Lady Darkshi

www.myspace.com/lotusthefallen

A woman seeking the truth of 42.

  • Lillian-Lotus Buccola

  • 25 / Female
  • Down south, Alabama, US
  • Last Login: 12/25/2009

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Details

  • Status: In a Relationship
  • Here for: Networking, Friends
  • Height: 5' 3"
  • Religion: Other
  • Zodiac Sign: Scorpio
  • Children: Someday
  • Smoke / Drink: Yes / No
  • Occupation: Jewelry Sales & Freelance Photographer

Interests

  • General

    Hum, my typical interests? How to describe what I am actually into...

    I guess one would say I am into nearly everything. I don't shy away from much,a don't shy away from much in life. And the few things that I do have good reasons. Typically one can find me dealing with some form of business or another. I am really into music, traditional art and photography, writing, and my passion for travel. Oh, and let's not forget my nerd side and passion for video games, technology and Earth science.
  • Music

    *Laughs* Hard catagory to descibe. I LOVE music. All kinds of music. I really do listen to nearly every kind of music there is. As long as it isn't really Christian based- you know the kind that you see with ads on TV nowdays- or the really shitty rap that's been coming out the past few years or Country. Don't get me wrong I'll listen to some rare peices of these. But it's just that. Rare. Let's just say I was the girl a few decades too late to really enjoy the music she trully listens to day in and day out. I used to keep my account for my music love strong, but it's kind of dwendled lately. But look at it if you want. Music for Lotus.
  • Movies

    I am not even going to begin this list. It's about 40 times worse then my music.
  • Television

    I really don't watch a lot of TV anymore. Hell I really haven't in years. But what I do watch religiously is House. I like some good American Funniest Videos, CSI [when Grissum was on the show], NCIS, NCIS: LA, CSI: Miami, and every now and again Cartoon Network shows. Otherwise, I watch all my animes online thanks to many sites. ^^
  • Books

    *Holds breath and looks at book cases* Um... Yeah. I have walls full of books for a reason. I'm not really a fan of any one or two authors, but rather dozens upon dozens. I guess I'll just list some of the ones I've been reading a lot of right now:

    Lilith Saintcrow
    Frank Herburt
    Anne McCaffery
    Mercedes Lackey
  • Heroes

    I have to admit that the two women that where my true heros have recently passed on. My Great Aunt Irean Bednekoff and my grandmother Lillian Gartmen where the greatest women to walk the earth. They both taught me nearly everything I know about being a woman in modern society. I don't think I would be even half the person I am today if it hadn't been for their interventions in my life as a child. I try and live every day just as they did. Like it isn't the last, nothing can't be overcome and treat every stranger as a friend. For one never knows who is an Angel in disguise. Even as a Pagan, I live by that. Every action has a reaction, and try and make as many of them good as one can.

    Besides these two women, I believe anyone that reaches their dreams when others said they could not. I truely a hero. Or those that are told they are no one or nothing, and yet they are the greatest people in the world. Single parents are super heros in life. For they face struggels twice as hard as other parents. And the better they are, the better the push through. To me each of these kinds of people are real heros. And I hope I can live up to be my own childs when that day comes.

Blurbs

About me:

"You have so many different mindsets at the same time you could scare a schizophrenic android back to DOS. DOS WOMAN!! DOS GODDAMMIT!!"
~~Jason "DJ Lotus" Alexander on Lotus Darkshi-Buccola


Greetings friends and others. I'm Lotus, but you can call me Lo for short. I'm 25 years old. I'm in a relationship to a man I adore and thank the gods for having blessed me with every day. Not to mention he's one of my best friends. And if you are wondering about that quote from my other best friend, then you have issues understanding the words.

Screw giving a description of myself. Look at my pics and see for yourself. I am a long dedicated Pagan, so don't try "converting" me and shit. I'll land more history that shows my religion is older that will leave you buried for a few years. But it's my personal goal in my faith that I work hardest to find and understand the oldest path that is hidden in all of the religions of the world, but more so in all of the older Pagan forms. It is the first path I am seeking and living by. And at the same time learning all of the others in the world just to grasp the one I follow.

If you want to know about my life read my blogs and journals. If you just want to do more one on one chatting then you can catch me on nearly any IM imaginable. But the best way is to enter my enviroments on WoW and Vent. My nights when I'm not working are filled with both.

Just a little fair warning. I am a bit of a bitch. I live that way and stay that way to protect myself from heartache and pain. Doesn't always work but I damn sure try to be that way. I hate getting into fights but I know how to defend myself and those I'm closest to when I have to. So be warned. I'm not the person you want to piss off. Don't believe me just ask most of the people on the top part of my top friends list. I'll always bend over backwards for my friends and loved ones. So far as to give them a place to crash and even the very cloths off my back if times are desperate enough. I owe a lot of my friends for having saved me in some form or another and try and keep karma off my back by repaying them and many others in exchange for good things to come in my darkest hours.

If you think you can handle being a friend to me... You can be. At least until you piss me off bad enough. Which anymore is hard to do but it can be done.


Lotusthefallen


Comments

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  • Dec 6 2009 1:00 PM

    >_> no guard can stop me. And you know they'll like it :P.

    Aww I hope things turn out better!!
  • Dec 6 2009 1:15 AM

    :O when are you getting married? why am I the last one to know?! and I refuse to be banned!! I'll crash it and rape all the hot kilt wearing men I can, just to spite you >_> :P.
  • Nov 3 2009 2:28 AM

    I'll definitely try to visit :)
  • Oct 14 2009 3:10 PM

    Hey, crazy woman. Been a while. What you been up to?
  • Sep 25 2009 1:19 AM

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    9,675,000,000 ppl n this world & yet i ended up with your crazy ass as a friend? Damn,Im lucky!

  • Sep 9 2009 2:57 PM