MySpace - leslie all day. - 18 - Female - never look back in, South Carolina

the name is leslie.
people sing happy birthday
to me on decemember 20.
im not sexy pretty hot
or anything im
beautiful inside and out.
im just a inordinate girl
with imperfection in her life.
i have my mind set to goals
and i plan on reaching them.
taken for granted is what
people do best to me.
i give away to much of
my kindness to
the people
who dont deserve it.
second chances are
what i give.
but the trust
doesnt come easy.
but i will know
if i should trust
you or not.
laughter and smiles
is what i love.
something i hate the
most is being hurt.
if you betray me
i will simply cut you
down and loose all
respect that i have
for you.
get over it.
life will always be
complicated.
dont give up
on me cause when
you do i give up
having hope for you.
i will never
forget the people
who brought me down
throughout my life time.
growing up without
a father is why
i am what i am today.
never having that spot
filled.
but ive become what
i never wanted.
the way that i look
at it if you
wanna talk shit about
me say it to my face.
i will let you know the truth.
honey its not like you
have a better life.
perfection is just a lie.
i do before i think.
yeah not your
normal girl.
so what.
love me for who i am.
label me what you
want i really dont
fucking care.
your just another
name in my world.
regrets are in the past.
emotional and physical abuse is
something that is buried
and scared in my heart
forever.
i will be afraid.
the only reason that
i wont like you is if
you dont like me for no reason
or i get a weird vibe
from you.
remember i dont live
to please you.
so get out of my face!
im scared at times to say
what i feel.
i hate to hurt people
but i end up doing it anyways.
i hate that about me.
first impressions are
everything to me.
lets me know if i
can be your friend.
im easily hurt.
im usually happy
but then i have my
emo moments.
they suck ass.
but everyone goes through
that im sure.
i believe everyone
needs that special someone
that holds them tight
and never lets them go.
thats just me though.
ive had my ruff points in life
but you dont need to know them.
ive found out in the
past that suicide is not
the answer.
its fucking stupid.
what makes me feel tingly,
happy inside is making
someone smile.
it warms my soul.
if i just met you
barely know you
or if i just heard
of you
then i dont have any
sympathy for you.
its just who i am.
funeral homes i dont go
to.
unless its someone
really close to me.
im a hug whore at times.
other times i just wave.
i cuss like a sailor.
i can be loud and crazy.
its just part of this bubbly
personality of mine.
i think way to much.
smiling most of the time
is what i do.
laughing at the smallest things.
just because im not skinny or
small doesnt mean i cant
be beautiful.
one thing you need to know
dont make my day
a living hell.
you wont like what you see.
mkay thanks.

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