leprosy

leprosy:has been well known since ancient times, when widespread fear of those afflicted with the disease caused them to be treated as outcasts. Today, the term leper is often used to refer to a person excluded from society.




i'm amanda.
i am a freelance makeup artist and hairstylist in the stockton area.

dob: july 22nd, 1987
i'm 22
but i dress and look like a 15 year old
i don't want to grow up
but i know i have to...
went to school for cosmetology
i apply my personality in a paste
stuck in the shitty town of stockton, ca
but i left my heart in san francisco
i can be a hermit/loner at times
i feel that i'm more productive when i'm alone
i love my friends
i just never needed to depend on them for all my entertainment
i don't get along with very many females
girlfriends hate me
people say i'm heartless and it's true. i gave my heart away a long time ago
you will never meet another girl like me
if i don't like you it will be known
i will not talk shit behind your back then pretend like i'm your friend
i am a very blunt person
not sugarcoated or watered down
i have to be the best at whatever i do
once i have achieved my goals i tend to get bored and move on with achieving different ones
i love animals more than people
i am not a party girl
but i love to drink
i have never done any type of drug
and i'm proud of that
don't try to change me
because you will fail
and lose my respect
if you lie to me once than there is no thought in my mind that you wont lie to me again
like me as i am or hate me, either way i have your attention
i'm not about to alter myself to please you
i have a hard time opening up to people
and i'm afraid to get too close to anyone
my pride will be the death of me
"aggresively passive to the point where
she would of intimidated any myth that ever tryed to cacth it"
fashion victim
cam whore
cat woman
queen of hearts
femme fatale
white girl who can never get tan no matter how hard i try
"somedays i feel like shit ...somedays i wanna quit...and just be normal for a bit."
just another struggling artist
music and art = life
open minded
my favorite bands and artists are those you would never expect
i have appreciation for all music
i'm not stuck up
i'm just shy
i know that i'm not perfect
i have many flaws
always up for a challenge
wears too much makeup
doesn't know how to accept compliments
tattooed and pierced
loves and hates herself
speaks my mind [i don't envy you]
little bit of everything all rolled into one
both your hell and your dream
a bitch and a tease
you can never have me
what you see isn't always what you get
my looks are deceiving
i'd rather be doing my makeup than doing you
♥x♥x♥




FYI:
i don't respond to over half my messages.
i hate being hit on by randoms.
i cannot stand myspace apps..so don't think i'm going to join yours.
don't bother advertisinbg on my page. your comments will be deleted.
my aim screen name is not on my profile for a reason. don't ask for it. [unless i know you.]
if you leave me disgusting messages/photos on my photos or comments section you will be blocked.
if you message me asking me something that is clearly stated in my profile i will not respond.
i am not your "boo," "mami," or any of the other slang that you people pick up from those damn rap songs.
no, i don't look like bjork/avril/[insert celebrity here]. at all.
my profile name is a disease. it's just like all the other stupid mindless display names out there. it doesn't mean i am an actual "leper." stop messaging me about it.
yes, i wear a lot of makeup and i'm not going to all of a sudden quit because you don't like it.
I WEAR MAC MAKEUP. stfu. :]
i do my own makeup and wear it everyday.
your band probably sucks..so no, i will not "check them out."
i'm not a bitch..i'm just sick of getting messages from ignorant people.
thank you for understanding even though half of you probably won't read this at all.