Loren

About me:

Welcome to my space and thanks for reading here... I feel that I was born GAY. As far back as i can remember, I have liked the company of males better than females... O, Mom and the aunts were good family, but you know what I mean by liking the company of men better in other ways, even when repairmen came to do work, it felt good to have a man around the house... LOL... Some folks dont think God creates gays, but I say if so, why does he seem to be making so many of us these days? This basic feeling got buried under the 1950's idea that we couldn't like men, then I grew up on a small farm in a rural area and was converted to the LDS church at age 13 and never had any way to know what my feelings were about until thirty years later... after I moved for a job to Albany, NY, where I met some gay coworkers and lived in a city where we are given some of our equal rights... after I learned about myself and come to grasp the truth, I realized I was born gay and eventually gave up the LDS lifestyle for my own individual lifestyle... Now, I work, eat, sleep and go out for fun in my community... I am happy and gay every day. I hope YOU are too... :) If I was to ever want to be a Mormon again, this time around I would be a Reform Mormon, which is quite different from the LDS. Want to know more about Reform Mormonism? check out doctrine, history of this new group: http://groups.myspace.com/reformmormonism. I am male and gay, 57, 5'9", 200+, single and happy... farm boy who went to college and then moved to the city and found a new life by the time he was 40... back then we didnt know what gay meant in the countryside of Upstate NY... in the 1970's and 1980's, the Mormons didnt know what being gay was about, and never even talked about it in any positive way... today they mostly still dont know what it is about, so after coming out I had to leave that LDS lifestyle behind after 30 years of activity in the church... luckily I never wanted to marry, so coming out was easier... after a few years i learned i had to go out to make friends at the community center, MCC and clubs... there my dance life came alive and developed into my exercise that I do a few times a week after working... it is fun and awesome and the people make it more fun than sitting home... I drink water and enjoy the smoke free air in the local clubs, along with hugs and kisses from friends... life is much better nowdays... I have a healthy life, with no HIV and hope never to get that after seeing so many die from it and suffer from it... when you get older, you need all the healthy life you can get if you want to have a future... dont worry, be happy and dont do risky things... live with mind and spirit turned on and you dont need anything like drugs... love, joy, peace and beauty are the better drugs of life... smile... take time to smell the roses along the way in life... leave drama behind and dont judge people... judging takes too much time and energy away from loving people... the golden rule is all we need, plus a lot of caring, love and hugs for each other..................................................................................................... a few years ago a new man came to Albany and saw me having a good night at the WW dance club... he asked me how much K I took to be turned on to dance all night... I said none, that the music and lights and people made me happy and gave me the power to dance, that i didnt need drugs or drinks to be "turned on"... he later said he felt very small and we have laughed about that several times since then... not that it is a laughing matter, but sometimes laughter is good... ................................................................................................................... DID GOD CREATE GAYS??? "O Lord, you have searched me and known me, You know when I sit down and when I rise up; you discern my thoughts from far away. ...For it was you who formed my inmost parts; you knit me together in my mother's womb. I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Wonderful are your works; that I know very well.” ~Psalm 139: 1, 13 -14, A Psalm of David. Praise Ye the LORD for all of His wonderous works. ....................................................... Extra, Extra! I now have excellent biblical proof that Jesus is GAY: In Rev. 3:11 he says "I come quickly..." He must be on GAY TIME, tho he is coming quickly, nearly 2,000 years later He still has not arrived. Even the latest drag queens are not that late when they are primping for hours to do a show... Smile.

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..................................................................................................................... COOL, WARM, OR HOT??? Am I cool or uncool? You are Cool! You're pretty cool! People look at you and think.. 'wow.. that person is cool!' Congratulations. Use your position wisely and teach the dorks below you a thing or two. There's nothing like recruiting a cool person. (actually, I dont believe in judging others... it takes too much work to do that and i would rather dance than do drama....)