&hearts'?? PLZ READ??I DONT ACCEPT RANDOM REQUESTS FROM MEN/BOYS I DONT KNOW OR ARE NOT IN ONE OF MY GROUPS (MEDICAL SUPPORT) THOSE I WILL ACCEPT....OTHER THEN THAT I HAVE A MAN I LIVE WITH AS IS PLAIN TO SEE ON THIS PG THAT I MOVED 900 MILES TO BE w/& GAVE UP A LOT FOR...SO IN THAT CASE THX IM FLATTERED BUT I DONT FEEL IT APPROPRIATE OR NECCESARY. THX :=)hearts;????
♥CRAZY BEAUTIFUL GIRL♥ HAppy 2b Home 4 first time in 3yrs for Thanksgiving! Hopin the pain & sick feel go away for a day. Wishin a my friends here a GREAT holiday Posted at 5:38 PM Nov 25 view more
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♥MY AMAZING BOYFRIEND♥I DONT NEED AN ANGEL♥I DONT NEED A HERO♥I JUST WANT A MAN TO LOVE ME LIKE NO OTHER HAS♥TO ME..HE IS JUST THAT♥ imikimi - Customize Your World
♥♥♥♥I MOVED FROM MICHIGAN(just North of Detroit in the "burbs" lol) a yr ago to Summerville SC 900 OR SO MILES FROM MY FAMILY & FRIENDS & I GAVE UP MY TENNESSEE DREAM FOR THE MOUNTAIN LIFE & SCHOOL @ U OF T TO BE WITH THE MAN I LOVE, JASON♥ ;=PI JUST FINALLY got my pups here to SC after they have been in KY w/J's AMAZING parents for over a yr & Ive been SOO depressed and lonely w/o em...What else...WELL NO SCHOOL 4 now thats a huge let down 4 me..HAD A HUGE FUTURE @ UNIV.TN..*NOTHING TURNED OUT LIKE IT WAS SUPPOSED TO~I ADMIT TO NOT BEING AS HAPPY AS ID THOUGHT ID BE.....MY HEALTH HAS BECOME VERY POOR SEEMS THAT SOME PEOPLE DONT UNDERSTAND THE SEVERITY OF THE HEALTH PART..SOME FIGURED ID GET A PACEMKR & ID BE FINE...BUT THE CONDITIONS I WAS DIAGNOSED WITH ARE LIFELONG AND DONT WORK THAT WAY AT ALL>..BUT I DO SO MUCH LOVE JASON & ALL IVE EVER WANTED WAS TO LOVE & BE LOVED & HAPPY.♥ ♥♥♥BUT I WILL NOT NOW OR EVER GIVE AWAY OR GIVE UP MY DOGS♥!♥!♥I have them here now but its not working out too well with them being outside dogs...& this invisible fence isnt good for me with my pacer :=( Some ppl DONT understand the importance of my pups.. THEY'RE MORE THEN PETS THEY'RE MY BABIES & MY COMPANIONS...OVER YRS OF ME HAVING VARIOUS ILLNESS, SEZIURES,ASTHMA/Panick ATTACKS & MORE. THIS EVER B4 I GOT THIS RECENT DIAGNOSIS...THEY LEARNED HOW TO TAKE CARE OF ME...THEY WOULD LAY ACROSS MY BODY TO PROTECT ME IF I HAD A SEIZURE< USUALLY ONE WOULD BARK TO GET ATTENTION< LICK MY FACE TO WAKE ME...THEY CAN FETCH MY PURSE WHICH HAS MY MEDS & CELL PHONE, LANCE IS BIG ENOUGH TO HELP ME GET UP & STEADY ME TO HELP ME TO A NEARBY COUCH OR CHAIR...WHEN IVE HAD HEART PALPS OR PANICK ATTACKS N THEY LAY WITH ME THEY CAN GET MY HEART RATE BK TO A MORE NORMAL RATE...SEE IVE HAD MITRAL VALVE PROLAPSE ANOTHER HRT PROB FOR MANY YRS... I WAS GOING TO HAVE ONE OR BOTH DOGS TRAINED ONCE I GOT THEN HERE IN ACTUAL SPECIALIZED TRAINING FOR THIS TYPE OF THING...BUT IT'S TAKEN SO LONG TO GE EM HERE SO...HOWEVER THE THINGS THEY CAN DO ARE A HUGE HELP ESPECIALLY W/ME BEING ALONE SO MUCH...IDK...JUST HOPE JASON TRULY LOVES ME AS MUCH AS I DO HIM...I BELIEVE THAT WE CAN HAVE A PLACE WITH THE PUPS INDOORS...WHERE THERE IS A WILL THERE IS A WAY...the last several months seems SC does NOT like me too much...healthwise anyway..
.PLZREAD~THIS MAY SAVE OR HELP U OR SOMEONE U LOVE!.I got a pacemaker in Sept 2007...I found out I have 2 heart related disorders POTS & NCS...if you look at my top friends there are groups in there about these...They are problems with the Dysautonomic system...& have a TON of symtoms & well I could go on..but it is taking a HUGE toll on me, us. life GRRR...This was all diagnosed after a TILT Table test during which my heart first skipped a beat...THEN my heart stopped completley SOO THAT then caused me to also have a seizure once IT started again it didnt stay stopped for long...BUT that TILT table test is whats used to mostly diagnose this disorder & assoc. ones..IDK if ya want 2 know more on any of this read my blogs if u want to be added to my preferred blogs send me ur emails u use on here n i might add ya ...Meantime my life is kinda falling apart healthwise n poor Jason is hanging in there & I LOVE him to the ends of the earth for it...tho I fear his patience is wearing thin and theres little I can do...tho Im trying so hard things have changed so much...we DID FINALLY get the pups here but this situation isnt working well. Them outside & me in & this fence it turns out Im NOT supposed to have w/my pacer..WE REALLY NEE TO FIND US AND THEM A HOME.... :=)CUZ I REALLY need em w/me NOW MORE THEN EVER while I heal and am homebound. I DO NEED my pups n they need to FINALLY be home with me the way the KNOW & have ALWAYS KNOWN...able to be WITH me not outside where its difficult sometimes for me to see them & IM risking my health to be with them but I WONT give them up! Finger crossed* saying prayers* things evenatually work out for us & I cna be happy & my health gets btr too.
UPDATE*ON MARCH 7 HAD A 2nd MORE INVASIVE PCMK OPERATION & IN RECOVERY FROM THAT THE 1st was in a BAD place not working well & hurt badly hopefully this one will feel & fit btr & wrk btr as well*fingers crossed* I was a very ivasive procedure as involved deep tissues etc...and was inserted in the shoulder muslce area so....I was whi;e in the hospital (8 days) this time diagnosied w/ Gastorparasis, Fibromialgia & Restless leg syndrome Im still learning all about it all & trying to fid the right Drs for it all as well....MEds treatment etc al. Im open to any ideas suggestion anyone has....Regarding ANY & ALL Of this lol Oh for meds & medical I only have medicare but trying for medicaide too....ANy idea on meds ,the pups etc open to that too ♥ HECK IM OPEN TO ANYTHING PERIOD LOL WELL NOT THAT :=P J/K Also IM loooking for a new Gastro Dr if anyone knows any ??? :D
IM A GREAT listener & VERY GOOD & LOYAL friend always there for any of my friends anytime they need anything! Put my friend above my self so plz dont take my rambling the wrong eay hahaha~ I just ramble lots too :=)
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imikimi - Customize Your World
I live each day of my life in pain but, that's not all I am and my life is fairly normal otherwise. I am a wife and a mother, a sister and a friend. I do my best to take care of my home, to fix nice meals for my family and to keep them in clean clothes and to pick up after them. I juggle the bills and do the grocery shopping when I can and I do the best I can to be the best me I can possibly be. I'm pretty 'normal' - except for the pain. The pain that not many people understand. Most of my friends have moved on. Even many family members cannot understand and they no longer come around either. What makes my life bearable are my online friends. It is you that keeps me from feeling all alone in this crazy illness that even I don't understand. It is you, you are the one that always takes a minute to say you are thinking of me, to let me know that I am in your prayers. You are the one who reaches out and says, "I understand." We probably don't live in the same city or state and we may never actually meet in person but your friendship is very real to me and I cherish you as much as if we had grown up together and had been friends all our lives. You are not just my friend - you are my angel and I thank God for your love and support.
Hey.... How are you doing? Did you have your shoulder surgery? Hope you are healing well. Do an update when you can..... Hugs and love........T and the B's
Happy Birthday, Jackie! I hope that all your birthday wishes come true. Someone with a soul as beautiful as yours deserves to have her every wish fulfilled. You are in my thoughts and always in my prayers, my sweet friend. Have a wonderful day! Gentle hugs, Mallory