About me:
°¤° These days is nothing like what my entire life has prepared me for. Im goin thru a divorce (not a real one, but sure as hell feels like it) and met this new great girl. Job sucks. whos doesnt? still hangin out with friends but we're all gettin older and its slowly catchin up to us. we feel it and deny it but one day its gonna bite us in the ass. just waitin for my turn in line to kneel down and pain, hit the person behind me thinkin its him, apologize for hittin him, and break down cryin cuz of a hard based reality check with a pain in the ass. The one thing that matters most to me is my daughter. My 3 yo bundle of joy (in case u dunno what she looks like, look at the 500+ pics i have posted of her and us). And my only fear is to have strangers, whos job is to tell citizens like me what to do, tell me not to see her anymore. and its a very real possibility. Jus count the worlds lucky stars it dont happen.°¤°
Jus here, not there, makin what i do work, workin on what i make to make myself work out with this internally eternally damned place. u cant save me, and u cant change me. all u can do is hold me and make me happy.
Who I'd like to meet:
(poem)
i sat here and tried to think wat i hate bout u
i thought bout our times together
i dont hate u for wat u did
i dont hate me for bein how i was
no. instead,
i hate myself for wat i did
and i hate u for bein how u were
i dont hate the times we had together
i hate the times we didnt
i hated how u loved me and disgusted of me
at the same time
its not that i never loved u
its that i did that hurts so much
we never worked out cuz i never got what i wanted out of u
and u hate me cuz i took too much out of u
i hate myself more than i hate u for gettin with u
Comments
Jul 9 2009 6:12 AM
Brandon I said I was sorry for turning my back on.
but yur still my brother. I just want yu to be the best daddy
I know yu can be.... The whole thing with yu and Crystal I can
only do so much! I love yu, and if yu need me and Cody to go over we
will anytime yu need us. IM THERE FOR YU, I PROMISE!!!!!!!
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