RIP CPL JASON BOGAR...I AM HONORED TO HAVE KNOWN YOU....
Laying face to face...
our legs intertwined...
you make me feel so special...
like a real part of your life -
i know we've had our issues...
problems will for sure arise...
but i always feel safe...
when i look into your eyes -
im not sure what would have happened to me...
had you not come along...
im afraid i would have been lost...
my love forever gone -
you opened a heart...
i thought was under lock and key...
you opened these eyes...
that were shut not wanting to see -
you brought me out of the pain i felt...
afraid of failing again...
i couldnt imagine a life of true love...
until the day you walked in. October 11, 2008
As the moon begins to wake... The sun sinks to dreams - Wonder fills my head... Curious what the future sees - The dark hovers close... The wind whistles softly - Thoughts begin to form... As I yearn silently - I search for something here... Something in this darkness - The emptiness I feel... Is a curse I cannot suppress - Midnight surrounds me now... The day is no more - And I rest alone here... Listening to this mystic shore - I wake to the sunrise... Not sure of where is home - As I turn to walk away... I realize... I am still alone
this feeling inside me... i cannot subside... it sits there mocking... in the back of my mind - the smile on my face an illusion... protecting the depth of emptiness... not sure how to stop it... to find truth of happiness - and i cannot recall... if it ever was... although it seemed right... i could never trust - loneliness takes over... deep in the darkest part... and how does one find light... when there was none to start - so i deal with the days... and continue to fight... this feeling inside me... i cannot subside
I dreamt about you, Sometime in the night, I couldnt see your face, For the sun shone too bright... I thought maybe I knew you, Somewhere in my past, But couldnt quite figure, When we had met last... As I looked up you smiled, A familiar site for sure, And I had that ache in my chest, I knew only you could cure... You whispered something in my ear, My cheeks began to blush, You smiled that brilliant smile, My entire body could feel the rush... As the dream began to fade, And day crept its way in, I felt a sudden sadness, That this dream was to end... But when I woke I realized, This man in my dream, Might possibly find his way, And come home to me. (January 06)
And we move...A sound so sweet - And we dance...To this defeat - And we feel...This rhythmic release - And we love...This natural peace - And we unite...A night of freedom - And we wait...For the music will come -- An impatience we feel, as we wait for this magical night to begin. As the lights dim, he emerges, music at his fingertips...as we wait...wait for that first beat. And then it comes, flowing through our very souls. Depths thought impossible. And we move. Seperately but almost as one. No judgement, no fear, no hate. United for tonight, for today. And we sweat...to this sound he gives us. A gift only we experience...with him. And we dance.
My love for you is strong...stronger than any words - It's easier to show...and harder to be heard - It's kissing you with passion...and touching you with care - It's feeling I'll always be there for you...no matter when or where - It's having your arms around me...and hearing your beating heart - It's knowing you'll always care for me...together or apart - It's loving you with all my soul...and just having you around - It's knowing you'll be here with me...our lives forever bound (circa 1998)
Sleepless nights...Puzzled minds...Broken Hearts...Fall Apart...Lonely songs...Tag Along...Silent phones...Chaotic homes...You and me...Are we to be...Empty Arms...Tricks and charms...Two loves...Skies above...Present Time...Endless Rhyme...Eternity ends...And we're still...Just Friends (circa 1996)
im pretty sure i am, gotta make sure i got a sitter! i'd bring him with me but he hasn't been feeling well... so.... we'll see. but hopefully yes im coming!
Hi baby, i just wanted to say that I love you. I am so happy where life is taking us and am looking forward to our future and our future family. I love you and want you to always know that!
So any b-day plans, i know ur b-day is on wed so i dont know if maybe your doing anything during the weekend? Drinks at the house or something?!? If you do, do something let me know i'd love to come celebrate with ya!
Hello Ang. Good afternoon. Thanks for the add. I appreciate it. ;) How are you and your boyfriend doing? How is work going? How was your Halloween weekend? You two take care of yourselves. Talk to you later. Good day.
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