Lera W

About me:

at this point, i dont even know what to say. been having flashbacks for about a year of eating brains, and chasing live people around beale street. and last night i had a dream i was eating brains, and this morning i woke up with blood stains under my finger nails! what have i been doing!?!?!?!??!?!?? and this odd chant, "I WANT TO EAT THE LIVING" like a lyric from a bad ass show ...... what have I been doing at night? oh and there are some really weird pics on my camera - i put them on here so you can see them too!!! i was a full time raver for years, and everytime It's a Fine Day, by ATB or Drowning (gotta love that ol skool jungle) comes onto my ipod i think of friends far away and times never to be relived. We're lucky we lived through them I suppose, but damn I miss dancing all night (and until the early morning say around 8 or 9am). I drive by PuttPutt a few times a week, and i'll never forget that trip around the go kart track - putstock was so awesome. Everytime i go to the fairgrounds for roller derby, i am reminded out how BAD the acoustics are in the Youth building and how much FUN we had in the main building - even thats gone now, burned to the ground :( If you drive by the last place on earth, you can see right inside the building from where the doors used to be. Remember the hideaway cafe on highland? went to a couple little parties there a couple years back, and nothing is the same. bunch of drunk ass annoying people these days..... I yearn for driving to little rock for the the luvkids parties, that building is a damn showroom again & big cybertribe events at the hall of industry & I'll never forget the last party with Irene - party was illegal & fuses kept getting blown so the power shut off over and over, but that just made everyone yell louder..... remember never being so happy knowing someone that could sneak you out the side door of the warehouse when the cops came.... I have a billion flyers, some i went to, some i didn't, i remember another few thousand that we just luckedup on by running into the right person while buyin records in dallas. damn, i miss raving- the music, the vibe, the love, the energy....