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-Is everybody in?
The ceremony is about to begin..

Always, when I try to tell about myself I have the feeling that this general conclusion will actually be only misrepresented view on me from the side. There exists nothing that can be repeating - everything depends only on the feelings and emotions - pain or happiness, despair, or hope. Which of them prevail, exactly this will define my habits, repeated and maybe predictable actions. But sometimes trying to suppose, collide with absolutely other reactions of me. Just person with stripped skin, who adapts to feel, but not to think, wishs but not accept, that it is not possible and believes even when there is no hope seems left anymore.
Try to avoid the society and at the same time live inside of it. Try to create new world, perfect, ideal, and is controlled of our wishes, but stay living in reality, where everything is the other way. Try to love, but all people seeme to be just a strangers..try to go on, but sometime feel that have already given up..
Pisimistic? maybe..but sooner dramatic and too deep inside of obsessions.
Does the death make angels of us all? the question is open and still like this till the end of the light inside.
Live in subconsciousness and drive on own speed to personal tranquility and concilition.

P.S.
-Would you die for me? - I would die for everyone.