♥ Music ♥
-Anna Nalick
-Amber Pacific
-30 Seconds To Mars
-Avenged Sevenfold
-Brightwood
-Breaking Benjamin
-Bullet for My Valentine
-Dashboard Confessional
-Dave Matthews Band
-Fall Out Boy
-The Format
-Gym Class Heroes
-Hawthorne Heights
-Hellogoodbye
-Hinder
-James Blunt
-The Killers
-Maroon 5
-My Chemical Romance
-Nine Inch Nails
-Panic! At The Disco
-Plain White T's
-Relient K
-Staind
-Stone Sour
-Sublime
-The Used
-Three Days Grace
-Vertical Horizon
Movies
I'm not really picky when it comes to movies. Oh but I absolutely DO NOT watch any bloody gruesome movies. Seriously I can't watch them. Believe me, I've tried. Other than that, I'll watch pretty much anything else. I love comedies, action, chick flicks...whatever!
One of the best movies ever is Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. I'm also a big fan of Wicker Park and Little Black Book. If you haven't seen them, you really should. Some people might tell you otherwise, but they obviously just don't appreciate truly great movies.
So why do I love these movies?...BECAUSE THEY PORTRAY REAL LIFE RELATIONSHIPS. They aren't the sappy, perfect romance movies that make you depressed over the fact that your own love life sucks. These movies give you the chance to see/feel the heartache & complications that any REAL relationship would have.I admire these types of movies, because they don't sugarcoat life or love...they show it in it's truest form: difficult to obtain/keep and not always "happily ever after."♥
I'm a freshman in the class of 2011 at the University of Maine. I'm 18 now and to be honest I've had the best experiences most people could have. I currently just got out of a relationship, however, I'm not looking for anyone. I have a lot of friends... however we're all somewhat scattered.
I’m the girl that somehow does all the work. The girl that finds what she wants and is completely content with just that one thing. I try over and over, and lately all I feel is more agitated reaching for something that appears to be another waste of time. If you want to get to know me, make an effort. I'm not going to throw myself at your feet. I never said I was desperate.
I can be competitive. There are definitely times when I want things to go my way. I hate when people step onto my territory or approach the things that I'm trying to claim for myself. I didn't say I was perfect and I'm not trying to be. I beat myself up over every little thing: even things I can't control. It doesn't take much to please me, and then again it takes the world.
I've got an edge to me & I've got sarcasm down to an art. I'm a giver not a taker. I bend until I break... and then I bend some more. However, I don't have any respect towards anyone who is judgemental. I've got a pretty busy life and I really don't have that much time for many people.
I listen more than I talk. I prefer deep coversation with emotion. I love personal life stories... especially ones I can relate to. I give away fractions of myself... the fraction you get is what I'm willing to give, but more importantly... it's about the fraction you give back. But don't give me any phony attention. I don't need to be built up with insignificant words in order to feel better about myself. The only eyes I need on me are the ones that care about my heart. People should be more sincere. Be it to me, or don't be anything at all. Show some concern for the people in your life--> you never know the emotional impact you may have on them.
If you want my attention then try and make me Laugh... but don't try and impress me. Just be yourself. I really don't believe in jumping on the band wagon, just to do so. I'm not a robot or a clone... I can make my own decisions... and I think other people should be able to also.
It's hard for me to act like I don't care about something/someone. I've never been the girl to just say it all, exactly how it is without some pushing and prying for the answers. It's hard trying to figure out all the give and take: what you should personally say/do. I'd hate to lose out on something because I didn't say how I felt, but I also don't like letting people know the affect they have on me. It's like once they understand how they can control you, BAM!... you are wrapped around their little finger. I feel like a puppet on strings that has lost all control over myself.
Anyways if you read all that, I have no clue what you think of me, just know that I’m just a human being with a head and a heart that sometimes never agree but are both easily affected. What you say and do is just as imporant as what you don't say/do.
Who I'd like to meet:
Honestly I have a lot of friends... but if you want to get to know me just contact me... I love meeting new people.
hey dude...you need to be like on:)...hehehe. i want to know that the big news is and you have made me wait an awfuly long time so it better be good. so get on so you can tell me and i can tell you why im gonna kill amy...haha im sure you'll find if quite funny, she did.
hey hey hey hey....DID YOU KNOW THAT YOUR SONG HAS BEEN DELETED MY THE ARTIST...HEHEHEHEHFHEEHHEHEHEHEEHE:)FREAKIN TALK TO ME...TALK TO ME NOW...OH WELL DIDN'T WORK...CAN'T SAY I DIDN'T TRY:) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA BYE
hello...im feeling better, thanks...so i see tiff can really only do something on tuesday or wensday...i can't do anything tuesday but wensday should be good...hopefully that works for you too:) k well i'll talk to you later
ok so why the hell are you like never on any more? whats up? well you need to get on cause i have a lot to tell you...plus i need help so get your ass on now:)...hehehe
hey well i'm not sure if i will be seeing you this weekend:( cause Katie is my ride up and her car is in need of some help and she is not sure if it well be fixed for this weekend:( sad stuff
ok so you are going to call me tomorrow right...cause we need to figure things out:) I should be home be seven at the latest, so anytime after that is good. Talk to you soon:)!!!!
