore and aching knees, the piano player, the woman that understood that geography isn't just a place far away, that has been reincarnated into my Great Niece, Gracie Face.
I want to meet the dead woman who said "that which doesn't kill us, makes us stronger!"
I would have liked to have met my twin baby boys.
I need a reason to get out of bed every day and know that today, this day, I'm going to do something significant for someone else and that by doing that, that one little thing that I can do, it will impact someone else, and that they will be better for it. I want to meet that person, every day.
It's not enough to know that you might be able to cause a change. Causing a change and owning up to it is everything.
I want to meet Rose, again. She laid in a hospital bed sharing a room with my Brandi Boo for 16 months in 1986-1987. She was a beautiful Hawaiian teenager suffering from crippling debilitating juvenile rheumatoid arthritis. She was in love with Bon Jovi and our hospital room was covered in Jon Bon memorabilia. She sang to my baby and kept her occupied and happy during both of their miseries. She filled a dreary hospital room with love and life. Rose made a nook in my heart and has never left it. I want to know that she made it. I want her to still be alive. I need her to be alive. I want to see Rose, again, alive.
You probably don't see it like I do,
but I'll do my best to show you.
This may come out weird,
but I don't care,
because what's in my heart,
is what I want to share.
On Mother's Day every year,
I'm sure you've shed a few tears,
but you don't have to,
I'll take care of your fears.
Having a child does not make you a mom,
but showing help, support, and love,
and caring when something goes wrong.
That's exactly what you've done for me,
you've helped me more than anyone can see.
Word's can't explain it,
all that you've done,
and I can't thank you enough,
because I guess you're the one.
I hope this makes you swell with pride,
to have me here right by your side.
I'm always your girl,
your one and only,
and with me here,
you won't be too lonely.
To you a child has been sent,
and it's probably not what you thought,
but maybe it's part of a plan,
a lesson that'll be taught.
I love you so much,
like a second mom,
because you've treated me like your own,
and I hope you'll keep me close,
even when I'm grown.
Thank you so much,
for being so sweet,
I'm happy you're here,
and I'm glad we got to meet.
I'll always keep you close to my heart,
because I've kept you a very special part.
