My story starts off in a small country in a corner of the world in the southeast of Asia. It was once a kingdom that expanded most of southeast Asia. Now Its was once a renowned part of the golden triangle opium trade. Being the most bombed country in the world with enough to amass the total number of bombs dropped in World War II. Through 300 years of wars and overtaken by other countries. This is where my story starts in a poor country called Laos. The story begins with my mother who at a young age married my father. Both lived as peasant farmers raising 3 children with the ongoing war my father decided to join the army in attempts to come to America leaving behind my mother and 3 children. With my eldest brother falling to sickness there was no hospital and no money to save him. Yet again in this cold world a mother holds onto her lifeless son tears silent to a God forgotten world. With only my brother and sister remaining she walked the continent of Laos. Arriving at the Bangkok river where currents are said to drag even the strongest men under. She swam across not by herself but with both her children on her back. She made it to Thailand but with a cost the journey toke its toll on my sister and she became ill. Yet again a mother holds her lifeless child.. with only a dream and a hope for a new world. She boarded a boat to a wonderful place called America. Sponcered by a great and loving couple they toke it upon them to raise my remaining brother as thier own. My mother without the ability to care for her remaining sun and worried about his safe keeping accepted and moved on to find my father. On June 5th of 1982 only years after her arrival she gave birth to her last child. Born Premature nameless and without love but the love of a mother prevailed.. she gave him a reason to live.. that night i was given the name of the man responsible for bringing her to safety.. my name is Johne
About Me
Growing up wasn't always the greatest time for me i aged through a lot of struggle through a lot of pain. Following my birth my parents separated after my father who's mind was frail from the Vietnam war abandoned me in a garbage can. The love of a mother saved me yet again and i begin my life moving south to Atlanta. Here my life was a dreaded hell constantly abused and neglected by the man my mother fell in love with. I had to be vigilant and strong i was taught never to shed a tear and never show weakness. Eventually i did not shed a tear i never showed remorse my heart was buried underneath years of beatings and bloody tears. At the age of 5 yrs old i witnessed the death of my closest and only friend i had. This was a big turning point in my life for after that i had no reason to hold back. I felt as if his death was my own fault and i toke it out on the world itself. I began to have no fear no sorrow in my heart i would be beaten standing tall and fighting back. Even to the extent of leaving moving cars to avoid being beaten. Life even at the age of 5 meant nothing to me anymore i would rather face the concrete and death than live in fear and neglect. I finally moved from ATL when my stepfather broke the last straw. Without any way to control or subdue me he thought it in his best interest to tie me up and hang me dry. He failed..
I was then brought back to CT where i live to this day. I began living with my father who's mentality has subsided now. For once i was cared for by two wonderful parents. My father tried his best to make up for lost time and my stepmother was someone i never knew existed. My stepbrother whom i love and adore taught me the importance to live. Born with what doctors call water on the brain he will forever have the mind of a baby no older than months old. He was always happy always cheerful i could look into my brothers eyes and know he realized who i was. I was given discipline hope and determination through these years yet all good things must come to an end. After the separation of my father and step mom i moved back home with my mother. Times are harder we living in the projects my family by now is engulfed in gang war fare. The streets where alive and teaming with violence. I was enthralled in this life thugging became a part of me. I began to fight my own wars constantly fighting and finding the next thrill always wanting more.
Changes
When did i change why did i change what made me want to be something more than just a ruthless killing machine. Laos changed me the hearts of the people that believed in me changed me. At the age of 16 i began to pay attention in school and with everyone i knew arrested or gone away thugging became a past time. I went home to Laos one of the poorest countries in the world to visit my family in shacks and shanty's. To see my grandmother poorly clothed my cousins and family without food or clothing on their backs. I felt their pain i felt the war i felt the poverty rip through my heart. As i sat next to a dieing cousin I vowed to make change i vowed i will fight this and make this world a better place. If i have to destroy everything in my path i will fight i will be the guardian of the innocent. As i stood over looking the rice fields holding onto the Ak47 of a local militia man.. I knew what i was born raised and bred to do.. and this is my story
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