Clubs: Japanese Culture Club, Anime Club, Academy of Media Arts and Technology, RLT Mural, Art club, Mu Alpha Theta, National Honor Society, Students Inspiring Change
Crystal Hollis Jealousy, turning saints into the sea Swimming through sick lullabies Choking on your alibis But it's just the price I pay Destiny is calling me
Mood: The Killers
Posted at 7:10 AM Dec 22
Crystal Hollis I've breathed you I tasted you I can't live without you I cannot take anymore this life of solitude I guess I'm out the door and I am done with you...
Mood: Chevelle
Posted at 6:17 AM Dec 21
Crystal Hollis Has someone taken your faith? It's real the pain you feel The life the love You'd die to heal The hope that starts The broken hearts You trust, you must confess
Mood: Foo Fighters
Posted at 6:32 AM Dec 20
Crystal Hollis Look at me. You can tell, By the way I move and do my hair, Do you think that it's me? Or it's not me? I don't even care...I'm the cleanest I have ever been.
Hey there! I'm Crystal, also known as Crissy to my friends. I am somewhat dual natured; Sometimes I am passionate and energetic but mainly I am quiet, shy, and observing.
I love to draw. I love to write. I love poetry. I love to paint. I love to lay down in bed and daydream about the future, past, present. I love to play video and computer games. I'm a dork at heart. I love to cook delicious food and I collect recipe cards. I should've looked into being a culinary artist!! I love Harry Potter. Youtubing is an official past time. I love movies and hope I get to work part of the moviemaking process. I love music, my ipod is practically my best friend! I listen to J-rock the most out of all the music genres I listen to. The Japanese rock stars really know how to jam out! Their language is beautiful when sung, unlike the dull English language.
Even though I was convinced that socialism is bad and all, I still think we should have a little socialism in some of the most important stuff people needs. People don't need to be homeless or sick or starving. We're better than that. When will the rich and wealthy realize that they have a little bit more than they need to live with? I don't think we should go to war with Iran. We should take a break from being the international policeman for a little while and rejuvenate our country so we can improve and survive. China is going to buy the world someday, right under our noses.
I believe in God. Not your type of God. My God is someone I accept in my own heart; my views of the afterlife and shit like that belongs to me based on my observations of life. I'm a philosopher sometimes. Agnostic. Buddhist. Hindu. Shinto. Doesn't matter what it is called! I was inspired to believe in God my own way ever since I discovered Wicca. I practice solitary but do enjoy the company of other people that has similar ideas of God and everything that makes up the world. I approve Gay marriages and unionship. I know that it is not a sin and that it is definitely not a choice (trust me I tried going lesbian!) I think gay couples are a very good source of adoptive parents to children that needs a family. Raising a family takes a strong amount of teamwork and love, not just a man and a woman being married. Love is universal, not just sexual. Love or at least tolerate your neighbors and family. We are the closest we have to each other since our outer space neighbors are zillions of lightyears away from us.
I will shut up now. I don't think anyone goes to my myspace page and read these things.
DeviantART account:
http://agent-silver.deviantart.com/
Dragonball AU:
Since summer 2008 I made a series called Dragonball Alternate Universe. It has been fun and an adventure and I hope it will still be running. I practice my story skills and editing skills working on this. This is the longest running fanfic I ever had.
http://www.freewebs.com/krystalklear20/index.htm
And DBAU Playlist
Who I'd like to meet:
Otto Octavius, Magneto, Deadpool, Sookie Stackhouse, Heath Ledger (RIP), Tim Burton, Chester Bennington (wait I did already..O.o), Tom Marvolo Riddle, Severus Snape, Harry Potter, and lots of other imaginary characters.
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I know that I will be alone for the rest of my life. It is hard to accept that. People tell me that he will soon come, the one person that will love and cherish me, that I should just be patient. I have my friends and my family. Yes, I have yet to find my significant other who would not be like the ones who have hurt and left me. But even the sweetest guy has hurt and left me. I cannot keep going on like this. If you want to be with me, it takes commitment. I want someone that will take up the broken shards of my heart and be strong enough repair it back up. I do not want to be with someone only for it to end making my heart break in pieces. But this is something that is impossible. Life doesn't work this way; I would have to kiss many frogs before I can find my prince. But how many frogs must I kiss?
Okay. That is true at times that that's all what guys want but not necessarily all of them you know? You just have to find that guy that will love you and just doesn't want to have sex but just spend time with you. Yea i know what you mean. I guess you can say we are down to earth. But sometimes i just be myself like i was with archey when it comes to getting a guy. I mean i am so shy but i guess since i really did like archey i just went for it. What do i have to lose right? Just be confident in yourself. Sure we might get rejected and it might hurt but honey there are still lots of fishes out in the sea. :]
That's how it always is lol. I don't know why but it's always that way. 32? Be careful with those guys hun. You should think that way with the guy you like crissy! :] well i'm not sure. It just happened so fast. He was so shy as i was as well. But i started to flirt with him and i knew he liked me by the way he looked at me and it just went from there lol and Now we're still together. :]
Aww. Still keep trying to talk to him! You never know what can happen right!? But being friends is also good at the moment. Lol i sure will kick his butt for you ma'am! That'll teach him a lesson baha! How did the interview go? Well i'm hoping right? :]
Yea that would be great! Hope you get to hang out with him and tell me how it goes ok!? The lover is doing great. He's going to brookhaven at the moment and lucky me i get to see him every week. I love that punk lol! Our three years was two months ago so i'm happy yep! :] well i'm starting brookhaven this coming semester. Besides music journalism, i really want to study literature. I want to focus mainly on the art area you know? I'll ask if i can go! Never been to akon before but sounds like it should be fun! That'll work if i can go! I have no money at the moment. Sadly i'm broke but i can say you back with food! I'm pretty sure i will be able to say you back though. Just not right away. I'll ask though ok? Yay clubbing!! It's fun lol even though i only went once. XD
I don't think you're bothering him though. It could be because of that though that's why you think that. Just talk to him and hopefully you guys can hang out in the future! :]
but that's in the past though, so yea. :/
oh, i hope it goess well! I wish you luck and i know you will get it!! :DDD that's sooo awesome, i love concerts! free ones at that lol! that's pretty cool!! :D you're lucky!!
ahh, i forgot about akon! hope i can go to it!!! get friends to go with you ma'am!
ohh, im sorry. :/ yeah, they are hard. they never do last long unfortunately.
well, you should go for it!!! have courage and just go up to him and start talking!!!
you don't suck!! you're really amazing chick Crystal!! that's how some people are and that's how i lost friends because they just don't have the time. :/ but what can we do right? just wait for something to happen.
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you are? that's awesome! why until june though lol?
what are you doing for thanksgiving?
Nov 24 2009 3:22 AM
MyHotComments IM SO HAPPY UR PART OF MY LIFE. LOVE U!
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i will, lol!! if i see him though!
that's good!! i hope you get it too!! i think i might get a job soon!! im just waiting for the call! ahh, im so nervous and happy!
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but that's in the past though, so yea. :/
oh, i hope it goess well! I wish you luck and i know you will get it!! :DDD
that's sooo awesome, i love concerts! free ones at that lol! that's pretty cool!! :D
you're lucky!!
ahh, i forgot about akon! hope i can go to it!!! get friends to go with you ma'am!
Nov 12 2009 11:22 PM
hopefully, that would be cool! they missing out on a coolio chick if they don't want to get to know you better.
so what's new with you? are you going to how the edge stole xmas? :D
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well, you should go for it!!! have courage and just go up to him and start talking!!!
you don't suck!! you're really amazing chick Crystal!! that's how some people are and that's how i lost friends because they just don't have the time. :/ but what can we do right? just wait for something to happen.