i am leanne. and i don't really know who i am anymore..
Heroes
the boyf:
Don't even think about what's right or wrong or wrong or right
'Cause in the end it's only you and me
And no one else is gonna be around
To answer all the questions left behind
And you and I are meant to be so even if the world falls down today
You've still got me to hold you up, up
And I will never let you down, down
:(
R.I.P Davey Palmer. 16.11.1985 - 15.11.2008
still can't believe it. i don't see it sinking in any time soon and i can still hear it in my head when i found out. i feel so bad about my reaction when i found out - i heard the words but they didn't register.
if i knew the last time i saw him would of been the last time, i would of let him win at noughts and crosses. :)
Whenever you're gone, gone
They wait at the door
And everything's hurting like a bore
Without any meaning
We're just skin and bone
Like beautiful robots dancing alone
noo, not yet. she hasn't rang back, but hopefully she will soon! i hope i get the saturday now though, it just seems alot easier, i don't know why i didn't realise before haha.
ohh, did you ask for this weekend off?
oh god, i bet you're really nervous! i'm sure you'll be fine though, it's just the wait that's the most annoying thing. i keep having dreams of me failing my exams :| i'm so nervous haha.
ohh, i havn't got a clue! he normally makes hints or mensions stuff he'd like, but i can't get anything out of him this time :|
yeahh that's what i was thinking! coz if everyone says they can't make it then it looks a bit suspicious. but if i get the saturday night, i was thinking no-one really needs to say anything! coz as far as he knows he's wanting to go out on the sunday. but i could take him out for a meal in the evening on saturday then just be like, 'fancy a drink at flares?' and then i'll get him there & everyone will be there sort of thing! then people can still talk to him about it, like, ask him whats going on for the sunday. if you get me?
but yeah, i hope people do keep it a secret :( so far only martin & callum know, and maybe luke now. but callum said he wouldnt say anyting & georgia's gonna make sure luke doesn't. i hope it works, otherwise it's rubbish :( haha.
oh god, i know! it was so stupid :|
noo, i'm not doing anything this week (n) are you up to much? :)
well, i originally asked for the sunday.. but then i told callum and he said i should have got the saturday, because he thinks more people would come, and my mum thinks it might be a bit easier for me to get him there that day! so i went down to ask for the saturday tonight, so i'm just waiting for the manager to call back an confirm what day i can have :)
goooood! yeah i'm not bad thanksss! yeah it was good! haha i know what you mean, my legs kept going all funny when everyone started jumping, and i felt sick towards the end so i had to get off! lol i can't believe damian jumped out the window, though :o
ohh, that's good then! :D i spoke to kyle and he said he's deffinatly up for going when he finishes work, so i think he's gonna ask for an early :)
i'm still not entirely sure. it's all rather confusing, coz it depends what day he'll be home from work, and what day his family want to go for the meal, but i think it'll be a sunday which will be a good night if we go to the right places i think! but i'll have to speak to his mum about it.
i'm not sure what to sayy, i might just mension the flares idea to people and see what they think about trying to get everyone to say they can't make it coz their saving or something, and have them all there when he turns up. becuase i know he'd still go into town with me and his brothers, soo.. i dunno :( haha, im rubbish at suprises!
yeahh, he's working, but martin rang him and asked him to go and he said he will if everyone goes, coz whenever we say we're going no-one ever shows up so we don't bother haha. are you going? i will if you do :)
ohh, i like that idea! haha. coz kyle has a thing about calling himself that too ^o) soo i rekcon we could all be at flares wearing the t-shirts, dya think? :) i think i'm gonna start letting people know now, coz i don't want people planning something that might interfier with it! haha, coz that's what usually happens :| i just really hope no-one says anything! soo you can tell mart if you havn't alreadyy :) just make sure he knows it's a suprise :P haha.
i'm not doing alot! just babysitting during the week. & there's a michael jackson tribute night in town on saturday i wanna go to! haha. are you up to much? :)
ee, i hope it works! i can't keep it to myself at all =[ haha. i was meant to go see about booking it today, but i feel really hungover lol, so i think i'm gonna go sometime over the weekend! it'll either be on a saturday or sunday, the sunday is his actual birthday, & i know he wants to go for a meal with all his family, so i sorta wanna try and get everyone to turn up at flares for when he arrives, but make it out their not going! i just need to find out what day he's having his meal on :s
awh, i felt really sorry for peppy haha, i didnt know trav had been sneaking him baileys :( i'm glad you camee though! :) i hope you dont mind me mensioning the FF5 thingg! i just knew/thought you wanted to come, and i wanted kyle to come, but he won't on his own, so i thought, well if mart goes, everyones happy haha.
oohh that sounds gooood :) it's my sisters birthday this weekend, too. so we're just having her friends round for a party at my house tomorrow
awh i looked at your pictures on facebook, it looked like you had a good time! :D
oh goshh, that's awful :| i'm not surpised you're panicing. that sounds quite stressful. it's a bit rubbish that you have to ring back in a week, too, instead of just getting it all sorted out now!
noo, i havn't really done anythingg. i'm trying to come up with something for kyle's birthday, i have an idea which would be a really good suprise if it worked out. soo i'm going to see about that on friday, but i'm not gonna tell anyone until i know for definate. but hopefully you'll be able to come to his birthdayy :)
did you have fun at that party you went to? :) nahh, we didn't end up going! trav rang kyle and said it was rubbish and was gna go meet callum and his girlfriend in town instead, aha. but we're saving, so we just decided to have a night in instead :)
oohh, are they not? where was they meant to be going again, was it rome?
noo, not really! it's our last week at kyle's nan's this week, i'm well gonna miss it :( haha. you doing anything this week? :)
ahh yeah, i'm not suprised :/ i hope you're feeling better about stuff soon!
noo, not really. it's my brothers birthday today, so we're putting on a house party for him later, lots of screaming kids, lovely :| aha. are you up to much this week?
ohh.. that doesn't sound very nice at all :/ how come he won't go upstairs to sit with you? do you not fancy going to sit with him & his sister? it doesn't seem nice for you to be on your own if you're upset!
ohh, that's alright then! i was just getting paranoid just incase i was meant to work and didn't show up, i thought it'd make you look dead bad if it happened :|
awh i'm glad it was good :) when did you get back? i'e not really done much, just been seeing some family.
ohh, that's not good.. are you okayy? hope it's nothing too bad!!
yeahh, i got my break :) ohh gosh, she sounds like a bit of an idiot!
you don't know if i'm in again or not do you? i know that's a bit of an odd question, but none of us knew if we were there just for saturday or not. so me, this girl & some guy went to ask and they said check the rota to see if your names was on it. so we went to check and we found one but it didn't say our names. but i didn't notice yours on it either, so i don't know if it was the right one :| so we asked a woman if we were in again and she was like 'that's it for the week'. i don't mind if i was only working the one day, i just don't wanna not turn up if i'm meant to be in and not know about it! haha.
it went okay thanks! bloody knackered now though haha. they had me down on two rotas though in the morning, one said i was on menswear 7-1 & the other said i was on kidswear 7-4, so everyone down on kidswear thought i was a 'no show' untill we'd realised haha.
how was wrok for youu? it looked well busy in ladieswear!
i just wandered around window shopping lol, what did you do?
well kyle doesn't know if he can afford anything yet, so he's not said a definate answer. but we're going away in august with my mum on a late deal, me and my mum are gna pay for most of it, then kyle's just gonna get together as much as he can, so it's sort of an early present! lol.
i'm not sure about the t-shirts thing yet! i have noo idea what to do, i'm gonna have to think about it. his birthday is on a sunday, so it's still a pretty good night to go out on if you go to the right places, or i might see if he goes out on the saturday.
ohh, is there :| that does sound like alot of people! i'm nervous, and i don't even know why :s aha. are we still okay to wear our own clothes?
not really, lol. it's a bit hard because he doesn't know if he'll be working at the time or not, coz i wanna take him away for a night or two as a suprise a few days later, but i can't mension anything to him just yet. luke's birthday is a good week or so later, so i think it'll be okay, coz he doesn't know weather he's going yet or not. yeahh it's on the 11th! :) i wanna do something that involves everyone, too though. like everyone did the t-shirt thing for mart. i have a few ideas that i'm gonna look into this week, i think lol.
oohh, your birthday's next! :) aha. what dae in august is it?
have you still not got all your results? when do you get them? yeahh i know what you mean, unless you're a 100% sure i suppose it's still abit worrying about thw whole uni thing!
argh, that's typical that you finish when he starts :/
haha! kyle's the same, he will litterally eat anything. he made a beef crisp sandwich with mango chukney & red chilli source with cheese when he got in on sunday night, it was disgusting :|
i'm trying to get some idea's for his 21st birthday in october, it's soo difficult though!! grrr. lol
ahh noo, it's fineee :) i don't mind doing it, i need the money really anyways, it'll just take me about an hour to come round haha. what time are you working till on the saturday?
awhh, that's quite cuteee! lol. me and kyle eat together, but i'm such a fussy eater we end up making two different meals so it takes longer to get ready haha.
i get them on the 27th, i feel sick when i think about it, though :|
