Laura S
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From "Christine" : "Let me tell you something about love, Dennis. It has voracious appetite. It eats everything: friendship, family; it kills me how much it eats....but if you feed it right then it can be a beautiful thing and that's what we got here. I "
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93 years old
BROOKLYN, New York
United States
Last Login: 7/10/2009
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| General | dance, dance music (underground, mostly), clubbing (trance), acting, any kind of performance art, radical cheerleading, fighting street harassment, feminism, French cinema, Latin cinema, punk, ice skating, gymnastics, hiking, travel, Egyptian history, cats, existentialism, animal rights, vegetarian/veganism, travel, women's history, art, interior design | | Music | trance, Mozart, Debussy, Bach, Beethoven, Gogos, Kim Wilde, Missing Persons, Berlin, Paul van Dyk, Sven Vath, Judge Jules, Sasha, John Digweed, Felix da Housecat, SFA, Press, Skafflaws, Fishbone, Sonic Youth, Blondie, Donna Summer, Fleetwood Mac, Eagles, Shakira, Cirrus, Sandra Collins, Pink Floyd, Led Zeppelin, Corrosion of Conformity, Gary Numan, David Bowie, Kraftwerk, Rammstein, Daft Punk, No Doubt, Madonna, Reagan Youth, Warzone, Peaches, Banco de Gaia, Planet Funk, Qkumba Zoo, Utah Saints, Deep Dish, Danny Tenaglia, Carl Cox, the Doors, Paul Oakenfold | | Movies | Dolores Claiborne, Choses Secretes, La Ceremonie, Carrie, Frances, Kill Bill Vol. 1 and 2, Gone with the Wind
, Story of Women (Les Affaires des Femmes), Maria Full of Grace, Sorority Boys, Mean Girls, Hot Chick, Frances, Flashdance, French film, Claude Chabrol, Oliver Stone, Quentin Tarantino, Darren Aronofsky, Catherine Breillat
Actors include Sandrine Bonnaire, James Woods, Isabelle Huppert, Susan Sarandon, Jessica Lange, Cate Blanchette, Vivien Leigh, Marlon Brando | | Television | Lock Down, Hauntings, all music videos, Seinfield | | Books | Henry Miller, Willa Cather, My Antonia, The Second Sex, Simone de Beauvoir, A Thousand Acres, Shulamith Firestone, Beverly Jones, Kathie Sarachild, Margaret Atwood, The Robber Bride, Edna St Vincent Millay, Sylvia Plath, Anne Sexton, Robert Lowell, Artist's Way, Julia Cameron, 12 Gauge Review, Olive Tree Review, Garrett Mok, Sam Shepard, George Bernard Shaw, Kathie Sarachild, Mary Wollstonecraft, | | Heroes | Joan of Arc, Emmaline, Sylvia and Christabel Pankhurst, Mary Wollstonecraft, Margaret Sanger, Martin Luther King, SUzanne Farrell, George Bernard Shaw, Nelson Mandela, Astrologers, Simone de Beauvoir, Mozart, Daryl Hall, Radical Cheerleaders, Sylvia Plath, Roseanne, Natalia Makarova, Frances Farmer, Egypt, Jesus Christ, Ghandi, M Kathie Sarachild, cats, environmentalists, Missle Dick Chicks, Street Harassment Project, Spread Magazine, Andrea Dworkin, Kim Wilde, Dale Bozzio, Go Gos, Madonna, sex workers, Frances Farmer, Emma Goldman, Julia Cameron, Emma Goldman, Fanny Wright, Grimke sisters |
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Laura S's Details
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| Status: | Single | | Here for: | Networking, Friends | | Orientation: | Straight | | Hometown: | Evanston, Ill | | Body type: | 5' 3" / Average | | Ethnicity: | White / Caucasian | | Religion: | Agnostic | | Zodiac Sign: | Leo | | Smoke / Drink: | No / No | | Children: | Someday | | Education: | College graduate | | Occupation: | Performing Artist | | Income: | $60,000 to $75,000 |
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About me:
blog: www.lauralauras.blogspot.com
BEFORE YOU READ BELOW:
This was all written during another, more wretched time in my life. It wasn't horrible--but part of it was the place I was living in. I'm no longer there. But also....I'm over many of the things that were troubling me when I wrote this. I seem in these writings like ....or I was....really fighting all the time, with almost everyone. I'm at a different, and better place now. So don't take what's below as all of me! More on this later....But nevertheless my feelings then were legitimate. Remember, I reacted like I did because I had been provoked over and over. That I can tell you is true. But I don't want to live every second of my life like I was then--it's exhausting and draining. I'm hopefully a little calmer now. Slightly.
It dawned on me today:
All my life's problems stem from two things: the fact that I was born a hyperactive, healthy, strong and super-sexual person.
I want something out of life more than a roof over my head, although that helps. I'm fascinated by the world's class/gender power structure, in case you haven't figured that out from my writings. How people exploit one another--really I was raised to think people are good and benevolent, and that it's all part of a Grand Plan. Then I realized that none of that was true. That's the conclusion I've come to. However, there are good people in the world. I'm not saying there aren't. But I am naturally drawn to the underdog and those who are spit on and despised, .....among them are the activists of the world. Animal rights, women's rights....it's always an uphill battle. Why that is is what I want to know.
Really, all my trouble stems from the fact that I refused to submit (to men? Certain women, too--have tried to use me and control me,) .............
By the way, I have to get this out there. This is why I am not going to march for peace "as a woman." This article was written in the 60s and, like all other radical feminist writings, was suppressed later on. But I don't buy into the view (held by some feminists) of men as warmakers and women as peacemakers. Gag! I can finally say it.
http://www.marxists.org/subject/women/authors/firestone-shulamith/jeanette-rankin.htm
noema noesis experience experienced have to stay on top of sartre not let this slide......but it gets to me sometimes.....that's what I was reading at 3am in the subway platform in Harlem that night Jason Wingo showed up at the door with his dick hanging out of his underwear and well let's not go into it...............
it was in his eyes he looked geeky but his eyes were from somewhere else just I don't know scary smart or something hot amazing hot
I didn't like them or trust them at first I almost hated them I feel bad about it now I was such a prick I truly was.....but they grew on me. Maybe it's the way .....he was kind of aggressive/smart I don't know.....kind of took me by suprise. Hate to say that's exciting to me....if it's the right person. That intense.....and I hate to say when it happened I pictured.....can I say this here?.....actor x ....well, sort of almost raping me.......it's hard to admit but that's it and suddenly I felt something like never before....totally off.....
the it wraps around me like cutting wire at night or during the day it's always right with me in front of me......
sticky burning heavy a mess......I have to admit I did look down there a few times. .....blood endless painful heavy ......something being shoved out really......
I did fool around with a female recently. Have to say....it was hot. But it's the same mess as men. It doesn't change.
I know what I'm saying sounds harsh. I should try to be gentle here. I am a very gentle person. But the world is not. Our independence is not going to be handed to us. I can't relax, not now, not ever; not in this climate, not after everything. What can I do? Besides perform?
ABOUT ME :
I live in NYC, I cheer, dance, act, bike, walk, am hyperactive in general, highly aggressive, independent, a child of divorced, working parents who walked home alone, was chased by bullies and rifraff in grammar and junior high (you won't see me at my elementary school reunion--what lovely memories: that creepy town, kids chasing me, boys throwing rocks and iceballs, of course my only option was to fight back, eventually, endless me/them/me/them) watching Amityville Horror alone, listening to music in my room alone, with friends, whenever I could, not being a child, not liking children, really, to be honest----not speaking to anyone for a year and a half, until I met Lenore the black Albino and we wrote a script together, then my future stepsiblings who soon became my ex-stepsiblings, and those twin beds with Bert and Ernie that I still dream about as well as the haunted freight elevator, skating.....then we ...I'm digressing--oh yeah, and finding Playgirl magazine under my aunt's bed, and reading about this woman having an orgasm; then I took a biology class where the teacher taught us the word organism....and I thought the woman in the article....does she have plants growing down there?), then moving to Greenwich Village at age 13 (praise the Lord--outta there, that fucking awful Chicago junior high, where I was heckled by all the young Republicans for being vegetarian and standing up for animal rights....) well there's much I could say but I won't.....at some point I will.
I live in New York City, Brooklyn. My passion is dance, acting, movies, the city, walking, animals (especially cats) and travel. Hopefully I won't be in NYC for this winter but some place warm, like California, FLorida, Egypt or South Africa, Colombia, Los Angeles--well, I said California. Well, my next planned trip is SA but I'm getting very mixed reports: it's horribly dangerous/it's not dangerous at all it's safe as long as you exercise caution/it's slightly more dangerous than other places, ect. ect.
I am stunned every day by the amount of backlash against basic human rights that is taking place daily in this country, and I can never, for the life of me, understand why a woman's freedom is considered a threat to so many people. Even often to other women. I try and try but I can't grasp it. And why do I not feel liberated or empowered in spite of being raised to believe I was? Why is someone like me considered a threat to national security? Why am I hassled at airports?
Favorite Quote: "La revolution ne se fera pas sans les femmes!"
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"Without women there won't be a revolution!"
from the Paris uprisings, ca. 1968
umm.....? what else? Right now I'm working on two plays in NYC, Happy Hour and Three Women. And I'm auditioning, trying to keep on top of things in general. I'm reading as always.
You can respectfully agree to disagree but you cannot, on my space, bash or insult us. If you do, it's bye bye....you know what I mean?
Simone de Beauvoir wrote that maternity is impossible to carry out independently.....it enslaves women. Our biology did, til recently. There's always the threat....just around the corner....of that happening again. Why is women's equality such a threat? Why does that get under people's skin so much? Maybe because it's the root of all oppression?....anyway
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Who I'd like to meet:
Interesting people with a dedication to helping and enhancing life around them and the world (not to be confused with the "pro-life" sector of society--you know, nothing against them personally but that is not my personal conviction) and those who promote and adhere to a love of all living things. Those who love animals, the enviornment......you know..............and I want to meet all the men who drive me to states of insanity and red red red lust the ones I have to get myself off to and well the women too who do that to me..........I want to meet those whom I fantasize about and go crazy wild..............................PLEASE READ
If you want to be my friend I'm happy for that. BUT please please don't send me a general request if you don't know me I don't know you and you don't have any desire to even read my profile or get to know me yet still just so you can send me random announcements about your events. If you have no interest in me why should I have one in you? I want to know the artist and for them to want to know me or at least take 30 seconds to read my profile I don't want to talk to a secretary. I know, I'm not nice. I should be nice. But it does get tiresome to read about so and so at such a place..............blah blah blah, you know?
Freaky people, smart people! People who are humanistic, feminist, searching, restless, pro-choice, animal-loving or at least respecting, those looking for the, to use a cliche, "deeper meaning," artists, writers, poets, rebels, revolutionaries, those I mesh with, Wiccan, spiritualists, people who are independent, survivors, disciplined, persistent.....
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