A Global Threat. Against All Authority. Against me! Atreyu. Bad Brains. Black Flag. Bring Me The Horizon. Choking Victim. Citizen Fish. Coke Bust. Cop Stabber. Corporate Agenda. Dropkick Murphys. Fallen Figure. GG Allin. Gorilla Biscuits. Guilt Trip. I Ate Everybody. IDECIDE. Impending Doom. Job For A Cowboy. Lamb Of God. Leftover Crack. Magrudergrind. Minor Threat. Morning Glory. MyChildren MyBride. No Cash. NOFX. Rancid. Rise Against. Sex Pistols. Star Fucking Hipsters. Suicide Silence. The Circle Jerks. The Clash. The Criminals. THE FACELESS. The Matches. The Revelevens. The Rookies. WhiteChapel.
Movies
Thirteen. Fight Club. Trainspotting. MallRats! Reefer Madness. Girl, Interrupted. Blow. The Dark Knight. Wrist cutters. Stay. Sid &; Nancy. Scarface. Dazed and Confused. Lords of Dogtown. Fear &; Loathing in Las Vegas. Harry Potters. Sweeney Todd. Heavy Weights. Donnie Darko. JackASS. Smiley face. The Butterfly Effect. But I'm a Cheerleader! All i Wanna Do!
Television
WILL KILL US ALL.
Books
Charles Bukowski. Ellen Hopkins. Melvin Burgess. Daniel Quinn. Tweak. Ishmael. Breaking Point. The Gashlycrumb Tinies. The Runner.
Currently Reading;; ineednewbooks. To Kill a Mockingbird.
Heroes
Nattt Nervosa™'s Details
Status:
Swinger
Orientation:
Bi
Hometown:
I've lived everywhere, MD
Body type:
5' 3" / Average
Ethnicity:
Other
Religion:
Atheist
Zodiac Sign:
Aquarius
Smoke / Drink:
Yes / Yes
Children:
I don't want kids
Education:
High school
Occupation:
Student
Income:
Less than $30,000
Nattt Nervosa™ hah, fucking right :] i lost 15 lbs in the past two weeks. Posted at 1:41 PM Aug 19 view more
About me:
Don't take life too seriously, You'll never make it out alive.
My name is Natalie. I've been dealing with this disease for 7 years now. Since i was in 5th grade. I'm a Junior in high school now. And my anorexia's still running strong. I'm a vegan, meaning i can decline most food with an excuse. I'm indescribable if you know me well. So lets converse ;]
I think it's important for people to understand eating disorders. when people think of eating disorders they think of skinny beautiful models and perfect pretty girls.. they never see the soars you get in your mouth from throwing up.. the bruises you get from your skin being so thin.. the hair that grows all over your body to keep you warm.. the hair you LOSE from your head..the loss of your period.. the collapsing because you're too weak to walk and the breaking bones when you bump into something because your bones are too britle... the amount of time in your life you waste counting calories and thinking about food, while missing out on the important things. (it's hard to look back and think about what you remember the last 6 years of your life..and all there is is memories of throwing up and weighing yourself and dreading going out to dinner with your friends) these things might seem stupid and crazy to others..but when you suffer from a disease.. these things don't even cross your mind. all you can think about is being thin. it becomes an obsession. it consumes your life. and its awful. when you have an eating disorder you get what is called warped perception. you might look at us and see a skeleton.. but we see something completely different in the mirror. anorexia and bulimia are a disease just ANY other mental disorder..and it is one of the deadliest. it is not a joke, or a fad.
Who I'd like to meet: Charles Bukowski, Hunter S. Thompson, and Jim Morisson, are idols of mine. They all were amazing influential people that i adore. They may not be conventional but neither am i. They inspire me. Oh and the guy who runs this page;; GOHERE.
i'm okay. i need to do a fast and actually stick with it. :[ but it sucks because people at work always give me a hard time about not eating enough as it is.
thanks. I'm doing good just a little sick. My birthday was alright. the bf filled his room with balloons and he got me a cake and did the whole 16 candles thing, and he sang to me the only bad thing was is that i had to go to school
you have to be careful with those energy things. well i broke up with my boyfriend so im a bit of a mess, but i'll be fine. the good thing is i dont want to eat at all and when i see food it makes me sick
lol...yay. well it was ok until my boyfriend was a complete ass to me and i've been throwing up so i feel tons better but still fat and ugly. im off to work out and take water pills to make me feel better
hey hun i know we havent spoken since. i dont know how long, but i just wanted to let you know that im going to be a better friend.. and talk to you and stuff, and i think you should talk to me wenever you want about wotever you want.
i havet been on lately or spoken to people alot because i havent been having the best of days, but evryone goes through shit, i get that now.
okay ill stop rambling now. just know that im here still. and talk to me please.