"People don't want their lives fixed. Nobody wants their problems solved. Their dramas. Their distractions. Their stories resolved. Their messes cleaned up. Because what would they have left? Just the big scary unknown."
Female
17 years old
Over The Rainbow, San Diego, California
United States
The Olympus E-Volt 500
Music
Poetry
Downtown San Diego
Hillcrest
Zines
The Hillcrest Youth Center
Typewriters
Stretching my lobes
Body Modification
San Diego Museum Of Contemporary Art
Pussy, not politics.
Music
Ani DiFranco.
Brand New.
Death Cab For Cutie.
Eisley.
If Bears Were Bees.
Julie Loyd.
Kimya Dawson.
MC Flow.
Missy Rene.
Modest Mouse.
Nirvana.
Regina Spektor.
Simon And Garfunkel.
The Beatles.
The Cool Kids.
The Hush Sound.
Yeah Yeah Yeahs.
"I’m a shake you off though
Get up on that horse and
Ride into the sunset
Look back with no remorse" Cocorosie
Foster's Home For Imaginary Friends
Lost
The L Word
The Office
Books
A Child Called "It" written by Dave Pelzer
A Memory, A Monologue, A Rant And A Prayer edited by Eve Ensler and Mollie Doyle
American Psycho written by Bret Easton Ellis
Angels And Demons written by Dan Brown
Annabel Lee written by Edgar Allen Poe
A Raisin In The Sun written by Lorraine Hansberry
A Series Of Unfortunate Events written by Lemony Snicket
A Sound Of Thunder written by Ray Bradbury
Between Mom And Jo written by Julie Anne Peters
Burned by Ellen Hopkins
Burned Alive written by Souad
Candy written by Kevin Brooks
Choke written by Chuck Palahniuk
Crank written by Ellen Hopkins
Cut written by Patricia McCormick
Define "Normal" written by Julie Anne Peters
Ethan Frome written by Edith Wharton
Far From Xanadu written by Julie Anne Peters
Fight Club written by Chuck Palahniuk
Finding Alice written by Melody Carlson
Girl, Interrupted written by Susanna Kaysen
Give A Boy A Gun written by Todd Strasser
Go Ask Alice edited by Beatrice Sparks
Hard Love written by Ellen Wittlinger
Harrison Bergeron written by Kurt Vonnegut
Harry Potter written by J.K. Rowling
Haunted written by Chuck Palahniuk
Homeless Bird written by Gloria Whelan
Ice Cream Sundae written by Sarah Major
Images Of A Generation by Holley Hatfield
In Love And Death written by Max Wallace and Ian Halperin
In The Miso Soup written by Ryu Murakami and Ralph McCarthy
Invisible Monsters written by Chuck Palahniuk
Keeping You A Secret written by Julie Anne Peters
Kurt Cobain Journals written by Kurt Cobain
look at this) by E.E. Cummings
Martyn Pig written by Kevin Brooks
Massive written by Julia Bell and Andrew Biscomb
Party Girl written by Lynne Ewing
Perfect written by Natasha Friend
Playing In Traffic written by Gail Giles
Punk Like Me written by J.D. Glass
Skinny written by Ibi Kaslik
Tales From Beneath Your Mom written by Blink-182 and Anne Hoppus
The Bell Jar written by Sylvia Plath
The Best Little Girl In The World written by Steven Levenkron
The Book Of Dahlia written by Elisa Albert
The Clique Series written by Lisi Harrison
The Da Vinci Code written by Dan Brown
The Giving Tree written by Shel Silverstein
The Harry Potter Series written by J.K. Rowling
The Lost Boy written by Dave Pelzer
The Lottery written by Shirley Jackson
The Outsiders written by S.E. Hinton
The Virgin Suicides written by Jeffrey Eugenides
Those Winter Sundays written by Robert Hayden
Through The One-Way Mirror written by Margaret Atwood
Tonight, I Can Write... written by Pablo Neruda
Twisted written by Laurie Halse Anderson
White Oleander written by Janet Fitch
You Remind Me Of You written by Eireann Corrigan
Heroes
I aim to be my own hero because I'm the only one I'll be able to trust when it comes down to it.
Wendy's Lament. ♀♀'s Details
Status:
In a Relationship
Here for:
Friends
Orientation:
Lesbian
Hometown:
San Diego
Body type:
5' 5" / Average
Ethnicity:
Latino / Hispanic
Religion:
Agnostic
Zodiac Sign:
Gemini
Children:
I don't want kids
Education:
High school
Occupation:
The damn kid smoking pot on your lawn.
Wendy's Lament. ♀♀'s Schools
Audeo Charter
San Diego,CA
Graduated: N/A
Degree: High School Diploma
2007 to Present
San Diego Senior High
San Diego, CA
Graduated: N/A
Student status: Alumni
Clubs: Running for Vice President of Gay Straight Alliance. :]]
2006 to 2007
Wendy's Lament. ♀♀ is in your extended network view more
I'm Gwen. I don't really know what my problem is, most of the time. I have stupid hair and I feel sad when I kill butterflies accidentally. I want my dimples pierced. I aspire to be a professional organizer one day and it's going to be great. I kick kittens and puppies and spit on babies and punch old people. Y'know?
I believe in feminism and I don't fucking like it when people hold doors open for me. I believe in karma and that for good things to happen to you, you must give good things first. I believe in fate and somehow, somewhere, all of our lives have already been written down and set in stone. And I also don't believe in your god so fuck you.
I read books that make people sick and I can't stand bitter coffee.
Who I'd like to meet:
Anyone who has ever done a Lotus Suspension. "...there is an idea of a Patrick Bateman, some kind of abstraction, but there is no real me, only an entity, something illusory, and though I can hide my cold gaze and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable: I simply am not there."
-American Psycho written by Bret Easton Ellis.
Andrea Gibson is my hero.
DESTINATION: San Fran.
The cats are good. They miss you. I have seen Thing 2 once. lol. I bought them more food. The exact kind you have but the food pellets look different but its the same. I am okay. I have cut out some people in my life and since then it has been very quiet and less dramatic I like it. Today I got a label marker...I am super excited. haha its fun. I named him George :) Hows it over there?
You know I think Ariel has alot to work out before she can be a solid friend for someone. I understand that you gave her trust and believe in her. Thats what she needs. But she is also to self absorbed to be able to understand the impact things like that have. Don't let it bug you. Everyone right now is growing up and trying to find the right way to handle things. They are learning who is good to have in there life and who isn't. And if she causes you this much anger and frustration she is obviously someone who isn't good to have in your life. Maybe she will be at a later point in time but right now its looking like she isn't.
-Im sorry for all the grammar and spelling errors as you know not my strong point.
-Please Keep enjoying Europe remember that you are there and all of us are stuck here in so. cal.
Mills college is sexy! But yeah super private right? You got it I know it! France? Sick! But damn that sucks, that's why you gotta pack edibles :D Nah, but it's the first time I've been in the Reno airport alone and it took everything for me to not try gambling in one of those machines haha Well I shall be counting down the weeks until our reunion ;P
yup i go to i.s. and i maintain a gpa of 3.0 at the least:D haha im also a student athlete and captain of the chess team. haha jk about the chess thing:P have you seen the pictures of my kitten?:))) shes sooooo cute! i have some pics of her in my kidrobot album:)
no herb in europe? youre just not in the right place then haha you should be in Amsterdam. buttt yes i think we should smokeout when you get back :] hahaha i wanna cool keyboard. when do you get back?
thats wot i want to do as a career. if that doesnt work out ima be a cop just like my dad:) haha but i train for mixed martial arts. i started fighting when i was 7:) its my thing haha
Yes I'm excited! My aunt's super entrenched in the art community up there so it's all very exciting. Majoring in either film or graphic design or something. I love it all! What school are you lookin at bby? And where are you vacationing? I'm actually on my home from a weekend at nates tahie cabin. Two hours in the Reno airport solo. This is gonna be fun XD Hm I live near little Italy and balboa park (so not in hillcrest per se but it's right there) So yeah let me know when you get back and well coordinate something :)
yew that sounds like a super plan, myplan is quite similar. I'm gonna move in with my aunt in Berkeley and I'm focusing on getting into cca. and I've been good! me biking is a rare sight in this heat, you're lucky! how've you been? I live near hulcrest we should kick it sometime :)