Nikki Cavalier

About me:

I am a freshmen at my college. I love to do cheerleading. I did cheerleading for football and basketball for my high school. I had a lot of fun doing the sport I loved I will miss doing it now. I love hanging out with my friends. We are all unstoppable. When we get together there is non stop fun. It doesn't matter how many boyfriends are in my life, I will always stay true to my best friends and friends. They are always there for me. I became legal on May 26th.I don't easily trust people. I have learned that you have to not let people take advantage of you and that you need to show that you can defend yourself. Sometimes when you let you guard down you get hurt in the end. I don't want that to happen to me so I learned to put on my guard. But as I get to know and trust the person my guard falls. It is one of my many weaknesses. But this is the only one that you will know. My guard if easily let down and I sometimes hate it but it helps me become closer to the people I have in my life right now. I truely believe that karama is a bitch. So I try to be nice to people no matter what they do. I know everyone makes mistakes and sometimes they kill you on the inside what they choose to do but you have to let the ones you love and the ones close to you make the choice for themself. If you ever do something then face it head on whether it be good or bad. You need to face it head on and never back down. Live up to what you say and do. Be proud of what you have done and what you are going to do. Maybe someday I will meet the guy who is going to be with me forever but it hasn't happen yet. I am still looking and maybe he is someone I never even knew was there. I know that my life is changing on June 28th and it will continue to be something new and scary but I will get through it. Nothing is going to hold me back from what I am going to do with my life. I have major plans and I know I won't let anyone hold me back. Nothing will ever get in my wat of what I want. I learned that from my mom. She taught me to reach for you dreams and make sure nothing can and will hold you back. I am heading off the College. I am staying close to home but still getting enough distance to be on my own. This is going to be a new part of my life and the ones that have all touched my heart will always be there. I know more will be coming and I have lots of room for them all too. I only keep people in my life if they need me. I won't keep someone who doesn't want me and truely doesn't want me. I know people say onething but mean another. You just have to read into what they are really saying. Something else I have learned is how you cn truely know who your true friends are. They are the ones that will be there for you no matter what time it is and no matter what has happened in the past. No matter how much you fight and say you don't care they will be there the moment you call them. That is how you know who is your true friend and I know I have a few true friends and that is all I need for right now