[Pretty As A Swastika] Sunshine [antivestal]'s Interests
General
In reality, I am but of few words, but because there are those of small intelligence, I have to spell it out.
I am Sunshine. Not my real name, but a rather ironic alias for someone who is quite unpleasent. Everyday for me is a flaming hell. No matter if I am smiling, giggling, calm, or even in love, there's always a screaming soul behind the mask, and there is no help. I've grown quite tired of the race of which I am a part of. In a sense, it's almost self-loathing. The squeaks, yelps and little screams that make it out are the spasms of the brain inside. To most, it's just a random hilarious quirk of mine, but to me, those of the bits of insanity leaking out. For one to plead insanity is blasphemous, the often told instinct is that crazy people don't know they're crazy. I don't call myself crazy, just perhaps a little out of line. The fuck of it, when others who know you well look at you as if you vomited on your plate and continued to consume at something you consider normal.. well, it's unsettling.
But what am I babbling about? Oh I don't know..
Music
Mindless Self Indulgence, Marilyn Manson, Oingo Boingo, Gorillaz, Toadies, Emilie Autumn, Linkin Park, Korn, POD, Massiv In Mensch, Culture Club, OTEP, Alkaline Trio, Scissor Sisters, Prodigy, The Pillows, From Autumn to Ashes, Garbage, Jamiroquai, Red Hot Chili Peppers, The Misfits, 7 Seconds, Senses Fail, London After Midnight, GWAR, HIM, Outkast, Beastie Boys, Nick Cave, Nine Inch Nails, Johnny Cash, Sex Pistols, X-Ray Specs, NightWish, Akira Yamaoka, Public Enemy, TLC, Blur...
[Pretty As A Swastika] Sunshine [antivestal]'s Blurbs
About me: If you're looking for the scene girl with the poofy 2 tone hair and tight pants, if you're looking for the emo girl who likes Twilight and writing poetry, the easy girl who is always there when you want just a fuck... You're looking at the wrong profile.
Who I'd like to meet: James M. Sissel [May 7th 1993]-[That fateful day March 21st 2008]
It was 8th grade when I met you. Being the shy type, I was afraid to speak. As we got to know eachother, I developed the utmost love for you.
It hurt to come back from a wonderful time to find out that you were gone.
I hope to see you in the afterlife, to talk of stupid people, to poke fun at Marilyn Manson and whatnot.
I miss you..
i saw "him" and he looks funny....your boytoy that is...so guess what? i'm getting my laptop because my mom got her money, but I have to wait for my dad to give me half so that he can say,
"i told you that i would go half way for something."
Sparingly. Too expensive for an unemployed guy. I usually stick to over the counter, much easier, much cheaper. Not as good but it gets the job done, otherwise I'm a pot head through and through.
I LOVE EMILIE AUTUMN! I would love to have gotten a VIP pass for her show but they sold out before I could. Sad face (//.v) She's fucking awesome, one of the most inivative industrial artists out there. And yeah, my pictures are always kinda very straight face because I'm werid like that. But outside of that I can be very energetic (especially on some coke and no I'm not talking about the drink).
Ah yes, classic Manson. (Jesus fuck I hate having my right immobilized...wet nails = not fun) Aaaaanywho, enough of my metroness, I have a myspace and vampirefreaks. www.myspace.com/psychoticfiction www.vampirefreaks.com/Psychotic_Fiction I finished a CD back in August, working on a second with vocals this time (//.^) So excited! Music makes me easily excitible...
