To fall in love is easy, to remain in it is not difficult; our human loneliness is cause enough. But it is a hard quest worth making to find a comrade through whose steady presence one becomes steadily the person one desires to be. ~Anna Louise Strong
Female
33 years old
peace of the cemetery, Texas
United States
"Let's think the unthinkable, let's do the undoable, let's prepare to grapple with the ineffable itself, and see if we may not eff it after all." ~Douglas Adams _________________________________________________ "I love chasing the dark. That which is hidden. I like licking it like ice cream" ~tori amos _________________________________________________ "Wandering re-establishes the original harmony which once existed between man and the universe." ~ Anatole France __________________________________________________ "The only way to deal with an unfree world is to become so absolutely free that your very existence is an act of rebellion.” ~ albert camus __________________________________________________ "For some, dance is not a choice." ~ryan reynolds __________________________________________________
True perfection seems imperfect yet it is perfectly itself. True fullness seems empty yet it is fully present. True straightness seems crooked. True wisdom seems foolish. True art seems artless. The Master allows things to happen. She shapes things as they come. She steps out of the way and lets the Tao speak for itself...~Tao Te Ching by Lao-tzu __________________________________________________
Music
... perfect ... ...
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I think I should have no other mortal wants, if I could always have plenty of music. It seems to infuse strength into my limbs and ideas into my brain. Life seems to go on without effort, when I am filled with music. ~
George Eliot __________________________________________________
"Men profess to be lovers of music, but for the most part they give no evidence in their opinions and lives that they have heard it." ~Henry David Thoreau
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"I am an excitable person who only understands life lyrically, musically, in whom feelings are much stronger as reason. I am so thirsty for the marvelous that only the marvelous has power over me. Anything I can not transform into something marvelous, I let go. Reality doesn't impress me. I only believe in intoxication, in ecstasy, and when ordinary life shackles me, I escape, one way or another. No more walls." ~anais nin
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and, of course, the ones i owe my life to, the violent. _____________________________________________________________
Movies
"luck isn't brought by broken mirrors, but by broken minds." ~Dr. Frank Mandel, susperia
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"i think that the reason i'm acting so awkward is because i'm afraid of acting awkward" ~happy accidents
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Television
is glorious! the only band featured as a catagory on all your spaces. as they should be.
Books
__________________________________________________ The place where you lose the trail is not necessarily the place where it ends. ~tom brown jr.
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“I fear being like everyone I hate, I fear failure, I fear losing control. I love balancing between chaos and control with everything I do. I always have a fear of going one way or another, getting lost in something, or losing everything to get lost in. And I fear being a completely acceptable sheep in society.” ~ marilyn manson __________________________________________________ "She passed the time quietly in a world of her own in which she was surrounded as far as the eye could see with old cabin trunks full of past memories in which she rummaged with great curiosity, and sometimes bewilderment. Or, at least, about a tenth of the cabin trunks were full of vivid, and often painful or uncomfortable memories of her past life; the other nine-tenths were full of penguins, which surprised her. Insofar as she recognised at all that she was dreaming, she realised that she must be exploring her own subconscious mind. She had heard it said that humans are supposed only to use about a tenth of their brains, and that no one was very clear what the other nine-tenths were for, but she had certainly never heard it suggested that they were used for storing penguins." ~ from the long dark tea-time of the soul by douglas adams
Marlboro College
Marlboro, VERMONT
Graduated: N/A
Student status: Alumni
Major: Chaos
Minor: Integrity
Clubs: i will never leave you as you reside in my heart
1994 to Present
trovão's Companies
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trovão ..."self is illusion, music's divine"... ~saul williams Posted at 6:01 PM Nov 23, 2009 view more
"I am the joy of the desiring flesh
The days of my living are summer days
The nights of my glory outshine the blazing wavecaps of the heavens at their floodtide
Mine is the confident hand shaping this world." ~ Kenneth Patchen
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"the source is not the thing. one friend is not love. one man's teaching is not salvation" ~ hugh prather
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~Oscar Wilde
_____________________________________________________________ “i smoke and i drink
and every time i blink
i have a tiny dream
but as bad as i am
i'm proud of the fact
that i'm worse than i seem” ~ ani difranco _____________________________________________________________ "If you want to build a ship, don't herd people together to collect wood and don't assign them tasks and work, but rather teach them to long for the endless immensity of the sea." ~Antoine De Saint Exupery
_____________________________________________________________ "Give yourself over to absolute pleasure. Swim the warm waters of sins of the flesh - erotic nightmares beyond any measure, and sensual daydreams to treasure forever. Can't you just see it? Don't dream it, be it." ~ Dr. Frank-N-Furter _____________________________________________________________ "You know quite well, deep within you, that there is only a single magic, single power, a single salvation... and that is called loving. Well, then, love your suffering. Do not resist it, do not flee from it. It is your aversion that hurts, nothing else.” ~Hermann Hesse ______________________________________________________________ "...when she met his steady, powerful eyes, it was impossible not to feel the sweetness of the dream he was dreaming; it reached her before she could shut it out, and hid itself in her heart." ~from O' Pioneers! by Willa Cather _____________________________________________________________
Look, and it can't be seen.
Listen, and it can't be heard.
Reach, and it can't be grasped.
Above, it isn't bright.
Below, it isn't dark.
Seamless, unnamable,
it returns to the realm of nothing.
Form that includes all forms,
image without an image,
subtle, beyond all conception.
Approach it and there is no beginning;
follow it and there is no end.
You can't know it, but you can be it,
at ease in your own life.
Just realize where you come from:
this is the essence of wisdom. ~Tao Te Ching by Lao-tzu
______________________________________________________________ and cause i know you've always thought it would be higher, but i'm just not that much of a humanitarian...
Who I'd like to meet: tom waits helen elizabeth clark dario and asia argento drop dead fred george stranahan and A.L. McMurtrey
time seems to have this way of breaking us into freedom and space...our commitments and desires fight... ~chew
someone who reminds me, "When we least expect it, life sets us a challenge to test our courage and willingness to change; at such a moment, there is no point in pretending that nothing has happened or in saying that we are not ready. The challenge will not wait. Life does not look back. A week is more than enough time for us to decide whether or not to accept our destiny." ~paulo coelho
and...
each other's blue by the dedringers
fear is like the breath of darkness i'm so afraid to breathe my face is blue i don't know how i'll ever leave this place how will i ever know what becomes of you?
perhaps you'll grow into a loving mother perhaps sadness will take its toll on you maybe one day we'll find one another and take comfort in each other's blue
your love is like a dark cloud in the summer it rolls and rolls and yields no drops of rain there's no darkness hiding in my love just thunder in my heart where i hide the pain
perhaps you'll grow and love some other man who will take his toll on you maybe one day we'll find one another and take comfort in each other's blue
perhaps you'd hurt me time and again it's likely dear, i'd do the same to you there's no beginning for our fears of the end the old memory is the death of a new
perhaps you'll grow and never bother perhaps sadness will take its toll on you maybe one day we'll find one another and take comfort in each other's blue
for the love of all things social, please come over to the dark side and start an FB page. myspace is great for music but not so much in keeping up with friends!!! and i miss my-aimee
call me, we must discuss my wknds impending visit. i miss yo face!
Flying into austin tomorrow...if everything goes as planned headed to sa tomorrow night...will call tomorrow and let you know whats up! cant wait to see your face!
I know!! It just isn't the same. I haven't really got that excited yet. I would rather sell my tickets for a lot of money and pay off some debt or come visit!
wow, it's a tough choice for you and your crew, isn't it? do you choose MOTHER'S ANTHEM/BEAUX LOY or do you choose VAST/EXIT? guess what, it's not a tough choice. pass it on.
art is my life. it is what i wake up to, and what i fall asleep with. i live it, i breathe it, and i dream it at night. it is what drives me crazy, and what keeps me sane. it is my voice. where it leads me, i will follow, even if it takes me thousands of miles away. i draw strength from it, and feel weak from it. it is love, heartbreak, joy, sadness, spontaneity and groundedness. everyday is an adventure because of this, and i wouldn't have it any other way. ~amy shawley
"We are each SOMEONE, with something to contribute whether given glory or not. "~ DANNY P.
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