lostcambion

About me:

a major complication in the experience of our freedom is that we must encounter other free beings. the unity that I have imposed on my consciousness is momentarily shattered when the Other looks at me and transforms me into the object of his gaze. i can recover my own selfhood only by looking at him and transforming him into my object. "Hell is other people."-Jean Paul Sarte You will never know how much you believe something until it is a matter of life and death. If you think of this world as a place intended simply for our happiness, you find it quite intolerable: think of it as a place of training and correction and it's not so bad. For years I bowed my head for years I took it, all of it-- your insults, your ingratitude... and worst of all, more degrading than all the rest, your condescension. But now, it's over! Over, do you hear? Of course, at the moment you're still stronger than I am. But I don't give a damn for your power or for your dogs or your police or your inventions! Prospero, you're a great magician: you're an old hand at deception. And you lied to me so much, about the world, about myself, that you ended up imposing on me an image of myself: underdeveloped, in your words, undercompetent that's how you made me see myself! And I hate that image...and it's false! -Act 3, Scene 5 Une Tempete - Aime' Ce'saire

Your Birthdate: August 2

You're so intuitive, it's like you have a sixth, seventh, and eighth sense. You connect with others freely and easily - and you tend to have many best friends. Warm and caring, it's hard for you to close your heart to anyone. Affection is like air for you - you need to give and receive it to survive. Your strength: Your universal compassion Your weakness: Your unpredictable mood swings Your power color: Mauve Your power symbol: Butterfly Your power month: February

people need each other like a virus needs a host, or it perishes. i can't believe in the inherant good in people, but i can believe in the undulating selfishness that resides in every living thing. we put up with each other for the simple fact we need each other. there's no pleasure in having power and fortune if there's no one to validate how great you are;if there's no one to say " I love you because (insert reason)..."then there is no point,is there ? "United we stand, but divided we fall";we are something much grander when united, but constantly seek out individuality,as though we have the impression, somehow ,that we are our own little gods. even upon achieving this psuedo-godhead (or even coming close) we immediently seek out others to surround us, as though this action would justify what we had to do to get to where we are. life is nothing more than an addiction. to have more is to be less. lostcambion.stumbleupon.com

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You are Extroverted, Conscientious, Agreeable, Neurotic and Open
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Extroversion:

You have high extroversion.
You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends.
You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation.
Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go"!

Conscientiousness:

You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.

Agreeableness:

You have medium agreeableness.
You're generally a friendly and trusting person.
But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.
You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.

Neuroticism:

You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great admirer of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Factor Personality Test

Your Power Color Is Red-Orange
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At Your Highest:

You are warm, sensitive, and focused on your personal growth.

At Your Lowest:

You become defensive and critical if you feel attacked.

In Love:

You are loyal - but you demand the respect you deserve.

How You're Attractive:

You are very affectionate and inspire trust.

Your Eternal Question:

"Am I Respected?"

What's Your Power Color?

If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.